Heart and Soul

Okey This Is Funny

2011-09-18T05:06:00.001+08:00

Hye all. Hows raya treating u guys? Hope everything is food, erm i mean good!! ;)

While i was busy having raya family gathering, i received a link from a friend.. So i opened the link and found out something hilarious. OMG we are in ohartis.com!!! That is like the most kepochi-jage-tepi-kain-artis local celebrity website i've ever read.. Hahaha!

So check out my controversial picca here

Hins..hins..hins..
Lawak di hari raya we call it.. Actually it's a photo of us (hubby n i) during an outdoor portraiture session with mukhrizlatif (a well-known photographer) some 3 years ago. He was being interviewed by ohartis, n then i guess he showed them his portfolio. :)

Selebriti kah daku??? Hehehehe. NOT.
Anyways, thanks to mukhrizlatif n hubby's friend, mashelmy for those nice photos. Still u guys are the best photog we've worked with. Now both are not under one roof anymore. Mashelmy is now www.piccalasso.com and moqh is www.mukhrizudey.com. Go figure!!! :)

And thank to oh artis too!! :D

XOXO

44 days

2011-07-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah... Dah cukup 44hari saya berpantang :) ya I know I know... Before habis pantang pon dah keluar2 and kerja2... And shooting2... Huhuhu... Tapi perasaan officially habis pantang adalah the best feeling ever! Honestly, this time around, I betul2 pantang for 30days... Makan lauk pantang, tak keluar rumah, pakai bengkung ikat, Mandi air lulur n etc. But after 30days dah relax sket... Maybe dah rase berani kot anak kedua ni...

Dan dengan cecahnye 44days... It's time for me to start my slimming regime... By eating healthy and working out! Alhamdulillah dah pun start...

To share with my readers, this is a simple homemade drink that can make you feel full for a long time... Boleh buat time breakfast and boleh jugak substitute this drink with dinner if anda nak kurus!! Hehe.

Namenye banana smoothie! Senang je. Campurkan sebiji pisang, 2 tablespoon oatmeal, 1 tablespoon honey, and 1 cup of fresh milk. Blend kan.... Hmm dah pun siap.... Nyummmmm! Silalah Cuba, memang sedap... Especially for those yg tak brape suke makan oatmeal begitu saja, anda juga boleh dpt khasiat dr oatmeal. Cube, jangan tak cube! :)

Sempena penghabisan pantang, hubby gave me theseeeee...

It's one of those Nike plus running shoes that I really really want to have one! Yayyy! Sgt2 teruja k... And mmg tak sabar2 nak workout, and both of us mmg sgt sgt teringin to join those marathons... But need to do lotsa practice... So belum ready. InsyaAllah one day :)

So we did our first slow jog yesterday afternoon. And discovered more cool stuffs, using nike plus with iPhone :)
It was a solid 3.5km slow jog... And all I can say is I'm so proud of myself... Because it has been awhile, and I doubted myself whether I can do it or not... But alhamdulillah hubby was such a great coach.

It's because of him that I managed to finish the targeted distance. Thumbs up to hubby! Yayyy! InsyaAllah will improve from time to time... :) thank you so much hubby for the most expensive running shoes I ever had. Hehe. Really appreciate it, and definitely will fully utilize it. Muahx!

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Swaddling My Baby

2011-07-02T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hari ni nak bercerita tentang "swaddling" or dalam bahasa melayunye "membedung" bayi... Kalau ikutkan zaman toknenek kita or even zaman makmak kite dulu, berbedung ni merupakan perkara wajib bagi newborn babies. Ada yang bedung sampai berbulan bulan sampai almost a year pun ada... But nowadays, ternyata dah berubah, eventhou ada yg masih mengamalkan, tapi not as strict as dulu... Bayi dibedung seketat ketat alam... Nowadays babies dibedung maybe at their first 2weeks sahaja... Hehe.

In my case, yes! I do swaddle my baby... But not all the time. Y? Kalau ikutkan tujuan berbedung ni sbnanye mainly adalah untuk

1) bagi the baby selesa rasa hangat macam time duk dalam tummy kite dulu,

2) bagi baby tak mudah terkejut, and dalam masa yang sama tidur lena je.. Tak ingat dunia :)

Ini gambar baby Megat youssef dibedung Lepas Mandi tadi pagi. Alolololo wanginye dieeeeee... ;)

So yes, I do swaddle my baby.. first, Lepas mandikan, To keep them warm... And lagi satu if I want to put them to sleep, especially malam, so that tidurnya tak terganggu... And memang terbukti, bila kita swaddle the baby, memang dorang tidur lena n selesa je nampak... I loikeeee! Tu lah time untuk kite rehat... :)

But nope, I don't do this all day long because baby tend to get rimas and merengek rengek nak keluarkan tangan, maybe sebab cuaca panas tengahari to petang... And ada kemungkinan jugak baby will get addicted sampai besar pn nak berbedung... Ini mengikut bacaan saya lah! And yes sometimes the baby tampak sgt enjoy bila dibiarkan bebas.

Tapi yang penting... Xde pulak terbaca kat mana-mana yang bedung ni berfungsi untuk meluruskan kaki baby, bagi tangan baby lurus ke ape ke... Ni semua kepercayaan orang dulu-dulu yang tak brape logik... Hehe, so untuk kite yang masih boleh pk secara logik Dan waras, jangan lah terbawak-bawak kepercayaan macam ni. Okey.

Peace!

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It's a boy :)

2011-06-27T08:53:00.002+08:00

11th june 2011. This story tak byk beza dgn cerita kelahiran puteri zara adeena 2 years ago... Kebetulan mmg lebih kurang sama prosesnya... :) Macam biase i went to my regular checkup at annur... Went for CTG... And found out that i have contraction every 10mins... Gynae checked and i was already 3cm dialated... That was around 1pm... So the gynae said dah boleh admit lah since bukaan dah 3. Tp boleh balik dulu n solat zohor, had a nice lunch walaupn hati dah dupdapdupdap tak keruan... Huhu... Then we came back at 4:30pm... Bawak hospital bag sume, and tinggal kakak zara with my parents (n they went to midvalley heuheu) Kami terus naik ward... Settle our stuffs kat bilik, nurse bagi ubat utk membuang segala yg patut dibuang... Hehe... Time ni tak rase sakit lagi... I mean the sakit was very mild... Tunggu2, dalam 5pm.. Dah boleh ke labour room... the bidan came, dah ade contraction every 4minutes and dah 4cm dialated... Bidan said dah 4 boleh lah pecahkan air ketuban... Grrrr... The bidan asked whether i nak epidural or not, of course I said tanak, bukan nk belagak ke ape (takde maknenye nk blagak) bcuz time kakak zara xamek, so why not try je lah harungi the pain... Lgpn I think as long as hubby's around, insyaAllah by his presence I can handle the pain.. The bidan siap mcm takut2kn pulak.. Saying that 1st labour x semestinye same la, nti if dh separuh jln I takleh thn dah takleh wat pape la... We are aware of that tapiiiii cuak jugak time tu... Manela tau kan, unbearable n tibe2 lemah smgt ke... Dah having 2nd thought dah time tu... Bt in the end we decided not to... Bidan pn akur je lah dgn 2org yg konon2 kental ni... Huhuhu... So, right before pecahkn air ketuban i received a call from kakak zara gune hp tok aa... She said "gud luck mummy" n "take care", of course my mom yg ckp, n she ikut... Auwwww terus rindu kakak zara time tu... So at around 7:10pm gynae pecahkan my waterbag... Dan bermulalah episod genggam menggenggam tangan hubby... This time around, I really felt the pain... I mean, it was more painful than I could ever recall... CTG was still running, but something was wrong bcuz I rase intense contraction but the reading said the other way round... Pelik n geram at the same time, Lepas tu we found out the strap yg attach to my tummy lose gila! Hek elee bikin stress saje, n then when bidan came, die tgk graph "ohh still mild contraction"... Dayhemmmm... Whatever... I dah rase sakit sampai I cannot mengiring anymore... (the bidan said, if nak kurang sakit, cube mengiring ke tukar posisi sket2) so I tried, tp mmg tak boleh dah.. Sbb I dah rase mcm nak terberrrry dah at that time... Kept waiting for the bidan to come n check... Tak dtg2... Huhu... (of course time tu asek nak tau je brape bukaan sbb sakittttt teramat amat).. Last2 hubby panggil and ckp I dah rase mcm nak bersalin... Rase nk kangkang je huhu... It was 8.20pm when the bidan came, she checked... And yes there you go... bukaan dh 10cm... Lalu she called 2 other nurses to prepare everything sambil berkata dgn lantang "dah full"... Haha... Okey, now is pushing time... Yeayyyy!! Haha time tu takdela ckp yeay, but sgt lega bcuz we're moving to the next stage... So now is activity teran meneran... I did a few teranans before the gynae sampai... The bidan was very nice, she ajar me how not to hv stitches afterwards... Since the "dinding" is lembut already.. If I made a nice n smooth "push"... N tak angkat my lowerpart, InsyaAllah I won't be getting any stitches... But grrrr... it's not that easy to control all at the sametime... When the gynae sampai, tibe2 smgt membara untuk meneran dtg... Dgn menggunakn sisa2 energy yg Ada... Bile disuruh "push"... Mmg teranan sekuat hati dilakukan, dlm 3-4push kepala baby pn keluar... Then Gynae said "ok hold, hold dulu, Tarik nafas n then push again utk keluarkan badan".. Takde maknenye I hold dulu... Tanpa dpt mengawal keadaan, arahan gynae tak dituruti Dan teranan terus dilakukan, tanpa "hold" huhuhu... Maka koyaklah sedikit, Dan dijahit dgn 2stitches... Huwaaa... Keluar lah bayi comel itu dgn tangisan yg kuat, memecah kesunyian... Jam menunjukkn 8:35pm. "it's a boy" tapi muke time keluar adalah sebijik muka kakak zara... :)

Kini, I am a proud mom of two.

Alhamdulillah....

SHR MZB

2010-09-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

Salam Aidilfitri all!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

Ramadhan kareem

2010-08-14T00:20:00.001+08:00

Hye all! Just to wish u guys selamat berpuasa, dan beramal di bulan yg mulia ini... Marilah sama2 cari pahala k :)

Dh lame tak update, now I still have one child... Hehe... Belum tambah ye! Now hanya Ada zara saje! In case u r wondering! :) oh, btw... Congrats to all mommies of 2009 babies yg bakal menimang cahaya mata ke-2 this year / next year! Alhamdulillah rezeki... As for me, I'll just follow my husband's decision... Hiks! Ameen :)

Zara just turned 15months 4 days ago! She's a big gal now, hayhhh!

She loves to sing a lot... Her top fav is ee-i-ee-i-ohhh.. Repeat 80 Kali.. Hehe exaggerate!

She can say "mummy", "daddy", "nak", "kit" = sakit when she bit my nips while bf-ing huhu... she says "bubbye baby" instead of "bubbye" all the time... She says "nah" when she gives smethg, she says "dah" when she finishes doing smethng... She says "cat meoww" when she sees a cat... She will say her friend's name "mia" whenever she sees mia's photo... Hikssss! And I guess thr's many more words but I still cannot get it!! Zara is one very vocal young lady now.... I cudnt be happier! Hehe... Love u sayang!

She will dance kelamkabutly showing her bodyparts when I sing head shoulder knees n toes! Hehe.. Ntah mane2 je tunjuk.. Yg betul head n ears je! Hihihi...

She loves jumping tp belum master lg.. When I said 1-2-3-jump... She will henjut herself n satu kaki je terangkat then gelak excited!!! Haiya this girl! Heee... So funny...

Nw sgt clingy with her daddy! So very the daddy's lil girl... Nk Mandi ke jln2 ke mkn kt dining table ke... She'll say "nak daddy"... Heee... Sombong ngn mummy!! Nak susu je dtg kt mummy... Hehhehe

Kt shopping mall plak... She loves to walk freely! Tamau duk in her babybjorn or stroller anymore... When dh bg jln bebas... Jalannye bukan straight tp asek patah balik patah balik... Huhu so penat melayan baby besar mummy ni! Hehehe

Sleeping routine plak, semenjak world cup itu hari... Sgt Susah die nk tido awal... Huwaaaa... Dah elok2 baring kat cot... Tetibe bgn, n u'll hear her singing ee-i-ee-i-ohh out loud... Huhu... Pastu lagu lain pn ade gak but I tak dpt tangkap.. She jut created it I think... Hehe...

Oh and last but not least, she loves loves loves kissing so much! She kisses all her animal plush toys especially her puchwee bear! Yg Susah sket zara nk kiss is her parents... Sombong gituw! Kiss ikut mood je... Huhu... :)

Okey that's all for now... Sket2 psl zara ku syg :) n here's a photo of us... Latest one, b4 berbuka ptg td... (kt fb pn Ada.. Hihi)

okey then u guys! Hv a blessed Ramadhan! Semoga dpt buat terawih n bertadarus n buat amalan2 lain dgn jayanya! Ameennn (utk diri sendiri skali ni!)

Love n peace
XOXO

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photos :)

2010-04-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

ini adalah kesinambungan previous entry... the pictures :)

BABIES VISIT

visiting baby shakeel afiy hadif.... w one proud mama huda yg sudah kurus dgn pantas :)

baby shakeel yg hidung mancung... hehe

visiting baby akif... w his proud mama mizah yg jelita wpn ade tempek2 watsoever di dahi... hehe

handsome boy baby akif.... bile nk jmpe lagiiii?

GARFIELD PUTRA'S FIRST BIRTHDAY PARTY

zara yang ingin merampas bantal lucky draw dr baby adzryl... target tu!

mommy's special pokerface :P

the whole bunch... :) without a few yg d h blk awal.. hiks

w d pizza man... mommies maintain pndg camre... babies suke pizza man!!

the cheeky cheeky bambam bday boyyy!

Cahaya Mata

2010-04-05T01:15:00.003+08:00

Lame tak update... Sgt berhabuk heart and soul saya....

Hari ni nak share kegembiraan dengan semua... Since i baru visit 2 of my closest friends newborn baby boy... Im so in the mood to blog... Tahun ni akan mencatatkan more than 10 newborn babies in my list :) Syukur...

My big congratulations goes to:

1) lubey n mal- 3rd march (boy)
2) Natrah n huby- 23rd march (girl)
3) Carmen n huby- 23rd march (boy)
4) Maryam n huby- 24th march (boy)

5) Joyce n huby- 26th march (girl)
6) huda n fendy- 30th march (boy)
7) mizah n apai- 1st April (boy)

Okey so far dah 7... Coming soon ada lagi... I think more than 10 la.. Tp xpe, kite announce bila dh selamat dilahirkan nanti... Surprise!!! Hehe... I'm so happy for u guys... Tahniah again!!

Seeing those two little babies just now... Memang rase teringin sgt nk baby boyyy... Zara pn mcm excited je tgk baby boy... Tergelak gelak je die... Pendek kate, mood budak kicik itu tersgt lah ok hari ni... Hee... Petanda baik ni... ;) Okey la, itu kerja Tuhan... Kite berserah je :) sbnanye wpn I dh Ada pengalaman jaga baby sekecik newborn baby, I still rasa awkward nk pegang bayi2 tersebut... Mcm takut2 je.. I think if it happens again, mcm start over from zero jugak la kot...

And bile letak zara sebelah mereka.... Oh my gawddd... Zara u r such a big gal already... Dlm hati I.... Pejam celik pejam celik... Dh nk dekat setahun dah anak mommy!! Muahsxx syg die sgt2... :)

Ohh ok.. Talking about turning 1.. Nope I dun think a birthday party is necessary for us... We'll celebrate insyaAllah... But it's just a rough plan... Dun worry baby... Yeah, she knows nothing now, bt she'll be reading this one day.... We have a plan for you baby! Nothing luxury but a nice decent one, we promise... :)
InsyaAllah...

Ohh big thanks to mummy and daddy putra for inviting us to putra's 1st birthday party on Saturday!! We totally enjoyed ourselves... The bday boy grand entrance was awesome... Wee... Happy 1st birthday Putra Muhamad Firdaus! Be a good boy ya! Muahsx!

Next Saturday we'll b attending baby marea mysarah 1st birthday party... Thanks mommy Ezan for inviting us... See u guys! InsyaAllah...

Okey guys.. Time for me to sleep.. I'll upload d photos later... Nite2! Sweetdreams!

10 months sweet darling

2010-03-10T10:30:00.003+08:00

2 months to go... n zara will turn 1 YEAR OLD!!! alhamdulillah... semalam zara genap 10months tapi mommy tak sempat post, too busy surveying perabot for our new office... tak sempat bukak email pon... aiyaaa... hari ni relax sket...

well now, i'm working from 10am to 4pm everyday... tapi macam rasa susah nak focus plak becuz smpai office at 10... 12.30 dah lunchtime... n then makan solat pump susu pe sume.. dah kul2.. kul4 dah nk chow! hahahaha... so official working hour is only 4 and a half. tapi yang tak official pun ada gakk, takpe la... my boss ckp, as long as kerja siap, he's flexi with the working hour... hiks~

okey berbalik to zara, skrg ni dah becok... influence dr mamadila kot.. haha.. mamadila tak becok, cume peramah je! ;) this is her 2nd week staying w mamadila, now kalau hantar pagi2... tak sabar2 nk kuar carseat suh mamadila dukung... dah pandai sua tangan, dah pandai lambai when we say byebye!, zara boleh merangkak tapi tak favor sangat... she only crawls when ada smething yg trigger her to crawl... like ada favorite toys nk kejar... n yg plg merangkak sekali is when mommy tinggalkn die pg kitchen kejap.. mmg tetibe je die dh smpai kitchen jugak... huhu... kalau takde pape, she will stay put at one place... tak berganjak2... hehe... now dah berdiri sendiri w support, dah meniti keliling sofa,... hmm.. manja terlebih.. nak mommy teman die spnjg masa, if duk main toys, mommy / daddy / mamadila mesti ada kat sebelah, kalau tak, merengek... wpn pandang tempat lain, kite bangun, she can sense that we are moving... aiyaaa... last friday, i lepak at mamadila's house... tym nangis zara dah confuse whether nak pg to me or mamadila.. hahhaa... lawak la u! the first song that gets her head banging is lagu "alif ba taa" i found on youtube... n lepas tu semua lagu pn head banging.. wpn lagu singkat setiap kali drama na-o-mei nk pg comercial break.. haha... n baru baru ni.. zara dah tak head banging, but she moves her head sideways pulak... kiri kanan.. hehe, sweet! ape lagi ek?? i jarang cerita milestone zara, tp dah 10 months ni tulih la sket.. kotnye esok besar zara bace my blog... "ape mommy ni, takde milestone zara pn kt blog mommy?" ape i nk jawab? haaaa.. at least ni ada la skali.... :p okey baby darling? :)

so that's it la kot.. kalau ade pape lagi nti i update loerr!

byebye!

happy 10months zara! *hug kuat kuat*

Life Goes On

2010-02-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

CAMWHORE: dah lama tak!

It's Apparently a Success

2010-02-22T15:10:00.001+08:00

So the day after, we went to mamadila's house again...

Alhamdulillah zara nmpk ngam je dgn mamadila... :)

See ya next week babe!!!! This time it's for real....
Plus... I have some goodnews... Will update later..

Byebye!

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What a day

2010-02-17T18:23:00.004+08:00

heya people!

how are your holidays? mine is until tomorrow and its wonderful so far! yeay!!!
oh yes, as stated in my previous entry, i'll be leaving my current company...
I just sent my resignation letter last week, and it's a 2week notice...

alhamdulillah....
i'll be starting my new job, this 1st of March... with flexible hours, and better salary.
insyaAllah... please do pray for me ya ppl! i'm so excited :)

today, i brought zara to mamadila's house. oh yes, i guess i havent told u guys, the maid (nelly) is going back to indonesia, as she almost completed her 2-year contract... well, its bad news for me since zara is totally attached to her, and it's kinda hard to introduce zara to a new caregiver. insyaAllah she'll be back in 3-4 weeks time. well of course it depends on her immigration obligations watsoever... so, who knows... eventhough the maid convinced us, dat she really wants to come back and work with us... we'll see...

back to mamadila's story.....who is a close friend of mine, currently 4-months pregnant and a housewife.. she's my best option so far! so i told her everything, and thank goodness she agreed to look after zara while the bibik is on leave (for 3 weeks or so) starting end of this month.

we went to her house early this morning.... and I introduced zara to her... let zara mingled around and get used to the new environment... it wasnt that easy at first... but after awhile it gets better... i'd say, the mission is 65% accomplished. while her separation anxiety is at its peak, i personally think that towards the end the bonding session went pretty well. agree with me dila? hehehehe.... alrighty, better luck tomorrow! c ya!

let's hit the bed daddy sayang n baby darling! another big day tomorrow! :)

toodles! n sweetdreams!

This is basically it

2010-02-12T11:38:00.004+08:00

Administrative Manager

Successful managers are very self-disciplined, intelligent, responsible and presentable people. You would need to be positive, enthusiastic, have good leadership skills, get on well with people, be firm but just and have the ability and perseverance to try and help the company achieve their goals. If you were able to motivate people and make them feel that they are an important cog in the business wheel, you would be a good example to them. Too many people in top positions do not trouble to become acquainted with their staff or understand their problems. No-one would expect you to solve all the problems but if the employees knew that management was trying their best to make life for everyone in the company as profitable, productive and enjoyable as possible, they would be much more likely to concentrate on doing their best. Every worker in a business is given a specific task or tasks to do by the manager who does the planning, co-ordinating and organising of activities to reach the required goals and you would be the one to give orders and exercise control over the entire process.

As an Administrative Manager, your tasks would include the following:

Responsibility for the overall work performance of a company.

Management of office environment.

Gathering, adapting, storing and distributing information within the company.

Using information systems.

Providing specialised support to other departments and managers.

Providing document and telecommunication management.

Planning, organising, providing leadership and controlling all administrative functions.

Managing quality and cost control.

Rendering a service to other functions within the organisation.

Providing training and development for your own staff.

Managing the many fields of work which the employees carry out.

Ensuring that human and material resources are correctly utilised.

Meeting with other members of management and planning for the future.

p/s: bye! bye! Johnson Pump!

9 months old zara darling baby

2010-02-09T16:37:00.004+08:00

happy 9 months old my darling puteri zara adeena!

Yes, it has been 9months since I received the gift on that faithful day....

Now watching each day as zara grows.... the changing of features from head to toe, the smiles and giggles that make her glow.... and the way she lets her spirit show.... I cudnt be happier sayang!

I'll make a promise to you again my dear baby, the promise i've been telling you from the very beginning... to raise you the best that I know...

You are my angel!

XOXO

is it about time for me?

2010-02-08T14:49:00.003+08:00

buat mereka yang merindui zara and mommy... hhehehe...

Hye all. dah sebulan i tak update. im just plain busy i guess. how are u guys doing? im in the verge of entering a huge change in my life. to be honest, i believe that i have golden handcuffs, but im so stuck with my current job.... so here i found smething useful for me,.. or maybe you... who is also experiencing the same thing as me... it's from about.com.

i petik the whole article.... kindly read :)

article starts........

These are the top ten reason why you might want to quit your current job.... These are difficult, if not impossible, work problems to solve. You need to look out for your best interests. Your job consumes too many hours of too many days of your life for you to stay where you are if you're miserable. No excuses, now. If these problems exist in your current job, make a plan, and quit your job.

1) Your company is experiencing a downward spiral, losing customers, losing money, and rumors of possible closure, bankruptcy and failure prevail.

2) Your relationship with your manager is damaged beyond repair. You have sought help to mend the relationship but you know it is too damaged for recovery. (Perhaps you were untrustworthy, missed work on too many days, or the manager acts like an untrustworthy jerk.) Whatever the reason, the relationship is irrecoverably damaged.

3) Your life situation has changed. Perhaps you have married or had a baby, and the salary and benefits no longer support your life needs. You need to move on to better opportunities to support your family.

4) Your values are at odds with the corporate culture. Perhaps your company is egalitarian and you believe in assigned parking spots for salaried employees. Your company does annual employee satisfaction surveys and you think these are a waste of time. Your company is hierarchical and you want to influence every aspect of your job. No matter where the clash is occurring, a lack of congruence with the corporate culture will destroy your attitude at work.

5) You've stopped having fun and enjoying your job. No matter what changed, when you dread going to work in the morning, it's time to quit your job.

6) Your company is ethically challenged. Perhaps the managers lie to customers about the quality of the products or the day on which the product will ship. You become aware that the company is stealing information from competitors. Whatever the issue, don't stay in an organization where your ethics are out of sync.

7) For whatever reason, you have behaved in ways that are considered improper at work. You've missed too many days of work, slacked off on the job, failed to maintain needed skills, and / or just generally developed the reputation of a loser. That reputation, once earned, is unlikely to change; you might as well quit your job, while you have the opportunity.

8) You've burned your bridges with your coworkers. Your group is not getting along in an environment that requires people to work together well. Again, at some point, the reasons don't matter; start fresh in a new job and resolve to not let this situation happen again.

9) Your stress level is so high at work that it is affecting your physical or mental health and your relationships with your friends and family. Watch for the signs of burnout and if they can't be cured, move on.

10) And the top ten reason to quit your job? You are unchallenged, need more responsibility, and seek opportunities that just don't exist for you in your current organization. You've explored the current and potential options, and they are limited. It's time to quit your job.

....end of article!

see, it says,

"Your job consumes too many hours of too many days of your life for you to stay where you are if you're miserable"

yes, now im so MISERABLE! huhu.

and yeah, more than 3 of above reasons have somethg to do with me n my current job....

okey that was my first time reading through... after reading it again... there are more than 5...

hmmmmm....

it's about time, kan?

2010 Resolutions :)

2010-01-07T16:51:00.008+08:00

Here comes 2010. ahaha. this is a bit late. Happy new year everyone! :) yeah like always, almost everybody will list down their new year's resolutions... no? some may want to lose more more morree weight... some may want to gain weight... some may want to get marry... some may want to have baby... some may want to double up their earnings/income... n so many other things... ehem, how about your last year's resolution??? are u sure dat u've completed it all??? :)

i still remember, this time last year, i was sooo pregnant :) and i dun think i have a new year resolution... i was having the time of my life.. no resolutions were needed... hehehe... :p acahh je... mesti la ada... but i believe that by keeping it safe to myself is the best way to accomplish my resolutions.... (cheh, sebnanye takut kalau tak tercapai malu... :p) so yah, the key is to keep it real and of course a burning desire to achieve them. so, good luck everyone!

no, no, im not gona list down my resolutions... its just that... i want to share my obsession with nude colour... love love love...

first, here's my cousin's wedding dress (kawen last two weeks.. congrats dear!).... victorion style in nude colour! classic looking yet very sexy! gotta love it babehh!

owh but actually i've worn a nude coloured kurung moden during my engagement. but of course not as pretty as my cousin's.. but still i love it.. hehe... bought the kain in jakarta at a very low price... me likeyyyy! gambar after the majlis, so very the berminyak... rrr

next, is my soon-to-be-purchased high heels. haha. this is definitely on top of my shopping list. belum beli lagi... tak jumpe yang btul2 berkenan kt shopping mall... obviously mine wont be christian louboutin as the picture below.... unless ade yg nak belanje... ehem2... boleh i nyanyi... im throwin on my louboutin... hikss~ btw, have u heard that song? it's kinda catchy! i loike~

anyway, i already have this one down here.... it was a gift from my ex-bf... tym student agaknye eh?? ngehehe... not bad jugak my ex-bf's taste kn? tp ye la name pn zaman U.. dah lame tu... it's so worn out... i definitely need a new one! ngee jgn salah anggap, my ex-bf is my husband la.. nw sudah husband la kn... :)

and last but not least... its my 2010 go-to look. i've been using mac honeylove lipstick in 2009. it's a nude lipcolour but i think it has this pinkish effect dat i juz realized i dont like... hehe... i want a nude as in nude without any pink-ish or peach-ish tone. its so hard to find. after hours of trying and trying.... tak jmpe jugak the perfect one.. yg brownie nude (like my pump shoe colour)..... but i didnt try other brands... tatau la kot ada... finally, i fell in love with mac satin peach-stock.. still it has that peach tone... but i think it suits me well... compared to the pinkish nude... mayb its becuz of my skintone... medium to dark skintone lagi sesuai wearing peachy based nude lipcolour... see pic below... this is my first day of work in 2010... hehe...

so dat's it! post ni sbnanye to wish my friends yang membaca my blog, HAPPY 2010! and dalam mase yang same merapu pasal my obsession. it's actually to warn u guys that u'll see me with more n moreee nude colours in twenty ten.... hehe.

HAPPY 2010 ALL!

I WISH U GUYS WELL

XOXO

first word

2010-01-05T22:16:00.004+08:00

I seldom post an entry during night time.. but im so excited to tell that zara's first word is officially.....

ALLAH

ngeeee.... it started with an AAAAA.... and suddenly there was a loud and clear word... ALLAHH... witnessed by zara's tokba n tok aa... so this is official.. and im so glad... :)

zara's tokba kept wondering that zara's first word will be FACEBOOK.. or TWITTER... or BLOG......... hehe. so i guess this is so unexpected! hee. mommy happy terlebih k!

congratulations zara.. clap clap clap :)

(takde gigi pon boleh consider bercakap ke? hehehe. tak kire la kan, as long as i heard the word perfectly, clearly... hehe sukesuki i laaa)

Ready or Not

2010-01-05T09:51:00.007+08:00

Yesterday morning, i received an SMS from hubby saying that one of his schoolmate meninggal dunia. innalillahi wainna ilaihi raji'un... semoga rohnya dicucurkan rahmat dan tergolong antara orang-orang yang beriman.. ameen..

It was a shocking news for me. apetah lagi my hubby and all his schoolmates kan... Eventhou i tak bape kenal, but i bumped into her a few times during college, since dia pn utm juga (faculty electric) n was staying in kolej9 juga. and when megat came for lunch, terjumpa.. he did introduce me to her... a few weeks ago, she just added us on facebook.. and we juz viewed her profile and talked about how cute her daughter is... her daughter dah agak besar tak sure how old... mayb almost two kot or two plus.... and she was pregnant with her second baby... 7 months or so... yeah... hubby said that she had difficulties to breathe time tido.. i was thinking mayb she had asthma or smethng.. tp tatau la kan... dah ajal di usia muda.. yang i terpk tu, perasaan her husband and the daughter yg tak sempat btul2 knal her mother.... sebaknye rasa... since i pn ada family, i did put myself in her shoes... bayangkan.. leaving zara all alone... with hubby... watching them from high above... hmmm... :((( takleh bayang la sbnanye..... alamak bergenang airmata i... noooo! :( tapi semua tu ketentuan Ilahi... dia ada planning yang terbaik untuk kita semua... bila dah sampai masanya... semua orang akan meninggalkan dunia yang fana ini...

the night before we received the news... baru cakap2 pasal nak tukar waris insurans la ape la.. since my insurance ni start frm college tym dulu... i put my parents name as penama.. now kene ada allocation untuk zara la kan... and malam tu, huby pasang yassin e-quran kat laptop cfah plak.... aleh2 the next day ada berita kematian... sape2 yang terbaca post ini, marilah sama2 kita sedekahkan al-fatihah dan bacaan yassin untuk arwah Suhieda Sukiman...

Peringatan untuk kita yang masih hidup: ibadah dah cukup ke?? pastinye tidak untuk saya... dosa yang menggunung tinggi ada... sudah bersediakah kita untuk bertemu dengan-Nya? sesungguhnya bersedia ataupn tidak.... masa kita akan tiba juga.... ajal memang tak mengenal usia....

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Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible.

Tag untuk Hubby

2009-12-15T10:50:00.006+08:00

di atas adalah gambar hiasan.... weehehe... sonoknya dapat buat tag sekarang... ini tag yg sgt2 menarik kerana kite kadang2 sukar utk berjiwang-jiwangan dgn husband bile dh ada anak............ huhuhuuhu... (tag ini dari puan CT. thanks babe)

1. First time jumpa with your hubby bila and kat mana?
cafe kolej9, utm skudai... 3.30am, bulan puasa 2005, dua2 order neslo ais, megat pakai sweater merah rabbit terbalik. hihihihiihi. (kenangannn)

2. Love at first sight?
hm... huby i kata i penah sekelas ngn die tym i 2nd year kt bangunan N24... hehe. tp i tk perasan pn... klas i byk lelaki... haha. sorry tak perasan wajah hensem u! hahha. (puji sket.. ececeee)... pastu die ckp die nampak i lembut je tym tu.. wakakkakaka... (dlm hati i... ee selekehnya ntah macamne rupe i tym tu mesti comot kate klass pkul 2ptg.. haha)... tapi die tak jatuh hati la kot, sbb die ade gf tym tu... i pn ade "komitmen" lain... so he came into my life just at the perfect timing, i must say. eh tak jawab soalan eh? well from my side, yes! yes! yes! it was love at first sight @ cafe kolej9. ergggg. :P

3. Who is he when the first time u met him?
he was my one year senior in college. same faculty, dif major.

4. How long it takes for him to ask u out for a date?
hm.... how long eh? tak lame kot. bt awal2 tu, it was me n him texting each other... tp i tatau macamane rupe bentuk muke die... tp die tau i yg mane.. tak aci kn...??? ee... pastu die ade la ajak kluar 3kali i ingt lagi.. tapi mcm2 alasan i bg... bcuz... takkn kite nk jumpe org yg kite tak tau muke kn??? kn? then i asked for his friendster acc (tym tu takde fb)... boleh la i tgk die yg mana kn... die kate dah add, tp i tak approve2... rupenye die add kt acc lame... ntah mane die jumpe.. google kot? hahahahaa... jgn marah huby! lepas dh tau die yg mana... br la jmpe... rujuk soalan 1. hehe. isk huby im glad u found me :)

5. First place dating di?
gegegee... harap2 maba tak bace... tym ni kt jb... kami ke city square kot! hehehehehehehe... tp lawak sbb sblm kuar tu kami dner dulu.. kt cafe je.. (save budget)... tapi kan... nasik dan segala bagai makanan yang dibeli tak terusik langsung.. berdebar kot!! asek gelak2 je... malu2 kucing.... ee... klakarnye... auwww! bestnye perasaan tu kn? hikss

6. How he proposed?
takde specific formal proposal pn. my dad ugut hubby if btul2 sayang anak pakcik, sile kawen... hahaha... no la! yg i ingt tym bercinta kt U tu, megat pernah tanye nk kawen ngn die ke tak... sbb die nak a serious relationship kot... hehehe... and lepas grad n dpt kerja, since takde ape yg menghalang.., the next thing we noe... kami dah kawen, n dh ade anak.. alhamdulillah. its a bless!

7. Special date with your hubby?
2/8/2008
9/5/2009

8. Changes that he asked you to do?
hubby adalah manusia yang tak suke suruh2 kite berubah... mayb utk mengelak drpd kecewa if permintaan tak dituruti... i duno... ape2, die nk kite yg berubah sendiri... oh tapi ada one thing i baru ingat... tatau la die serius ke tak... tapi die ade mintak i tukar... pagi2 kuar pegi office takyah pkai makeup2 sume.. then blk umah ptg.. br siap2 dgn makeup2 cantik2... tgu die balik... huhuuhuhuhu... i noe... susah kn nk turuti? adakah saye derhaka? huhu

9. What is about him that you love so much?
i love everythng about him... like seriously! everything.

10. What is about him that u wish he would change?
ape eh? ape eh?? spatutnye ada ni... hm.... one thing! when it comes to shopping, i want him to stop thinking of nk shopping for me n zara... n please go shopping for your own stuff... just please... huhu.

11. You will lose your mind n crack your head when he?
nak main PS ngn adik beradik die tym balik klang... hahahahaha... jahat ke i? tapi i mmg tak bleh tgk. geram. i kalau boleh taknak die sentuh PS dah... tp tu la kn... bukannye selalu pn blk klang,, seminggu / 2 mgu skali je... so biarje la.... tapi... u noe... kt klang mane de gals lain... habis2 i bergossip ngn my mil je... smpai dah takde idea nk bergossip k... i rase i lagi byk tau psl family die dr die... hehehehe... :p

12. You will smile tru your eyes for the whole day when he?
he says he loves me just because..., he kisses me, and hugs me... without any specific reason... yes priceless! :)

13. complete below sentences"My love towards my hubby is as big as...?
this... *bukak n panjangkan tangan sepanjang panjangnya to infinity.......* i love you too much! :p hehe..

panjang pulak jawapan i kpd soalan2 di atas.. ya! btul! mmg susah nk berjiwang2an dgn huby bila dah ada anak ni.. bile type2 balik cite2 di atas... mmg i rase terharu and sebak... and balik ni nk peluk hubby kuat2... hubby, i seldom say this, but deep down inside i want u to know... im so lucky to have you as my soulmate.... and i thank God that i found you....... XOXO

psst... lately, huby macam makan sket je... diet katenye? i risau... sbb biasenye die suke tambah tambah :p lepas tu die telah membuat aksi pelik dgn menukar name die dlm my phone book.. i saved as "charming husband" pastu die tukar "edward cullen".... awwww.... huby nk jd kurus macam edward cullen ke??? ngehehehhe... dont! dont! pasti semua huby2 sgt menyampah apabila kita getik bercerita ttg edward n jacob. im team edward btw... im not into that buffy arms n abs... yeah im not :p hehe... pastu dgr cite huby nk tukar style rambut cam edward... hahahahhahaha... i think u'll look great, huby! huhu... mengamuk huby i nanti... im jus kidding ya suami ku! okey la, itu saja utk hari ni... bye!

okey sape2 yg bace entry i ni, i tag YOU! :)

7 is mommy's fav number!

2009-12-14T11:38:00.007+08:00

5 days ago, zara turned 7 months... she had a very bad fever on that day... so i sgt2 takde mood to post an entry about her... duk kt ofis pn tak senang duduk... hr tu temperature zara mmg naik turun naik turun... gune thermometer strip mothercare yg tak bape accurate tu... at one point dah cecah 40deg. the nex day zara demam, huby amek half day leave... me, on the other hand tak dpt nk cuti bcuz i hav urgent things to be settled at the office... (i mean wats more urgent than ur sick baby?) tp... tu la... life's like that.. sometimes dah memang tak boleh elak... and thank God hubby is willing to take leave... relieved jugak la... at least sum1 i trusted was thr to look after zara... on friday.. zara dah okey.. temperature normal... and die nmpk bertenaga sket... alhamdulillah...

so many things are goin on... hr tu i ckp nk beli smethng like a walker ke jumper ke for her... tapi tak sempat pg lagi.. now weekends mesti ade kenduri yg tahap jauh2 semua... tak sempat bershopping i k... wpn YES! huhu. weekend ni blk penang lagi insyaAllah, my cousin's wedding... as zara's 7months prezie... mommy n daddy tried to get her familiar w her loveyyy teddy. actually dah lame daddy belikn, before zara lahir lagi... die kate nk kasik hadiah kat zara.... nak jadikan teddy ni her favorite one.... so tido pn we let her hug the teddy... bt its still hard to tell whether she likes it or not... hehe :) sabar ye syg.... we'll find somethng for you... (oh my God, nk beli jumperoo... pleeeease! huhu)

zara being introduced to mr. lovey (kenape mister? hehe)

zara during hi fever... susah nk tgk die senyum :(

terlantar je dia... syian sgt... smile baby smile :( takde perasaan tgk toys pn...

ini last weekend... kt homestay alor setar... in the verge of getting a fever.. huhu

okey my dear zara.... happy 7-months old.... mommy loves u!

oh ya, mommy ada buat zara's personal blog... tapi tatau nk letak ape kt situ.... tgu zara pndai type sendiri la k... you can type in your own blog... hehe... :)

adalah hari jadi saya yang ke-25

2009-12-07T18:21:00.009+08:00

kronologi gambar yg terbalik... layan je la k. leceh nk tukar2 position gambar ni.. hehe. so yes, i turn 25 today. perasaan? tak rase tua langsung k (perasan mode). cume, cume, cume... a few things are bugging me currently..so mcm tak excited sgt celebrating my 25th birthday. ma n ba pula are in india.. so wish dari jauh je... huhu.. and blk dr kedah yesterday.. mata i merah sakit mata... berjangkit from 2 of hubby's aunties which are my aunties as well la kan... sibaik dah ok.. n i have a very ugly chapped lips.. eeskk... it's all bcuz of my allergy problem yg dtg dan pergi sesuke hati :( blk2 je dr kedah mlm tu.. (takde la mlm).. we arrived at 3.30am... joy and ahmad sambut w a rich hazelnut cheese filling with roasted hazelnut crust cake... hm.. yumm.. xtraordinarily tasty okey! tapi takde gmbr.. selekeh gile i.. lg pn mate merah... hehe.. thnx joy n amad... n hubby who was behind all these.. hehe.. thnx a million... tak sangke... ;p

so what did i get for my 25th bday? ngeheeehe... hubby macam tak kasik i kecoh2.. so i senyap je la.. thnx a bunch hubby... i sukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sgt sgt sgt... muahsx.. luv u gazillionssss.... :) and yes thnks for d dner treat... eventhou i sgt comot.. bcuz ingtkn nk pg dekat2 je... hehe... rupenye jauh sket dr umah... kalau tak mesti i pg shopping dress ke ape ke... hehehe... dah lame teringin nak makan kt victoria's station... tapi tak penah2 pg.. tup tup huby bawak.. yeayy... thnk u.. ditemani anakku sayang zara yang yang yang.. super duper active... sume bende nak tarik k... bahaye... dah ade budak kecik ni takleh bawak pg proper dining... die tarik table cloth... and cube tarik my drink.... lepas tu tendang dner table smpai bergerak 20cm gak kot... aiyark... tapi tetap comel. i dun mind. :)

dat's all folks. sape yg tak wish lagi.. sile sile wish me now!! hehe

n kepada yg telah wish dan mendoakan saya... thanks a lot! i love u guys so much :)

problem @ work

2009-12-03T16:48:00.004+08:00

Work is killing me now.. I feel like giving up.. Things aint going my way.. I guess Im just unlucky this time.. People are being so mean.. :( Oh im so demoralized... I feel so discouraged by the magnitude of this problem.. I need someone to make me laugh, while sipping a hot caffe latte.. at least i can forget about this for a while... :(

takde kene mengena dengan gambar kn? anyway, how do you like my new sunnies? do i look so rempit (no offense all mat/minah rempits) wearing it? please la puji k.. im having a hard time :((((

haha i dah gile.

bye~

walker: to buy or not to buy?

2009-12-01T10:24:00.010+08:00

i am very very confused whether to buy zara a walker or not... article in babycenter said that it's not advisable to do so.... "putting a baby in a walker is like giving a teenager a ferrari - a dangerous risk".... is it so??? how? i read in the forum that the concern is about the safety of the baby while in the walker. and another concern is the 'seated-stand position' that makes the hips dont line up naturally... and walkers might actually delay walking because of the way the baby moves in it... here i found another useful article... click here and learn the facts.... hm.... but yeah, millions of mommies used walkers for their baby kn? and takde plak we see hips problem... hehe.... i also read somewhere that the right tool to train our baby to walk is to let them use these kind of walkers...

because the baby can only use these kind of walkers when they are really really ready to walk... tulang dah kuat... and all... but still... im not sure about it....

hmmm... or should i buy an exersaucer or a jumper instead??? these are a few...

exersaucers and jumpers are very useful in order to get the baby occupied. plus it comes with lotsa toys... and it is static... so we do not have to worry about the baby's safety.

so now..... decision has to be made... i planned to buy zara her 7-month old present.. ngehehe.. to buy the conventional walker?? or the independant walker? if beli independant walker, 9-10months nti baru boleh guna... so kene KIV dulu. is it too late for an exersaucer? or a jumper? bcuz babies usually around 1 year old plus minus (insyaAllah) dh boleh jalan kn.. if beli now.. ade dalam 5months untuk gune.. worth buying or not??? wehehehe... how? how? how? what say u people?? please please please advice.... thanks in advance :)

Products Related Tag

2009-11-24T10:55:00.013+08:00

I was tagged by Lina a few weeks ago. Here goes;

5 expensive baby related product i don't regret buying:

1) First Years Sleep Positioner: which i called zara's minicrib... bought it for RM169 kalau tak silap. consider mahal gak bcuz pkai since zara newborn until 3months plus je... but i must say, berbaloi beli bcuz it's very handy... and portable... so if pg mane2 pn boleh bwk so that our baby ade tempat utk landing... mlm2 plak we can just put that thing beside us atas katil tym zara baru lahir. takde la risau takut tertindan on her very tiny body pulak kn.... :)
2) Mothercare Crib Mobile: with three choices of song; lullaby, nursery rhyme, and classic. ade lampu2 colourful.. and ade 4 animals hanging and pusing2 and they go up and down... around rm200 tak silap i... if kite dah letih singing her lullaby songs to put her to sleep, this mobile crib will help me w dat. zara sgt suke.. gelak2 tgk the lights and now dah pndai click the on button sendiri.. OMG.
3) Medela Breastpump + bottles + accessories: hubby bought medela mini electric, d cheapest for medela's range kot kecuali manual pump la. but mahal la kire jugak kn for me.. around rm600plus in total. as a careerwoman, single pump ni ade jugak kelemahannye bcuz time consuming and once i pump one side, the other side will leak like crazy...haha banjir.. rugi2.. sebaik zara ni tak minum susu byk sgt.. but for my 2nd baby (konon2 nak anak lelaki) i'll definitely go for medela freestyle. :)
4) Fisher Price Aquarium Swing: bought for Rm499. battery operated, ade function yg the baby bole control the song sendiri, which can keep zara occupied time bibik buat kerja... boleh control the speed and volume. suitable for daytime usage....
5) BabyBjorn Baby Carrier Synergy: ini mmg berbaloi baloi... simply bcuz it helps a lot lot lot.. tym pg kenduri, tym pg makan2 kt luar, and especially tym berjalan2... zara jarang skali moody when she's in her babybjorn. she looks comfy in it. and selalu tertido kalau jln2 dgn babybjorn.. it's now daddy's bestfriend.. :) oh ye, this one is RM649.

5 cheap baby related product i don't regret buying:

1) Drypers diapers: alryte, i've been thought that the rule of thumb to buy diapers for your baby is... try with the cheapest one first, and if ur baby is okey with dat one.. continue using it... Okey means takde rashes problem ke, skin irritation ke ape ke kn... so we tried drypers.. not the cheapest.. moderate la kn... and she seems fine in it... gune je la.. :)
2) Mothercare Carseat: this carseat tak smpai rm300 pn... tapi sgt membantu... we not only use it as a carseat, we even use this when we went out to the restaurant n zara ade possibility utk tido... and if dlm kete die tertido, we'll juz bring the whole thing into the house.. and if terjaga pula... it can be used as a rocker... to buai zara to sleep again... :)
3) Branded clothes, accessories and etc bought from F.O.S and Brands Outlet and Shopblog: yep yep yep, definitely tak regret langsung... cheap, high in quality, and cantikkkk and stylo. tu yg penting. haha. love them all!
4) Ikea babycot and bedding set + canopy: murah tak smpai rm800 pn for the whole thing... adjustable babycot.. attractive bedding sets and canopy... :)
5) Johnson&Johnson toiletries: especially yg kaler purple-white tu.. it soothes babies and makes them go to sleep.. hehe. macam ubat tido lak. bt yeah, berbaloi. compared to anakku ke pureen ke sume harge mungkin lebih kurg same but this is the best... buds products and mothercare products pn okey jugak tp lagi mahal la.. hehe. this one is consider cheap and i dont regret buying at all. :)

5 baby related products that I REGRET buying:

1) Pacifier: bought a few already...sbb awal2 dulu ingtkn zara layan, rupenye die tak suke pn... rugi saje... heh
2) Esprit stroller: tak ingt d price tp tak smpai rm500 kot. zara doesnt fancy this from the very beginning... and sbb die dh biase dgn babybjorn kot.. im letting this go! hehe. sape nk beli i jual half price... :) zara penah pkai skali je kot... nti zara besar sket daddy dh tak larat bwk gune babybjorn, i nak beli mclaren. so i hav to let this one go first! hehehe.
3) Mothercare smart nappy: gediks beli yg utk newborn punye.. starter set dlm rm100 plus... tapi smpai sudah tak pkai pn... i think berbaloi if i make use of it... sbb sbnanye cun la jugak nappy ni i suke nmpk smart je.. ye la name pn smart kn...
4) Bumble Bee head support: ni mmg tak gune langsung sbb carseat tu mmg dah ade its own head support. if gune stroller mayb okey la kot...
5) Mams Bottle warmer: memang la tk bape mahal tak smpai Rm30, tapi rase rugi lak sebab tak gune pn.. penah gune skali je, tp cam tak membantu sgt... sape nk? i bg free :)

Just want to state here that, jgn ade yg salah anggap plak i letak letak brg mahal la... murah la... bace la dgn hati yg positive... ape yg tak elok buang, ape yg elok amek... bcuz tak kira betapa mahal or murah pn satu bende tu, they are all just material. what's more important for our kids is kasih sayang yg tak terhingga.. itu yg paling berharga skali... as i am also a daughter, sebyk mana harta my mom n dad bagi... without their love, guidance, and support... tak ke mana jugak kite.... btul tak? d bottom line is, we have to know how to prioritize and spend wisely! :)

thanks Lina for this tag... i tak tag sape2 la sbb i rase ramai dah buat.. hehe.. tp sape2 yg terbace blum buat nak buat... silakan....

oh sebelum tu, layan zass these photos of me n zara camwhoring during lunchtym tadi...

toodles!

fever :(

2009-11-19T16:02:00.005+08:00

cough, flu, and sore throat (throat ulcer)

it must be the weather...

get well soon baby, i miss your sweetest smile.

my little swimmer

2009-11-17T15:36:00.003+08:00

she looooves the water...... (curik from flickr hubby)

First Pregnancy

2009-11-16T15:42:00.006+08:00

I was tagged by Mazri @ FB when I was pregnant last year. I went through my old folders and found this (which was saved in Notepad). Terasa macam nak layan plak... So, here you go mommies.. a different kind of survey for a change. it's all about your first born! well, let's see how much you remember!

1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?

nope. we planned not to plan my first pregnancy.

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?

well, u guess? of course.

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?

shocked, and excited gila!

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?

four months to 24

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?

towards the end of Ramadhan last year, I realized I havent got my period yet. and I had a weird kind of headache.. I got an MC, and went to buy a pregnancy test.

6.WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?

the tunggu-la-abg-balik hubby... hehe. on that day, hubby wanted to see d tester result together, but i was so freakin impatienttttt... huhu

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?

yep.. excited gila nak tauu! sbb nk pg shoping

8. DUE DATE?

22nd May 2009

9. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN?

9th May 2009

10. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?

2.85kgs

11. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?

during the first 3months... yes. n it was horrible. huhu

12. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?

nothing much. I crave to shop. (haha, which is sbnanye all the time) tapi during pregnancy, hubby layan kan jeeeeeeeee. now? asek kene halang. huhu.

13. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?

bumpy roads and our l'occitane green tea shower gel.

14. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?

it's a girl!

15. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?

nope, terima saja seadanya :)

16. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?

I gained 24kgs... and now i've another 2kgs to burn to get my pre-preg weight (46kg).

17. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?

nope. and didnt plan to hav one pn.

18. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?

thr's no surprise baby shower either. hehe

19. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?

alhamdulillah, nope

20. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?

HPAN

21. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOUR?

wonderful 4 hours

22. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?

my husband

23. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?

hubby, Dr. Kham, and 2 nurses.

24. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?

natural

25. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?

nope, really. I asked hubby to just stick w the plan, whatever may come.

26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?

Puteri Zara Adeena

27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?

She's 6months and growing fast! :D

Okey itu saja... and now nak tag mommies yg ada kt my bloglist, siti, hanie, na, zana, lina, wina, sara, anita, zatty, syikin, lea, iza and kak intan... sile lah buat if ada spare tym.. so that sedikit sbyk i boleh la bace psl ur first pregnancy experience :) oh ye, tag dr lina i akan layan soon k! :)

2009 Babies

2009-11-13T11:18:00.013+08:00

enjoy these photossss

Okey ni citer lame... but i wanna upload some photos of us during the gath (sama je dalam album kt fb). and I wanna thanks all mommies sebab menceriakan my sunday two weeks ago..... it's been a real pleasure to meet you guys n all the babiesss! Special thanks to sara a.k.a mama rafiq for dragging me into this group of people... at first, i was so like segan gila to join.. bcuz u see, i mmg pemalu. hak hak hak. tapi, pk pk blk, y not i giv myself a try, kot kot best.. haha... rupe-rupenye... memang best pownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... semua mommies pn sgt baik2, peramah2.., sporting gila.. including the daddiesss :) wpn first tym jmpe... macam dah knal lama pule... hee... after having our lunch at Qaseh, we exchanged gifts... i bought a toy from Mothercare, and was given to baby rayna (zatty).. hope u like it dear!! and baby zara received a toy from baby saif (na).. thank u so much na.. zara suke sangat eventhou die tak reti main lagi.. she enjoys to bite the tortoise' head.. hehe.. tak sempat amek gmbr lagi.. nti i upload kat sini... thanks na,..thanks semua! looking forward to see u guys again... hugs n kisses...

Move Your Butt

2009-11-12T10:23:00.009+08:00

eeeeeee... tension dgn diri sendiri.

ape perasaan korang if suami korang kate..

"yang, ayang dah gemuk la abang tengok"
"yang, buncitnyee perut ayang"

sedih tak? sedih tak? huhu. of course la sedih kan.

i've been neglecting my workout routine and food consuming ever since hari raya yg lepas. ee. n now baru tersedar setelah dibuai mimpi indah menikmati makanan yg super duper sedap kt malaysia ni.. haiyaaaaa.. camane ni?? risau sgt sgt sgt. smlm i just ate keropok losong (lekor terengganu) yg my dad beli sbyk 6 batang.......... huwaaa.. i felt so guilty now.... isk! dh la i tgk kt dlm fridge macam byk je lagii.. iskkk... horror kn? it's all about disciplining ourselves, kan kan?? semua orang tau... but to do it??? oh please..... make me feel good for once... and tolong bagi kate kate semangat for me to shape up my body! i dont want to end up hearing those frigginn words from my hubby (especially) huuuu... :( i mean bukan la sebab tu je... it's for my self esteem too. i want to be healthy, and eating dat amount of keropok lekor obviously doesnt make me healthy at all... knape keropok lekor sedap?? geram geram. tak puas hati. huhu.

hee. membebelnye saya. see, so this is the advantage of having my own blog, boleh membebel sesuke hati.. and.. I want to officially pledge here, that I wont skip my workout routine anymore... setelah sekian lama treadmill macam jadi perhiasan je kt umah ni... bape lame eh? more than 1 month...? almost 2 months i think. syiannn....

now hubby and I will take turn to workout. workout dua hari sekali. tym I workout, hubby will look after zara, n vice versa. and I'll consistently do my pilates. on monday i did pilates, lawak bcuz for the first time hubby buang tebiat nk join... u see, it's tough.. men cant really bend their body like women... haha. *oops sory huby jgn marah i cite* n then the next day, huby said to me... "yang, terasa sengal la kt abs area ni, buat selalu boleh six pack ni". pilates is very challenging... but u can see results if u do it regularly, bak kata denise austin.

pilates, anyone????

oh yes, i forgot, i nak share this with all readers :

8 healthy foods to consume;

eggs - for weight loss. of course not fried eggs. half-boiled is good. hubby's kind of breakfast.
green tea - for longer life span. green tea always helps me to feel good again after eating a whole lot of food. hee. no sugar please.
garlic - for cardiovascular strengthening. salu dlm cooking je kn? or jeruk garlic? hohehohe.
grapefruit - for weight loss. my mom takes this everyday. and i like it too!
yogurt - it helps you feel fuller for longer.. bt mind you, preferebly plain yogurt.. bcuz yg fruit added to slalunye ade sugar. so better we buy our own fruits like honey dew ke, strawberi ke, kiwi fruit ke... then top it w plain yogurt.. yummy!
avocado - reduce risk of heart disease. bagus but havent tried yet.
bell peppers - to improve immune function. ade dlm pizza pn salu buang. im not a fan! huhu.
almonds - to improve memory... and some say that it helps to cure snoaring problem... i duno, bt i love almonds.. makan saje pn okey ye!

hm... and i found an article saying that there are foods that we thought are healthy bt actually they aren't... tapi dah ilang i duno wer did i save it.. huhu... it includes canned fruit ada tulis "reduced fat", so called "healthy snack" like popcorn, herbal beverages, and cold cut sandwich mcm yg kt dunkin donuts tu.. aiyaa. ilang la.. nti i cari if ada masa. hee.. well, the bottom line is, we just need to eat moderately.. and jangan terlampau mengikut nafsu.. its not only about having a great body, but also a great health.. so that boleh terus berjasa kepada agama bangsa dan negara. thank you.

okey la itu saja for now. and oh ye, 8 healthy foods di atas telah dipetik from an article forwarded by this person:-

hehehe. tym huby mude2 kt utm dulu... encemnye berpakaian sebegitu. bukannye senang nk tgk, once in a blue moon sajaa :p

6 Months Zara

2009-11-09T10:40:00.015+08:00

aiyarkk.. i've been very very busy lately..
isk isk.. macam2 terjadi in this past couple of weeks...
smpai tak terupdate my blog..
what did we do eh???
hehe, just having some celebrations w family and friends..
and a meet up w blogger mommas which was full of fun!
will update about that later on (dah agak basi.. tapi harus upload gmbr utk tatapan semua.. hihi)

anyways,
just want to say that, today..,,

zara turns 6 months old.

HAPPY HAPPY 6 MONTHS OLD SAYANGKU!

hari ni, she has started taking porridge n rusk... i went back during lunch time, tgk bibik tgh suap porridge... wahhh... berselera nmpaknye... siap mintak2 lagi.. macam tersgt la tak sabar to get the porridge into her mouth... mulut pn dikemam kemam... awww!! geram tgk dia hari ni...
rase taknak pg office balik je... heuheu...
she's learning fast... thank goodness she has no problem to eat d porridge 2dayy...
terharu tgk her development... awww!
we'll see how her poop will look like after this... and ermm.. mesti ucuk acam... hee
hopefully zara boleh poop regularly... ameen...

it's funny how mothers will be very happy when their child pooped.. hehe..

well for me, i'll be so so happy, sbb by seeing zara's poop, we'll noe dat she's consuming healthy foods or not... ngehehe... n having d experience to take care of my two nieces, if they were having constipation dulu dulu, kesian sgt tgk.. smpai nangis2... peluk2 tiang to poop... huhu. kalau boleh tamau la camtu... tgk dorg kite plak nak nangis... apetah lagi kalau anak sendiri kan...

and the other day pn, kt baby changing room alamanda tu, a 1 year old plus kid cried like crazy bcuz tak leh nk u'uk.. syian.. parents dia pn ada.. tapi tatau nk wat camane kot..

huhuu... hopefully everything goes well w my little zara...

okey la.. mesti mau upload gmbr zara sebagai penutup, tapi kali ni.. nk upload gamba mommy dia skali.. and banyakkk... hehe. ni adalah gmbr2 tym berpicnic d ptg sabtu kt precint 14 park d other day... enjoyyy! :)

hee.. banyak kn? layannn je~

October

2009-10-30T17:53:00.006+08:00

alamak. terlambat post la pulak entry ni. but takpe la, i post la jugak kn.
Actually this entry was created to wish my three and only beautiful baby sisters

A VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

CFAH, 2nd October, 23

JOY, 20th October, 21

NUHA, 16th October, 19

mereka bertiga adalah adik-adik yang lebih besar dari saya (in size).. tahniah adik2 ku sayang... kamu bertiga membesar dengan gain plus... :D ...dan kebetulan pula d 3 of them were born in October... pandai mama & baba estimate time so that boleh buat satu party skaligus in October... hehehe... save budget ma..

hadiah korang boleh claim once korg blk malaysia, well for now kami celebrate kan utk korang je.. ngeeeehehe

ni ada sikit lagu utk korang... Cfah, Joy and Nuha!

Always Sisters, Always Friends
Let's stay real close till the end
Forgiving each other, letting love cover
Always Sisters, Always friends
We have to live in harmony
Even though we may disagree
Fighting each other, is not the answer
But sharing the greatest gift
Let's be enriched with peace and love
Having compassion from above
Never forsaking just understanding
Ain't that what families are made of
Always Sisters, Always Friends
No matter what may come or go
We stick together and it shows
This bond between us
Foundation is trust
That's what true family is all about
We really gotta' learn to love each other
I need to stick real close by your side
There's no way that we can live without each other
So why do we try
Forever and always , I'm always gonna be with you
Forever and always, No matter what you're going through

XOXO!

Online Contest - Senyuman Ceria Si Comel

2009-10-30T16:50:00.009+08:00

Tengah syok-syok merayau2 kt dunia cyber, terjumpa plak online contest yang sangat menarik...I LOIKE ganjarannya, maka saya pn create entry ini. So here goes;

Online contest ni dianjurkan oleh SMILEYKIDZ... sila klik di sini / gambar di bawah.

15 October - 31 October 2009 jam 11:59pm

Untuk memenangi contest ini, beberapa perkara perlu dilakukan, seperti berikut:

1. Saya telah menjadi follower SMILEYKIDZ.
2. Saya telah meng-add SMILEYKIDZ di bloglist saya.
3. Saya telah meletak banner contest ini di sidebar blog ini dan me-linkkannya.
4. Saya telah membuat entri untuk contest ini. (inilah dia... tengah buat)
5. Saya telah meng-upload gambar anak saya yang paling comel... sila lihat bawah... comel, bukan? :)

Nama: Puteri Zara Adeena

Umur: 5 bulan 21 hari

Gambar di atas telah di-shoot di sebuah taman di Precint14 Putrajaya. (penganjur tak suruh explain pun pasal gambar di atas, tapi saya saje saje je bagitau....)

sekian, terima kasih. :)

______________________________________

ONLINE CONTEST~SENYUMAN CERIA SI COMEL.

Hadiah yang ditawarkan adalah:

Pemenang Utama x 1 org:
Outdoor fotografi selama 1 jam
~unlimited shots~
~1 sticky album dengan 20kpg gambar terbaik~
******************
Pemenang sampingan x 2 org:
Voucher fotografi SMILEYKIDZ bernilai RM50

So apa tunggu lagi???

Sertai online contest ini sekarang. :)

Online contest ini di buka dari tarikh:
15th Oktober 2009 - 31 Oktober 2009 jam 11.59mlm.

Terbuka kepada si comel berusia 1day - 4 thn sahaja.

Cara2 penyertaan?

1. Jadi Follower SMILEYKIDZ dan Add SMILEYKIDZ di dalam bloglist anda
2. Letak banner contest ini di sidebar blog anda dengan link ke entri ini
3. Buat entri mengenai Online Contest ~ Senyuman Ceria Si Comel ini di dalam blog anda
4. Kemudian, upload gambar si comel di dalam entry tersebut dengan senyuman yang paling ceria/happy/sweet. TETAPI hanya SATU (1) gambar terbaik akan di nilai.
5. Jangan lupa nyatakan nama si comel dan umurnya.
6. Dalam entri tersebut pastikan anda mention dan link ke SMILEYKIDZ .
7. AMARAN: no link back will be disqualified
8. Bila anda dah puas hati dengan entry tu, TINGGALKAN komen dan LINK entry tersebut di dalam ruang komen entry online contest ini.

Tetapi sebelum itu..sila baca syarat2 penyertaan di bawah:

Syarat-syarat Penyertaan dan disclaimer:
1. Terbuka kepada semua mommies/daddies yang mempunyai anak berusia 1hari - 4 tahun.
2. Anda boleh upload seberapa banyak gambar senyuman si comel TETAPI hanya SATU (1) gambar terbaik akan di adili.
3. Dalam gambar2 tersebut, mestilah gambar INDIVIDUAL. Kalau ada 2 orang dalam gambar itu, secara automatik gambar itu tidak akan di adili.
4. Kalau anda ada lebih dari seorang si comel, boleh upload gambar mereka tetapi MESTILAH gambar INDIVIDU tau!!
5. Entry anda HANYA akan di adili oleh SMILEYKIDZ.
6. Keputusan peraduan ini adalah MUKTAMAD.
7. Penyertaan dibuka dari 15th Oct 09-31th Oct 2009, jam 11.59pm.
8. SMILEYKIDZ akan memula sesi penilaian pada bila2 masa.
9. SMILEYKIDZ akan meninggalkan komen di dalam entri anda setelah diadili.
10. Sebarang pertukaran gambar selepas di adili tidak akan di ambil kira
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ayah saya kata

2009-10-29T14:43:00.004+08:00

it was 5a.m. in the morning,
we were on the way sending baba to the airport...
it was very cold and everyone was soo sleepy...

until baba started a conversation...

he said that he'd sent us an email about happiness..
isi pentingnya is...

we always thought we will be happy when we achieve something like..
"i will be happy if i get married"
"i will be happy if i have my own children"
"i will be happy if my salary is rm20,000"
"i will be happy if i have a huge house"
and byk lagi.. i will be happy if.......

the thing is, we seldom appreciate on what is current....
we should enjoy and be happy along the journey...
the journey of life...
happiness is not found in the end... it's along the way....

bcuz God has made all the planningsss for us...
of course, we can plan too, and strive hard to materialize the plans..
but in the end... Allah knows best...
we pray to Allah that our plans lead to His.... because,
yes, Allah knows best!

Thanks baba, for a great reminder :)

Ridiculous

2009-10-28T15:58:00.005+08:00

Kotex - Count the Panties Contest

mengarut tak??? sape rase mengarut, sila angkat tangan!

well for me, this is so mengarut..

n how can such contest be promoted on National TV??

in a muslim country???

pelik kan...

sama la macam quiz bukak bra kt facebook tu..

which amad (my 16 y.o. brother) happy gile n gedik gila nak buat..

haiyaaa...

tapi internet a bit hard to control...

bt national tv patutnye still boleh kawal, kn?

looking it on the surface, memang rasa biase je... n we can make fun of it..

but if we think, think, and think deeply...

macamana agaknya our future generation nanti???

and yes, we'll get so so so worried.

...................

Teguran

2009-10-22T16:20:00.008+08:00

teguran atau dlm english advice.. atau dlm bahasa pasar adalah "sound direct..." hee, yeke?

kenapa kita tegur orang? kenapa kita ditegur?

kita tegur orang, bila kita nmpk smethng yang tak kena...

kita ditegur, bila orang nmpk kita buat smethng yang tak kena...

it's a good thing... bile kita ditegur or kita menegur... maksudnye... situasi/unsur 'caring' tu ada kt situ... tak kesah la tegur apa sekali pn... btul tak??? tapi mmg dah pe'el manusia... ada yang tak boleh/sukar/lambat untuk terima teguran... y? usah ditanye... byk faktor2 yg menyumbang... samada cara teguran yg kite takleh terima, ataupn mmg sikap ego kite ke... tak pn mmg kite bebal sgt asek rase diri betul je, kn? kn?

as for myself, memang diakui... (depends on situation) bt selalunye lambat sket la nk digest/accept teguran orang... lagi2 dari org2 yg kita sayang... contohnya mama ke, baba ke, megat si suami ke... bcuz they are the people we hold close to our hearts kn.. so bile ditegur, lebih senang terase la... tapi lame2 baru terpk... betul jugak kn ape dia cakap tu... pastu slow2 kite berubah la... ade jugak yg belum berubah... but insyaAllah, God knows!

dats y, hubby always said, bile kite nk tegur org, kite jangan expect die nak berubah on the spot.... it takes time... lagi2 yg involve attitude manusia... like he's been doing that thing for ages, tetibe we came into his life, and say u shudnt do that.. mesti la susah kan for him to change immediately... mayb he realized that what he's doing is wrong... but to change, it may take weeks, months, or mayb years.. ape yg kite boleh buat is.... pray n pray n pray for him... ask Allah for His guidance... and semoga one day he will change... (isk, jangan salah paham.. hubby takde buat pape pn, this is just an example)... well ni selalunye berkisarkan attitude kannn...

but.. it makes me wonder... if say kite tegur pasal english grammar salah ke ape ke kannn... patutnye accept la kn... ye la, im not that good pn, tapi... i will say it if I noe it's wrong... CONTOHNYA.... bila ade orang yg kite rapat tulis or cakap "that's mean..." yang sepatutnye bermaksud... "maknanya..." i will say, "jangan marah tau i nak tegur sket... it shud be "that meanssss....." (mind you ni untuk orang yg btulbtulbtul rapat je... tak kesah la adik beradik ke, bestpren ke... if tak rapat cam klako la nak tegur camni, tapi boleh je if u hav d guts to do so, i takde, hehe)... so sape yg i tegur maksudnye very very special la... haha... mmg i am quite particular about this... very minor, but it has a totally different meaning... sometimes i do make mistakes too, so sila2 lah tegur... insyaAllah dlm bab2 belajar ni i hav no problem to accept... sbb ape ade hal.. lagi membaikkn diri kan bagus... kalau bab2 ni pn takleh terima... nmpk sgt bodoh sombong... penyakit bodoh sombong ini adalah sgt bahaye... mayb boleh elaborate panjang lebar tentang penyakit bodoh sombong ni one day! hee~

okey baiklah, sekian dari saya...

marilah sama2 memperbaiki diri kita...

mak saye kate... teguran yang jujur dan ikhlas adalah tanda kasih sayang!

selamat menegur dan ditegur!

toodles~

Fridayyy..... the Real Blues

2009-10-16T09:53:00.007+08:00

hohehohe.....
ahh.. beratnye hati nak gerak kaki pg mandi to bersiap ke ofis today....
ini sumua gara2 deepavali... hubby cuti, and i am not!
haihhh nape la Johnson Pump tade Indian... huhuuu

tgk la ni.. wajah2 kesayangan saya yg happy di pagi jumaat....

heeee... hubby's having a good time at home layan dvd movies....

sambil bersuka ria dgn zara and hannan....

im soooooooooooo jealous... :P

okey dah 9:10am... dah lambat gilakkk!!! pergi keje dengan perasaan berat hati... see!!!

haha. okey la.
enjoy the weekend evryone!
*still byk openhouses... and kenduriss to attend.... :D*
bye!

Zara the Queen Bee

2009-10-12T09:30:00.005+08:00

hureyyyyy!!
happy 5 months old zara sayang!!!

watch out people, she's about to conquer the world..
haha, gaya mcm zara is goin to open a clothing line soon je...

nopee!!!

she's just acting like a queen bee in her new bumbo seat...
zara's 5months prezie from mom and dad.

i bet she likes it so much!

over-joyed zara... i love ur smile bayybehh!

1-2 pose!

mommy did a great job *singing do-a-dear-a-female-dear* to cheer her up for the photoshoot. weheee~

"i'm so ready to get skinny-dipped hereee mommy.. what r u waiting for???"
"no sayang... the water is too cold for you..."

info about bumbo seats, visit: here
okey toodles everyone!

where's my milk?

2009-10-09T14:15:00.004+08:00

i meann, where is zara's milk???
it has been two days....
my expressed breast milk is sooooo little...
im so so freakin worried...
usually i managed to pump 5-6oz of breast milk per session...
now its only 2-3oz.... half of my normal milk supply..
what's happening???

have i been eating too little?
am i secretly stressed out?

i dunoo... mayb i am... God please help.
I wana feed my baby...

Being the nervous wreck I am....

2009-10-07T16:54:00.006+08:00

Astaghfirullah al-'azim....
mengucap panjang i pagi tadi.....

this is what happened...
at 4am i woke up to BF zara.... dah quite some time zara tak bangun awal pg camni... these past 2 weeks she woke up at 6pm plus2 for her breakfast... best sgt bila die tido lena.. kite pn lena... tp malam tadi tak... i BF sambil baring... n then die terlena... i put her hampir ke tengah katil jugak... n then i terlena balik... (huby mmg lena la dr awal :p)...huby n I mmg tido half of the bed je last nite...

suddenly...........

"gedebuk..........." we heard.....

and zara went "uwekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..."

"abg... zara jatuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i shouted.

I terus terlompat... panic... ya Allah.... terus angkat zara from the side of the katil... I cant even remember what was her position time jatuh bcuz it happened very fast... panic panic and panic...

she cried.. and after pujuk2... n breastfed her.. she stopped crying... i put her down... tgk her head, her tulang sume, gerak2 kn her tgn n kaki... (well actually i din noe wat to do)... then she smiled n giggled.... aikk?? pastu die tido balik... but b4 that die membebel bebel sorg2... pastu terlena....

aiyark!!! huby terus tgk kt internet what to do.... bcuz zara seems fine.. cume takut long term effect je... kate omputih dulu2 (myth)... tak elok terus tdokn baby once they had a serious fall.. takut coma... but sbnanye elok juga tdokn to calm her down n sooth her... what we did was... we tried to kejut2 her while she was sleeping.. if die respond, mksdnye she's okey.... n babycenter suggests to monitor the baby for 2 nights... tgk whether die respond tak bile kite kejut dia.... i was thinking of taking her to the paed.. bt since she's doing good... n nothing changed after d fall, i think monitor je la dulu. n we'll be going for her injection on saturday.. so boleh la check skali nti...

im sooo disappointed with myself. it was totally my fault... this is what happen when u r too sleepy... huhu. and yes, zara dah besar, n dah boleh gerak jauh2.. smpai kuar landasan... u r a big baby gal now zara...

moral of the story: jangan malas to put zara back on her babycot after nursing.... I WILL. I WILL.

zara's latest photos from mommy's handphone.

goin to huby's boss OH

acting like a BIG BOSS

nak bangun je tauuuu....

Ramadhan This Time

2009-09-29T14:46:00.019+08:00

Ramadhan kali ni sgt berbeza... alhamdulillah masih dpt puasa penuh tahun ni... yeayy! my second year to puasa penuh lepas baligh! :P namun begitu, dlm hal ibadah masih tak boleh dibanggekn compared to tahun lepas... huhuhu... sedih... for this time, kadang2 je dapat pg terawih bersama hubby... if zara in a good mood, tinggal die w bibik...sbb die malas nk terawih.. haha... if tak... tak dpt la ikut... if buat kt umah pn, i need to ask bibik to look after zara.. kalo tak, tak menjadi... bace quran pn kurang, berbanding last year dgn huby... huhuhu... harap dpt bertemu dengan ramadhan lagi tahun depan.. by dat tym insyaAllah zara dah besar sket.. senang lagi kot... hopefully... preparation untuk raya pn, so-so je... i mean the kuih raya sume tu.. sempat buat tart nenas, cornflakes honey, and cornflakes chocolate je.. yg lain tunjuk2 sudeyyyy! the theme for this year's raya is purple. zara pn dh ade satu baju kurung kaler purple... yg lain sume rompers and dresses :) and i, ade banyakkkk helai baju. fuiyoooo! kalah tym kanak2 dulu... haha... bukan purposely tempah byk terus... tapi i got 4 from raye tahun lepas.. tak muat pkai tym raye.. ciss... yes i put on weight byk in my first 3 months of pregnancy. and ingtkn still tak muat for this raya... pg la tempah another 4.. bcuz mama pn byk beli kain from china, kelantan, and indon. kang tak tertempah2 plak kn... elok2 dh nk dekat raye, i try balik... wahhhh sume dh muat... melonjak lonjak kegembiraan... dat means i macam dh dpt my pre-preg figure... (tak pn sebnanye.. but almost)... pastu time amek my another 4 baju raye... haiyakkk.. sume die kene jahit balik... kurangkn 2-3inches at certain parts... sory la aunty!!! susah kn je.. hehe.. nak buat camne, if tempah lambat kang tak terima dh pulak... terpakse la... hehehe.. so that explains y i ada belambak baju raya... hahahaha... hubby jugak la yg sacrifice tak de byk baju raye pn takpe... asal family happy.., tak gitu hubby? ehehhe... melalut dah ni...

(kakak caca n hannan join terawihh...)

hm, hm, actually nak ckp psl buka puasa kat luar... nowww... tak bape fancy to buka puasa kt luar... mayb before kawen tak rase ape2 effect or impact sbb kita bwk diri sendiri je.. nw, dah kawen n dgn bwk anak lagi kn.. rase leceh nk cari tempat solat lagi.. nak keja terawih lagi... mmg setelah dibuat diskusi ringkas bersama huby... ibadah wise.. tak bape elok buke puase luar ni sbnanye... tapi bile kwn2 ajak, kite pn excited juga nk jmpe kwn2 sume kn... berbuke bersama... heh... if buke kat umah takpe... macam kt umah huda and tim itu hari... siap pot luck lagi.. best wooo... nak solat senang... nk beramah mesra pn senang... i like!!! lantas terus terfikir... bestnye if dah ade rumah sendiri, boleh ajak bebuke kt umah je evrytym member2 ajak bebuke kt luar... huhu.. soon baby soon! :) haha, not that soon la, bt insyaAllah one fine day.... hm, lain la if ade celebration ke ape ke tak pe la nk mkn luar... lagi satu i personally think that buffet during ramadhan is so inappropriate... bcuz perut kite kosong... bile isi sket je dh rase kenyang btul tak? mane nak taruk makanan yg byk2 tu kn.. so in the end mkn sket gile.. (like rm10 punye food for rm60)... haiya... membazir jugak tu kirenye...bazirkn amalan setannn... heh~ but alhamdulillah, tahun ni semua ajakan dpt dipenuhi kecuali gathering skolah huby kt marche bcuz bertindih dgn buka puase kt umah huda... n lagi satu iftar with TS kat tempat biase(Chakri Express)... so sad i missed it.. tp sbb huby mengalami gangguan kesihatan yg menyakitkan... takpe la... heuheuehu.. syian huby.. makan hari gak nak baik tu.. sebaik dah okie skrg ni... thank God! smile hubby, smile :) kpd kwn2, thank God kite masih dipertemukn lagi di ramadhan kali.. yg akan datang, God knows! huhu... hm... having said that, if kite dipertemukn lagi... jgn tak ajak pulak ye buke pose tahun depan.... muahsx!

@ Manhattan Fish Market with family

@ The Apartment with hubby's colleagues

@ kenny roger's with F.R.I.E.N.D.S

@ ITMA with baba's arab students

@ huda's crib with F.R.I.E.N.D.S

@ tim's crib with primary school friends

@ chilis w huby's bestfriends ariff & hazwan

@ Thahara Restaurant with huby's bestfriends, pakli & tunang (jaja) and mas

@ Dorsett Regency Hotel with the inlaws

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and last but not least nak cite pasal bday hubby which was on the 10th of september... after kawen dah 2 kali sambut bday huby time ramadhan... last year buat surprise buka puasa buffet hotel.. tapi klaka la, cam bazir sbb due2 mkn sikit.... not worth it at all... so tahun ni, mmg cnfirm tamau buffet dah... so i planned dgn hazwan and ariff buka kt tgif. boleh gak dengar org2 tgif nyanyikn lagu bday yg tahpape kuat je lebih tu... hahhaha... nervous jugak to drive the car alone with zara.... tapi huby punye psl, i gagahkn juga la... we bertolak from home around 4pm... menuju ke pavilion bcuz the nearest to huby's office. dgr2 jugak bulan2 puasa ni mmg jam teruk around dat tym... memula ingat nk lalu jln biase.. pastu kt board atas tu tulih if lalu smart tunnel smooth... kite pn lalu je la smart tunnel... about 1-2km nk kuar tunnel ya Allah jam gile, the cars were hardly moving... haiyaa.. sibaik tak kuar lambat sgt... tp risau zara bcuz die if kete berjalan die layan je.. bile berhenti camtu, memang die mengamuk gila... before this when she was 2months plus penah gak bwk die sorg2... die nangis, i sumbat my jari smbil nyanyi hush little baby dun say a word, momma's gona buy u a mockingbird...baru die diam k... tp kali ni, mmg tak berhasil... nk kate lapar br je bf before gerak... i tgk sekeliling, mmg posibility utk nk jalan smooth blk very low, then i ape lagi, membuat aksi britney spears la.. angkat zara from her babyseat, letak at my lap n bf her... huhu.. relax la, kete tak jln sgt.. semeter 2 meter evry 20secs... still safe... huhu... hah! dpt susu die diam la... smpai terlena... then letak die balik kt babyseat... fuhhh legaaa... ngam2 smpai cerah blk kuar tunnel... lameee... smpai pavilion dlm 5.30... haiyaaa... sejam stgh...? salunye half an hour dh smpai if off peak hour... then smpai kasi hadiah huby kt org tgif tu... jln2 kejap... huby pn smpai... diikuti dgn ariff and hazwan plus "gf baru"... hehehe... order2, mkn2, zara nangis bf dia.. smpai dh bape kali the tgif staff buat sign nk nyanyi, ariff suh hold.. hehe. lawak... pastu zara dah tido, ariff kate on... dtg la mamat2 tgif nyanyikn lagu bday.. kuat gila smpai zara terjaga balik... haha... siott... pastu huby n hazwan (beday sama ngn huby) kene pranked... n then ade sesi beri ucapan... comel je huby dah terharu lebih, pdhal hadiah tak kuar lagi tu.... comel! :) sbnanye i was so excited about d present sbb dah beli 2 weeks before... haiya!!! can u imagine perasaan excited sorg2?? kesian tau.... sbb tu terembes gak kt kwn sket2, over excited nye psl! hehehhehe... saye telah membuat investment dgn menghadiahkn huby sebuah Nikon D90! sejak azali lagi i know that die sgt sgt nak DSLR (most preferably nikon) bcuz he loves good quality photos.. and gets irritated everytym i uploaded a photo from my 2megapixel handphone camera... hahaha... huby is such a perfectionist in this particular thingy... i admire that... :D me, on the other hand, mmg la suke photos yg cantik2 cun2 good quality tapi dah takde....... up je la yg ade... hahahaha... :p okie, okie.... back to the story y ia dikatakn investment?? sbb, pasti la ianya digunakn utk ketik2 gambar kami... yeayyyyy!!! so now, zara and I dah ade official photographer... FOC lagi... hubby suke... saye lagi suke!!! hubby, practice byk2 ye! :D here are some photos di hari jadi kejadian... ni gune camera semi-pro olympus je la (dah nak jual)... hehe.

chubby lil one

2009-09-09T10:32:00.004+08:00

zara o zara... mommy loves u more n more everyday... cant get enuf of you.. ever since u smiled to me, the world seems a better place to live.. oh sayang... mommy misses u everytime mommy's at the office. always thinking about u n ur cute lil giggle... if i cud, i wudnt want to miss a single smile of yours... your sweet lil smile that makes all the trouble in the world flew into the wind... n never come back againn.. when u started crying, showing that u need something... i'm more than happy to please you... mommy and daddy will always do our best for you... we want the best for you... please be a good girl for us k.... muahsx muahsx! happy 4 months old my dear! u r a big gal now :)

zara is now capable of turning and lying on her tummy by herself... awal2 dulu boleh kaleh, but then tgn tersekat.. syiann.. pastu merengek.. but now, after practising secara senyap2 while no one is around, die dh boleh meniarap dgn jayanya.... im so proud of you my dear... she loves to smile... to giggle.. to coo... and she's now very good at recognizing people... ada time limit for other people to play and carry her around.. bile die dah tersedar it wasnt her mom or dad... she'll cry... then dpt kt kite blk diam terus... which i found very amazing, how a baby cud really sense her belonging... love that! she likes to play (play=suck & lick) with all of her toys so much.. jacque the peacock, sandy the kangaroo, leo the lion, elly the elephant, tigger the tiger, and mike the monkey.. (mommy created the animals' names for zara)... but the most amusing toy for her is her own hands.. she keeps examining her hands like there's a hidden mistery in it... lepas tu jilat jilat... yeah like tokba said, at this age, all things will come into the mouth... its like the center of everything... so kene hati2 juga la... and yes this little zara memang suke berjalan and cepat je boring if duduk lame2 at our laps... haihh, tu la mommy byk sgt jalan while carrying her in d tummy dulu.. hehe. pulak tu if kite relax2 letak die kt lap die tak suke baring dah... mmg nk duduk.. ataupn suh kite berdiri kan die.. and she will go like melonjak lonjakkk.. lenguh jugak tgn ni lame2 camtu... ye la, last check up, she was 5.65kg.. now tatau la bape.. berat tuu... heuheuu.. lagi ape eh.. oh ya... she knows how to respond when we read her the nursery rhymes / story books. when daddy goes.. "hey diddle diddle, the cat and the fiddle..." she will laugh and giggle as if she understands it... she loves rhymes... tym wording yg same2 kt hujung2 tu mesti die gelak yg sgt excited punye... haiyahhh.. dats y i cant get enuff of herr... geram! geram! geram! okey la.. nti sambung cite psl budak tonet ni lagi... bye~

we HEART you with all our HEARTS

Second of August Two-Thousand-Nine

2009-08-30T00:03:00.008+08:00

dah lame dah second of august berlalu. tapi baru nk update. heee.. rase macam baru je kenal megat yusrizal tu. and macam baru je terime a text message from him saying, "u look pretty today".. haha. ayat ngorat old skool. well, that was how it all started... n that was 2-3 years ago... tak sangka.. dah ada hasil pn sekarang ni... OMG... how time flies.... if nak diceritakan segala perasaan memang tak habis kt blog ni.. so let me just keep it short here... (n the rest kite borak2 lenkali k :p)

i received an award on dat very special day... have a look...

waaaaa... of all the three presents dat i loooove so much,.. im sooo soo sooo touched with this one, seriously... i mean, i din noe hubby is this sweet... eventhou i'm very far from perfect.. and he knows dat well.. u r the number one person who knows all my flaws yet u awarded me with this anugerah... u r too sweet tau sayang... thank you thank you thank you... *take a bow*

dearest hubby,
i'm very fortunate to have you as my husband, bcuz i noe your love is so true. you always have your own special way in the things you do... dat's what always makes me feel brand new.. u noe how to spice things up... n make my life very interesting and never boring... yes, u do! but i noe, our life together will not always be easy... we have ups and downs... but i believe, and i hope u believe it too... that that has made our relationship more sound... just one thing i need u to noe...
i love u so much.. and it's more than i show... trust me!
i'm so thankful u found me.. hehe.. :p
happy 1st anniversary.... muahsxx

**medal tersebut telah dipakai oleh saye di hari kejadian sehingga membuatkan saya diluati (membuat orang lain meluat) oleh ibu bapa dan adik beradik yang lain.. ahh.. i dun care... :p**

My First Online Shopping was a Disaster

2009-08-24T10:48:00.006+08:00

macam jahat pulak for me to burukkn orang.. but mayb this is their first and only mistake.. and it happened that bende tu terjadi to me as a first timer. i think i've post an entry before regarding how i am so not into online shopping. but yeah, i practically tried (well, no one forced me, its just my nature to buy the things i found "attractive".. no matter whether i need it or not... haih) am i a compulsive shopping addict?? no, i dun think i fall into dat category... but mayb hubby thinks so.... uwaaaa... huhu. tak kot.. he just thinks i am capable to save mooore money for the future. hee :)

okey okey. back to the main story... so i did try to shop online. itu pn becuz i kenal the lady yg bukak the shopblog who was my unimate. let me name her Miss R. n itupn becuz she tagged the dress photo on my facebook. so, as all women wud, i fell in love w the maxi dress (picta as below) at first sight... priced rm79. sgt murah la berbanding yg salu beli kt Envee tu mencecah rm170 sehelai.... haih. senang btul i jatuh hati.. then tgk kt bawah2 tu, dh byk org komen2 ckp cantik, nak beli nak beli bla bla... i pn ape lagi... directly called R and tanye whether it is still available or not. R kate ade.. n i boleh la tanye R since i noe her size.. boleh compare whether the maxi dress is too labuh ke, the material cane sume... once dah melepasi my own sirim standard... tadaaa... i pn order!

but.......... biasela.. bile dh tertgk dress tu, kite pn visit la her shopblog.. pastu terberkenan la kt item lain skali... eee.... menci menci!! huhu... so i actually ordered two items... called R again and ckp nk tambah item lain.. this is the 2nd item... total: rm165 cmpur postage cost. bank in, tgu sehari, and... puff.. sampai la baju2 tersebut... yeayyy! as easy as A-B-C. haha. sick!

bile smpai tu.. i pn bukak... yg maxidress tu mmg perfect la, except that d color was actually pudar sket compared to photo.. mesti capture gune nikon ni,... haha. im happy w dat one, but tetibe i bukak yg gray cardi tu... aittt.. apesal cam pelik ni.... picta as below...

ape lagi i called la R... and sent this photo to her.. haa.. R said bukan die yg send baju tu.. it was Miss S, her partner. okey.. so die kate nti die tanye. the next day, baru i dapat email from S saying dat.. diorng tersilap amek from supplier. mesti kes tak check.. tgk kaler same main sambar je.. (i tuduh).. gedebak gedebuk.. S said i need to send the gray cardi back to her.. n they will go n change w the supplier n they will pay d postage cost. arggg! stress la pulak. online shopping shudnt be like this kan? it is supposed to make shoppers' life easier..... haiyaaa... tapi i turutkn jugak.. ye la xkn nk bazir rm79 for smethng yg so not hot mcm kt atas tu. haha. okey je sbnanye, but not to my liking la kn. haish.. oleh kerane i was very busy at dat time.. dgn nk pegi phuket lagi.. i posted the thing lambat by a week..

then i emailed S, saying i've already sent the wrong item back. n waiting PATIENTLY to receive the right one. n u noe wat i get from her??

"since u hantar balik item tu lambat, i tak sure masih ada stok lagi tak kt supplier... tapi kalau u nak i boleh bagi black colour"

hello.......????????????? patutnye die ckp awal2 la dgn supplier tu... or beli je la dulu dari supplier tu... sbb confirm la i nk tukar.... i even said to her kt email tu... "sorry to say, but i think u yg patut bgtau supplier awal2 yg u tersilap ambil"... lagipn, tak patut langsung die libatkn hal supplier kt customer die. mcm la d customer nk tau.. we dun care. wat we do care is.. they get the item right and we get the right item! ee.. tetibe geram blk (wpn sbnanye dh reda).. after dat dh takde email. ym je terus.

S said die dh ckp dah kt supplier tapi supplier tak bleh hold lame la bla bla bla. boring! siap ckp lagi ingatkan i tak jadi tukar sebab lambat post. ee.. ade ke orang yg bodoh camtu? bayar mahal2 amek yg buruk?? ee... pastu i tanye la confirm ke takde gray? die jawab a'ah confirm... well, being the very negativ minded i am about ppl like these, i rase die sebnanye malas nk pegi jumpe supplier balik n tukar.. baik die habiskn je stok yg die ade which is the black color one...... (picta as below).. memang not bad pn hitam... butt.. i requested for gray. mesti la kite nk grayyyyyyy.. huwaaaa!! sedih. tapi ntah kenape i baik hati cakap.. "haa.. hitam pn okey la". and dh dapat pn black cardi tersebut.... mmg okey la. tapi mengenangkn ape yg terjadi.. mcm geram. i shud've said, i dun want it.. n i want my money back... ee!!!!!

and and.. it didnt end there... seperti yg dijanjikn, S said die akan bayar cost pos tu kn.. mmg la tak byk rm6 je. but still... mase dpt item tu, i thought die nk selit je la rm6 kn. sbb if nk transfer bank mcm sket sgt ke kn.. tp boleh je memane.. mcm pelik plak if die buat tatau je kn sdg kn dh ckp nk bayar blk... aihh.. so tunggu la sehari.. n tade pape pn email asking for acc num ke ape.. haha.. sebab geram pnye psl, i did forward the email S sent to me saying that she will pay. n then....... baru la S ymed me.. asked for my account number.. see see??? inilah melayu (generalized)... if ade opportunity to cheat, mesti nk cheat... macamane nak maju????? so i did get my RM6 back!! hahahahahaha... bukannye nk sgt duit tu sbnanye.. but the attitude yg i cannot tolerate ok!

to the shopblog owner.. if u ever read this... sorry burukkn u kat cni.. mayb skali ni je u buat cmni, i duno.. eventhou u do hav lotsa lotsa customers n followers, sorry u wont be getting my money anymore!!!!! bye forever!

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yes, my first online shopping was a disaster... but... am i giving up??? hahahahhaa... i wish i cud give up.. so that i can save a huge amount of money every month, demit! (hello dah nak beli rumah ni, plizz la saving)... just nak share.. this super-sexy heels (well i think dat way) was bought online for rm89. after giving birth, i think my foot gets bigger permanently. my size 6 heels sume mcm ketat... huu so sadd... nw my size is 7. tatau la whether it will turun balik to 6 or not. i hope yes.. kalau tak...... terpakse la i jual online those used heels. haha. i was searching for heels yg selesa yg boleh pkai everyday... kt nose and vincci tatau knape skrg mmg dh takde yg berkenan... tym student dulu mcm byk lak rase cantek.. ke my taste dh upgraded? hahaha. sbb dulu itu je yg mampu kn... kt guess quite a few yg terpaut di hati... tapiii.... tamau la habiskn rm300 utk size yg tak kekal. wah wah.. ade je solution kan utk permasalahan shopink saye! thanks to Joy who introduced Cocogoddess to me!! hehe. the heels is Gucci Iman inspired. agak pricey la for a brandless stuff. but... eventhou it is a 5-inch heels... sgt sgt selesa okeyyy!! kalah Guess! selesa teramat.. jalan2 shopping mall all day long pn tak lenguh. seriously! rase nk beli dua sebab nk pkai daily. tapi tamak pulak kn... (ye saye mmg ade perangai nk beli the exact same thing 2-3 if rase selesa dan sgt sgt berkenan).. hm, cocogoddess is owned by a local chinese lady. cara kerja sgt sistematik. n sgt mudah berurusan. hhee. dun get me wrong, bukan nak puji lelebih bangsa lain, tapi dah mmg betul. and ade juga shopblog melayu lain yg bagus!

cantik, bukan????? :p

okey now... dengan lafaz yang kuat dan penuh semangat waja, let's pledge together!
"MY WILL IS STRONG, MY WALLET IS CLOSED"
(joy... suara kau patut paling kuat! :p)

Out and About

2009-08-12T11:41:00.007+08:00

wahhh.. bznye i sejak bergelar mommy. (duhh.. baru sorg anak...)

2nd Aug - it was our first year anniversary. Tahniah buat kami berdua. :)'

If kat geni.com, it is stated as "Paper Anniversary" = Jubli Kertas

hehe. baru setahun jagung.

7th Aug - Dila akad nikah at Putrajaya Mosque. selamat lagi sorg kawan i! tahniah dila n ujai.

8th Aug - Pg reception Dila kt Precint 8, Putrajaya tanpa hubby. hubby demam teruk. panas sgt badan. syian... Dila & Ujai dah selamat pg honeymoon dh ni :) n then we (cfah, sya, zara n i) went to our childhood neighbour's house. ade kenduri cukur jambul baby iris. wah tak sangke byk familiar faces.. maklum la semua jiran2 je.. fun!

9th Aug - zara turned 3-months old. ee, dh besar dh anak mommy. on the way blk umah from inlaws in klang, singgah sunway piramid to celebrate zara 3months n our anniversary skali. plus huby kate nk belikn mommy hadiah anniversary. wink wink :P bt it happened that i tak bape berkenan sgt w dat CK handbag yg huby suke tu... huhu. y eh? bile btul2 nk beli salu rase cam tak berkenan d hati, bt bile tgh tak bpe nk cari sgt tu.. wah22 bukan main lagi rase cantik n nk gile2 those handbags! haha. nafsu2.. setan2... shuh! shuh! jadinye beli la ape yg berkenan... hehe.. yayy saye ade byk present anniversary.. thnx huby! when i asked huby what do you want for our anniversary? he said.. "hm.. timing belt kete dh nk kene tuka.. tolong bayarkn cukup la..." erkkk... hm, hm, talking about practical present la kn... tah pape :p

10th Aug - attended baby rafiq's cukur jambul.. sungguh macho rafiq berjubah biru dan kopiah.. ahuks~ and oh oh, happy "paper" anniversary to Kasara & hubby :) finally dpt juga jmpe u guys. tp slack i tetgl camre dat day.. kelam kabut k! siap tak puas sehari, the next day i dtg lagi ur house.. hihihi :P first tym rasenye directly jmpe kasara.. b4 this knal pn bcuz of other connections in so many ways. hehe. kn? kn? her late mum was my bahasa teacher during primary, afif (her brother) was my classmate during primary, kasara plak was my bro's classmate in maahad, kasara's dad plak used to work kt Eng Faculty, UPM same mcm my parents.. ade lagi ni.. i rase my sister pn ade mcm satu tadika ke ape dgn adik kasara. hehehe. n kebetulan plak.. her huby was my super senior kt mechanical eng, utm.. hehe.... so mayb dat explains y we can easily bond, kn? kn? hehe. too much info eyh? takpe laaa... :)

16th Aug - visited hubby's cousin (faiz) yg baru dpt baby jugak. one month younger than zara... tomey tomey.. named izzah umaira... miza (faiz's wife) baru je abes pantang. tahniah! hehe. mmg putih gebu sgt maira.. comel. tp belum ade 'michelin' thigh lagi.. tgu la another 1 month.. pasti ada! hiks..

psstt.. sepanjang ma n ba takde 10 hari kt china. mcm2 bende tak best terjadi... hubby demam, cfah demam, nuha demam, amad hampir demam... batuk, selsema, soar throat sume takyah ckp la.. i pulak ntah kene allergic ape ntah.. naik bengkak2 satu bdn smpai muka2 bengkak... mmg angelina jolie habis la my lips.. tp sebelah bibir je. haha. modem router kene sambar petir la... astro rosak la... haih macam2... ujian2... thnk God evrythng is OK now.

Here Comes Reality

2009-08-06T15:35:00.006+08:00

I just got back from Phuket. I'm having a mix of emotion here. A part of me still misses phuket a lot. the beaches, the islands, the cloud, the sunset, the food, and most of all the "friendship"... i miss u guys in phuket... :) n yes, another part of me is dying to be home.......... it's obvious isnt it? i was so sick thinking of zara back at home. almost evry nite i nangis teringatkn zara... tym tu la terpk.. we shud have brought her along... haiyaa... sedeyy... tp tym siang kurang sket la sbb boleh call umah n tanye2 keadaan zara.. n mama pn will call us if zara dh bangun n tgh borak2 making those cute soundsss... tak sangke plak sgt menyeksakn... mesti ada yg bace ni akn ckp, "i told u so!"... hehehe... sibaik ade huby... he was d one comforting me smbil2 comfort kn diri sendiri jugak... nti zara besar sket kite pg phuket same2 k sayang... :) rindu kt zara smpai i terpakse (terpakse k!) amek cuti lg satu hari bile smpai mesia just to be with zara n lepaskn rinduuu... surprisingly, zara bergayut at my b**bs all dayyyy long tanpa henti last tuesday. mayb die sgt2 merindui favourite die ni... tp mmg best, terase d bonding between a mom n a child yg sgt kuat di situ. mmg she refused to let go even for a sec. sambil2 i pn boleh rehatkn badan doin nothing! and i promise myself... i'll never leave her again. so for the next vacation, mmg niat nk bwk zara skali. kene buat passport cepat2...

okey.. nk cite psl phuket.. terlampau pnjg. i will, but later! haha. teringat bali vacation pn i tak cite habis kt sini.. kuang3... nti nk upload piccas skali.... tungguu!!!!!

ni upload gmbr cuti2 jakarta dulu, photo by my darling zati :)

and oh yes, ade gmbr phuket sket di sini and di sini

toodles!

kanakkanak memakai kaftan

2009-07-27T09:28:00.005+08:00

the girls look so matang wearing kaftan k!

planned to jahit one for zara. hihihiks.

ma, ba n nuha went to Kelantan last 2 weeks.

mereka borong byk gila kain tatau la bila nk tempah n pakai...

nk buat bisnes mmg jauh skali la kn,. hahaha...

n dorg la yg belikn kaftan kanak2 ini.. sungguh comel!

quality gambar yg hampeh. bt dun care.

(sesape nk blanje SLR?)

hari dukacita

2009-07-16T11:15:00.003+08:00

kebetulan pulak today adalah hari dukacita saye.
(haha, kau budget kau robot ke nk set kn hr ni leh sedih, hr len kene happy?)

tapi hakikatnye..
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(
hari ni sy sedih.

let me cry here, please.
for once.

hug me, comfort me, wipe my tears.
giv me your shoulder, i wana cry on.
:((

i spoilt my slimming diet

2009-07-15T11:40:00.004+08:00

why why why?

why did i drink that super cold vanilla milkshake, while i've been ordering fresh orange with no ice and no sugar all these while??

why did i take those oily yummy yummy yum (err) french fries while i've been limitting myself to one tablespoon of rice per meal???

why? why? why?

argggg... sesal sekejap.

ye, saye mmg sukar to control my intake of yummy foods. in fact, i dun believe in slimming down by not eating.. bcuz we need energy to burn fats! the secret is to eat moderately. n yes, workout! workout! workout! i personally loooovee working out and hv been doing it since college. but need to change a lil bit, since tym tu belum kawen belum beranak takde flabs watsoeva.

now, i really need to reduce the amount of food, work the abs, work the muscles! n burn! burn! burn that calory! haha. ni gaye denise austin dlm cd aerobic... :) oh ya! currently sgt sgt sgt suke pilates.. my pilates cd is by denise austin jugak, bcuz dah biase dgn dia.. haha. fun! n i hav to say, sgt mencabar! me likeyyy! pilates mmg bagus to slimdown, concentrating on areas like the tummy, thigh, bun, waistline n etcetra. highly recommended for those yg nk toned up the body! ye la, kekdg org tu kurus, tp takde 'shape'... so pilates is good for that! :) chwah, cite psl workout supaye rase serba salah mkn smlm hilang sket...

so tghr td i went home.. utk menyedapkn hati, mkn la wholemeal bread w tuna. kenyang n sedap. thank u :p

and, and, the best part... dpt jumpe babyzara kt umah.. tgh tido.. tp nk dukung jugak.. haha. sian anak saye. tidurnya tergnggu. n stil lena plak tu wpn didukung... so i buli dia... hiks hiks..

bye!

Happy 2 Months

2009-07-09T10:32:00.006+08:00

today, babyzara genap 2months. she's getting bigger n longer. hihi. just look at the picture, dh nk dkat same pnjg dgn lamaze inchworm ni... which is 60cm long. so far okey la duk ngn bibik... i juz bought her baby einstein's cds a few weeks ago. so if die tamo tido, i asked nely to put her on d swing ngadap d tv, n pasangkn dat cd. b4 this penah psgkn d cd, n her eyes was wide opened, n she wasnt making any sound. khusyuk je... mksdnye she was bz watching n listening to it la kot. so lega la dh ade smethng for her play time, for now.

happy 2months dear daughter!

this was on monday... huby mc sbb tak bpe sedap badan.. so ade la tym for him to play w zara... but ended up due2 terbongkang cmni kt sofa... hehehe... comel je kesayangan saye 2 org ni... gerammmm!!! oh ye, baby zara dh gune pacifier. huhu~

haaa.. yg ni pulak babyzara yg tgh landing ikut sedap bdn die je... terlentok je dgn gaye kura2... mmg sedap ey landing kt mommy?

n here's daddy changing zara's diaper... zara ni poo sehari sekali je.. tapi massive!!!! nw dh masuk 2 bulan dh makin ucuk acam.. ehehe.. luv u baby!

and finally this is me, looking chubby as alwiz. outing w cfah n amad to midvalley. first tym bwk zara to midval. pkai stroller zara tak bpe suke sgt.. mayb die rase alone kot dlm tu... so merengek rengek jugak die at times. dh la lupe bwk pacey die, terpakse beli br kt toys r us. i wish i bole pkai d baby bjorn carrier.. sbb if bwk zara gune carrier die mmg tdo je all through the outing. lega sket... tp i segan la. hehe. daddy je yg sesuai pkai. hiks~

oh hmm... i dh citer ke dat i am now on diet? yep, yep. yes i am. so jgn la ajak mkn best2 skrg ni... bcuz nafsu makan saye sgt kuat. please dont! ajak la saye buat aktiviti yg menguruskn badan seperti jogging ke, swimming ke, gym-ing ke... please ye kwn2! support sket :)

i started my slimming regime on Monday, 29 June 09. until now br turun 3kgs (it has been 10 days already) my target is to lose another 6-8kgs in 2months. well, the earlier the better. tp i takmau la crush diet. it shud be a healthy one, since i'm BFing. so 2 months should be fine i think. doa-doakanlah ye! ameen.

First Day at Work!

2009-07-08T15:28:00.005+08:00

after 2months enjoying myself like there's no tomorrow.. here comes reality...

well,well, as for the first day, mmg i planned to warm myself up je. haha. buat mcm opis sendiri lak, nk warm up warm up bagai. ye la. dh lame tak masuk ofis, i was so blurr of where n how to start my work.. lalalaaa~ masih teringat wajah zara b4 gerak to ofis dis morning.. ntah kenape she was so happy senyum lebarrrr sgt tau! huu. tak smpt capture her pic, dh lmbt.. bt seriously a bit weird apesal die happy semacam... i went in and out of the house several times... tgk zara....... aaaaaa~ when i said goodbye, bertambah lebar die senyum. as if she was saying, "bye bye mommy, i'll be doing good at home w bibik!" haih! saje je buat mommy rindu! seriously i miss u now! cant wait to go home.. cepat la kul6! i wanna hug u, kiss u, i wanna see ur cute lil face. ok dah dah. control2. huhu. mayb awal2 je kot cmni.... hee

okey back to my work thingy.. as i said, hr ni warm up je. list down my task. n esok br stat keje btul2. this morning i was welcomed w a huge oh-so-now-u-r-a-mom smile from my boss! then at 11 terus ade meeting kononnye celebrating me, tp sbnanye thr's a new task for me. huhu. and a big lunch treated by him. well, mr ralph, im on diet.. u wont waste much! :P actually i was planning to go home during lunch time, bcuz nk jmpe babyzara sgt2... n since ofis to home is juz 20mins.. ape la salahnye blk kn... tp tue la. my boss mcm excited plak, "guys lets hv lunch sumwer to celebrate amalina..." haih, if die tak sebut my name tu, i nk chiow je ckp, i need to go home... tp, tak smpai ati lak... so i called bik neli tanye is evrythng fine.. and die kate okey je.. zara baru pas mandi n minum susu.. n tewus tdo..., then, off we go! i ordered sandwich n fresh orange w no ice n no sugar. n boss sarcastically responded, "are u getting old?"... hahaha. funny!

so dat was it.. and when ralph asked me.. "please answer us honestly, amalina, did u ever missed ur colleague during ur maternity leave?".. errrrr... honestly, honestly? hm. and he answered himself, "nope"... hahahaha... emo la org tua ni. hahaha. sbnanye ade la sket ;p i mean i miss working, bcuz when i'm working, somehow i feel like evrythng is more organized.

hah. okey la. entry kali ni, byk conversation dgn boss plak. adekah saye rindu boss? blueks :P

till then, bye!

Current Obsession

2009-06-13T17:35:00.007+08:00

bam bam kn anak i? after her 1-month check up dat day, she has gained quite a weight. nw dh 4kg... yeayyy!!! cant get enuff of you la lil sweetheart.. hee.. my blog nw is flooded w this lil precious one's faces n stories. so sape yg boring tu, tak usah la bazir waktu di sini... well for me, this is the most exciting thing in my life... n my current obsession!
!!

p/s: well, excited jugak about our phuket trip this july... zati, mizah, jaja, asuer, fathiyyah, wehh mane korg?? we need to meet up n discuzz... :)

Congratulations Mizah & Apai

2009-06-11T17:14:00.007+08:00

5th June 09. this lovely lady finally tied the knot w her steady boyfren, apai. alhamdulillah smpai jugak ke jinjang pelamin setelah bercinta since.. umm forever. im so so so happy for you, mizah!!! (both of them adalah ex-smkj3 juga)

thnk God i managed to come to the akad nikah ceremony. tinggal baby dgn daddy kjap mlm tu ;) congrats dear mizah!

selamat menempuh alam rumahtangge yg exciting and of course challenging.

jadilah isteri yg solehah! luv ya dear :)

happy honeymoon!!

happy one month old!

2009-06-09T22:40:00.004+08:00

hari ni genap la sebulan umur babyzara.

HAPPY 1-MONTH OLD SAYANGKU!

hadiahnye...?

d baby's corner yg mommy & daddy prepare b4 babyzara lahir.

it's all yours darling. do whatever u want w it.

haih. she doesnt fancy d crib much! i mean, yet. but the musical mobile is a huge help to dodoi d baby.

worth buying! ahuks!

babyzara mesmerized by the twinkling lights...

so, babyzara's saying goodbye to her mini-crib! hee. no really. b4 this tdo in d mini crib kt katil mommy & daddy in d guest room aka temporary confinement room. d mini crib masih dgunekn while kami lepak2 kt livingroom, n for traveling as well. now kami sume dh berpindah ke bilik sendiri. yeeayy!!! it's good to be home. :)

mini crib yg best. no more nights w u!

yeay.. im getting bigger n bigger!!!

since i dh gian sgt to go out, the 1-month baby jd alasan for us to go out n celebrate. pg alamanda je... bwk babyzara jln2. early dner kt kenny rogers... n some shopping for d baby (tak habes2). huby said,"dh ade baby ni, setiap kali pg alamanda kene masuk mothercare la eyy??" hahaha. yes, huby, yes!! ;P so darling, ur first mall visit was alamanda, okie! sorry, dis is d nearest, tak dpt pg jauh2 n mall yg lebih voguedvass spt pavillion/gardens/OU.. some day, k! mommy stil dlm pntang (la sgt!).. huhuhu.

wajah teruja huby bwk kuar anak for the first tym...

babyzara titon, tak excited pn g alamanda ;P

till then, bye!

BabyZara's Party

2009-06-06T16:59:00.008+08:00

erm.. also known as.. kenduri aqiqah & cukur rambut day for babyzara. it was a simple one, buat kecil2an je... just to penuhi sunnah nabi, that is; aqiqah seekor kambing for anak perempuan.. and cukur rambut :) was held on 30th may (babyzara's 21-day old).. thnx to all guest yg dtg.. n sorry to those yg i tak sempat nk jemput. well, i love love love having visitors, especially now! tersgt la boring duk kt umah ni sorg2, eventhou w babyzara around, i am practically occupied most of the tym.. rase teruje if ade visitors! :) so, sesape yg nk dtg visit, juz gimme a call! i'll prepare sirap bandung for u. hihi. but no kambing left, sorry! heh!

alrite now, juz received some photos from ady who brought her new SLR the other day. hehe. thnx babe! tuan rumah mmg tak sempat nk usik our own camera. so here goes;

me n dila.

with 4percent of the guest... :)

babyzara's hot auntiezz!

and finally the first family photo ever! thnx ady. hee~ asek amek gmbr babyzara smpai lupe nk amek family photo. we shud plan a portraiture kn huby kn? ;)

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n yeah, yg diraikan our permata hati babyzara w her new hairstyle ;P

love, xoxo

the first challenge

2009-06-02T10:54:00.005+08:00

breastfeeding, breastfeeding, breastfeeding!

huhu. i thought the biggest challenge was to "give birth", the truth is, i cried even more during BF. i hav a super duper sensitive nipple i guess... and mayb tym awal2 tu babyzara n i were still learning to BF properly.. first 2 days, mmg susu tak byk.. bt i read dat, it's fine bcuz baby mmg boleh survive w/out it in her early days. colostrum pn dh cukup. masuk 3rd day, susu dah mule byk.. mule2, my "lefty" ade crack.. mmg sakit sgt tp ketap bibir, sumbat je.. lepas dh abes BF from my lefty, i tgk darah kt mulut zara... huwaaa.. anak aku dh terisap darah...rupenye ade luka jugakk.. nasibaik takde nanah. huuuu.. syian sgt die... then tak berani dh nk bg my lefty.. and asek2 bg my righty... okey dh engorge plak my lefty.... sakettt.. dgn ade luka, n crack, pastu bengkak pulak.... mak bidan ckp, kene BF jugak, its ok for baby to telan d blood.. huhu. tak sanggup nk kasik plus sakit nk matiiii... tym jmpe paed, i told her my prob, die ckp try perah je.. kalau biar nti lg teruk... huby planned to buy a breastpump for me tym i dh masuk keje nti... tp terpakse batalkn niat n beli skrg.. huby beli medela mini electric.. memule, awkward je rase nk gune.. tp dh lame2 best pulak.. hihi. ni kalau takde soreness n cracks la.. bcuz nk ikut ckp paed... i tried to pump my sore n cracked lefty... ya Allah.. bukan susu je yg memancut, tp darah jugaaaaaaaaaa.. tgk kt dlm bottle mmg susu darah kaler merah,... huu... juz thinking about it can make me sick, apetah pula, melihatnye depan mate.. eee... sakit sgt.. i asked a few friends yg fortunately takde problem mase awal2 BF.. jelesnye... mmg i read dat the level of soreness varies for every mom depending on their nipple sensitivity. y? y? y very sensitive? huhu. or mayb sebab tak latch properly, or mayb d nipple is too small n etc. bt i dun hv other problems. mmg my nipple sgt sensitive. dats it :( sedih bcuz i mmg dh niat dr awal lagi, b4 mengandung lg (huhu, over!), i really really really want to exclusively BF my baby :( tp bak kate cfah, takpe, penghapus dosa. tahan je la :( so gune breastpump pn tak menjadi.. last2, perah gune tangan jer... haaa.. baru berhasil.. d darah tak kuar, juz d milk.. tp sgt la letih sbb lame... huhu... redha je la, asalkn tak bazir susu tu. so all in all, about 3 weeks plus la, i've been battling w d pain.. gilir2 luka dtg dan pergi for lefty n righty... bagus juga beli breastpump awal2.. i think mmg spatutnye beli awal.. huhu. so for first timers, sile beli beastpump awal2!! :) nw my breastmilk is being pumped every 2-3 hours if baby still tido... tamau bazir susu.. n i did store them in the fridge.. utk emergency.. while having visitors ke... kene kluar kejap ke... bik nelly boleh tlg bottlefeed zara... so dats about it. i was close to giving up. bt alhamdulillah, by having a good n positive support system; my family n friends (whoever u are), things are getting better now. thnks a bunch! insyaAllah. i thnk i'm ready to face the future. tym baby dh ade gigi lagi dahsat, they say.. warghhh... anyway, i survived my first challenge. :) sbb tu boleh cerite.. kalau tak.... nangis.... mcm i pulak baby. huhu. sorry huby.. and thanx for being very2 supportive. love love love you. bak kate jams yg dipetik dr wonderpets.. ape yg penting... KERJASAME!!! hahahha. (lame)

okey sekian terima kasih. assalamualaikum.
lu pikir la sendiri :P

my lil' smiler

2009-05-31T22:23:00.011+08:00

sun bathing zara

a week old baby zara.. forced to sunbath since her jaundice level was a bit high. thnk God she wasnt warded. tym ni kuruih je nmpk baby zara. minum susu byk2 k! :)

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zara's bathtime

2 weeks old baby zara. she's quite a smiler, aint she?? memule dulu berani tak berani jugak la nk pegang die tym mandi.. kecik sgt.. sibaik ade bidan n my sis in law tolong.. n nw dorg dh tade.. pndai2 la sendiri. hubby siap study kt youtube lagi.. bravo huby! now dh expert.. hehe... anak mommy ni sibaik suke mandi... happy je die nk masuk bathtub... die rase warm agaknye... alhamdulillah, tak byk ragam.

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zara's bedtime

2 weeks old baby zara in her mini-crib. still curling like when she was in the womb :) dh 2 weeks ni, obvious sgt the chick semakin bam bam. ahhh i like! cant wait to hear her voice.

Nama Diberi

2009-05-27T18:23:00.006+08:00

Puteri Zara Adeena

Puteri: Keturunan Daddy :)
Zara: Bright as the Dawn

Adeena: Pious & Good Luck

gambar: baby zara on her aquarium swing.. supervised by kakak caca yg baru balik skolah al-amin. :)

The Very Entry

2009-05-27T12:54:00.014+08:00

Lamenye tak update. hr ni br rase ade mood. today, im goin to share my experience giving birth to my lil bundle of joy named Puteri Zara Adeena.

So here goes...

9th May 2009. It was 8 o'clock in the morning when maba tgh siap2 getting their luggages into the car. ma n ba wil b gone to syria until 21st of May. since, my due is on the 22nd or mayb later.. kitorg mcm konfiden sempat la maba blk b4 zara lahir. tym kt klia tu, one of mum's staff ckp.. "eh, ni mcm dh nk meletup ni"... huhu. i noe i noe. pewut besya! before gerak balik, we had a heavy breakfast at mcD. mmg heavy breakfast mcm tau2 je smethng's gona happen. Gmbr di bwh adalah sya n hanan at mcD KLIA di hari kejadian.

Lepas bfast and say goodbye to ma n ba, huby n i, sya n hanan blk n plan nk tewus pg check up... tp those two kids mcm dh gaduh2 kt blkg kete bcuz bgn awal due2 mcm nk space utk tido, we sent them home first duk ngn bibik. then tewus ke hospital pakar an-nur jumpe dr. kham. lalalaaa... dgn slumbernye menunggu turn, mcm biasela timbang berat (OMG tym tu i weigh 70kg... mksdnye i've gained 23kg... mantap sungguh) then check blood pressure n urine.. sume normal.. n tewus scan baby... uwah3.. mmg baby zara men nyorok2 tamau kasik nmpk muke.. huhu.. rupenye baby ade agenda lain for mommy n daddy. doc siap dh tatau nk capture part mane. so kitorg ckp, amek la gmbr tapak kaki die tu,.. hii.. so adela satu pic tapak kaki baby zara tym dlm pewut.. gmbr kt bwh ni tym tgu turn... last gmbr huge baby bump!

then dr kham asked about the baby's movement. i told her dat d baby's not moving much compared to last week. i thought it was normal la since d baby makin besar n space makin limited for d baby. doc suggest buat CTG to check d baby's heartbeat... so hubby n i pg la naik wad.. smbil buat CTG, hubby ligat la ketik2 photos... result CTG la, gmbr mommy la.. gmbr kete waja baba yg dipandu oleh student phD nye yg die ternmpk dr tingkap.. haha. okey tade kaitan.

tgh syiok2 bergambr smbil ketawe riang, one of bidan HPAN dtg.. die tgk result CTG tu n she asked.. ni amek2 gmbr ni.. faham ke ape maknenye...? hee.. kitorg hanye mampu tersenyum.. bab heartrate baby tu faham la.. normal bcuz stil within 120-160... yg graph bwh tu tak bpe phm.. okeyhh ni lah rupe bentuk resultnye...

"ni dh boleh jd mak ayah ni hr ni"... kate bidan... hm.. kami tergamam.. dh tak ketik2 photo lagi.. n takde nk pose2 buat peace lagi dah.. huhu.. rupenye kalau ikut result tu, i dh ade contractions evry 10mins.. boleh ke i tak sedar??? huuuuu... logik la sbb first tym ni nk bersalin... mmg i felt like d baby mengeras.. tp tatau plak tu contraction.. haha.. then d nurse suh tgu, dr. kham will come in a short while (la sgt).. dr kul 1.30 camtu tgu.. kul 2.30 br dtg kot.. saba je.. ye lah doc pn nk lunch jugak.. tp kami? huhu. smbil tu duk pk2 bisik2 berdua, wat if it really happens today.. haha.. mcm still in shock lagi dedue pn..

dr. kham came, and.. die check bawah..... "dh 3cm dialated.." whhaaaaatttt????? okie okie. relax2... doc advised us to admit since dh ade dialation and baby kurg gerak.. hm. hm. nk tanak mestila ikut ape yg gynae kite advise kn... wpn dlm hati.. oh im so not ready for this. dh la maba baru je pergiiiiiiii.. waaa... tp ku tabahkn hati, n eventhou i noe huby himself was very nervous too, still he put himself together juz to comfort me.

so at around 3pm, dr. kham pecahkn my waterbag... uhh. lepas air ketuban pecah mmg contraction akn makin frequent and lebih intense lagi... tym ni la breathing technique yg dipelajari sgt berguna.. heee.. utk first baby, salunye amek mase up to 24hrs utk bersalin after pecah air ketuban.. so huby decided to blk solat gedebak gedebuk, amek my hospital bag n bantal sume.. fuhh.. sibaik dh prepare okie...

huu.. i was hoping huby cpat2 je dtg blk.. cuz i hv no one to pinch tym intense contraction ntiii... tp tym ni okey lg, bcuz boleh lg sms2 org.. tried to call maba, but obviously tak dpt bcuz dorg stil atas flight.. soi texted my bestfren, zati. just to tell yg i dh admit.. habeh satu kampung die ajak visit i.. haha kidding. but she did tell my closest friends. n dia kate nk dtg. i pn okey la. bidan masuk check, dh 5cm bukaannye.

after being monitored until around 6pm, i was sent to the labor room.. tym ni contraction sgt kuat.. dh smpai once evry 4-5mins... kat labor room sorg je boleh teman evry single tym... so when zati n mizah came.. dorg bergilir la dgn huby... heee... both of them smpt la tgk i breathing tym contraction.. haha. malunyer.. bt thnks galss, kehadiran korg sgt bermakne. baby zara shud noe that.. tym xde contraction boleh la borak2 sket ngn dorg. bile nk kt smpai contraction tu.. habesla tgn dorg ku pegang erat.. at one point smpai dh takleh thn i suh zati pggl megat..

tym tu contraction 3 mins sekali.. n more intense... dh nk nanges sgt... sakittt mmg Tuhan je yg tauu.. doc dtg check bwh.. dh 7cm... blum lagi.. tp i dah terase mcm nk terkeluar dh..... sgt2... then kayana n my big bro dtg.. anta honey suh minum kasik energy.. hueuhue.. ape pn tak smpat minum kot. termasuk la air rumput fatimah pemberian zana. zana ckp start minum 2 weeks b4 delivery date. hah, kn br je nk rendam semalaman. sorry guys but thnks a bunch for being so caring.

okey nw, sakit yg teramat sgt.. genggam tgn huby kuat2.. nasibaik huby dpt thn, he kept saying dat i'm strong... tym ni muke huby dh btul2 serius, n die tadek buat lawak lagi mcm tym light contraction... kalau buat lwk mmg nk kene pelempang sulung.. haha.. selawat byk2 bg i tenang... perut dh terase lapar since tak lunch.. perut kosong.. tp gagahkn jugala, thn saket, n nk cepat2 je baby kuar... huby suap secebis kurma,.. tp tak bleh thn, dh masuk angin, habis i termuntah mcD smbil tahan contraction... huhu.. syian huby.. kene baju die sket... sorry...

well ade sikit sakit hati dgn si bidan name apentah.. tym i betul2 rase kepale baby mcm dh nk kluar... die boleh suruh i kepit kaki,.. i tau sgt die suruh tu bcuz doc tak smpai lagi... geram btul.. then die ckp "jgn teran, jgn teran, tarik nafas".. for godsake i tak teran langsung okey, d baby yg push herself to kluar... sempat jugak la i menjwb sket smbil tahan sakit.. geram k dgn bidan tu... gile ke nk tarik nafas smbil kepit kaki tym baby tu cm push herself out? lantak la, i kangkang je, takleh thn... n tym doc smpai.. haa. kelam kabut sume prepare2 sume.. dr kham siap sound the bidan.. "takyah ajar2 sgt, she knew it already.. siapkn ni cepat" smbil suh ie prepare drain sume2 tu. dr kham tau i attended d antenatal class sume.. kang dorg ajar lain, buat confuse jer... tym nk terberanak tu, dh tak pk ape dah, kamera sume,, huby pn dh terlupe, layan my tahan sakit. sibaik dr. kham ingtkn, ayahnye kalau nk amek video ke boleh la.. dr tepi.. bcuz an-nur mmg jage la kite punye aurat sume. heh.. huby pn dgn sblh tgn holding my hand, the other hand mencapai vid cam, smpt la amek video baby zara lahir. just in about trice pushing, keluar la my lil baby girl making her very entry. Alhamdulillah. Baby dibersihkn, n given to us, trus i try to breastfeed, mmg takde susu.., but the colostrum mayb ade. so try je kasik... daddy recited d azan n iqamat at both baby's ears. then suap d taste of kurma. what we call dat eh? tak ingt, but to kuatkn d baby's rahang utk BF. so dat's it. lahirlah puteri sulungku....... gmbr spt di bwh baby zara (a few minutes old):

Puteri Zara Adeena bt Megat Yusrizal

9th May 2009

7:42pm

52cm

2.85kgs

Perasaan??

Pastilah sukar digambarkn dgn kate2.... the moment dgr baby yg baru kluar dr perut kite nangis, n nmpk die depan mate.. mmg speechless.. kesakitan tym bersalin tu hilang serta merta... alhamdulillah, semuanya selamat. its a new journey for me n huby. things wil be diferent after this. my dear child, mommy & daddy wil alwiz pray for ur health, be a good girl, solehah, secantik namamu.. semoge selamat dunia akhirat.

wish me luck ppl!

I Love Watching You Sleeping

2009-05-06T10:43:00.011+08:00

as usual, i only slept for 3 hours lastnite.. at 1 br dpt tido, n 3.30 dh terjage... huwaaa!!! kacau2 huby jap, kot2 die terbgn, kate nk tgk man u match? hm.. tapi cubaan gagal.. huby gerak2 dan terlena blk... takpe la, asalkn man u menang, kn? :) well for me, biase la termenung, kuar masuk toilet, berangan, jln2 keliling bilik, n ckp2 ngn baby.. sempat la ajar baby zikir munajat.. hope u can remember suara merdu mummy ni.. hihiks.. n since i dun noe wat else to do, i did re-check my hospital bag kot2 ade pe pe lagi yg tertinggal. setakat ni evrythng seems fine. sume dh ade dlm bag. nursing bras, breast pads, maternity pads, disposable undies, going home outfit for me, n for d baby =), socks, bathrobe, receiving blanket, breastfeeding pillow dh ready.. baby carrier pn dh ready dlm kete... n hubby wil be incharged of the camera n vidcam sume. hm.. ape lagi eyy? tu je kot.. kn? hmm...

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Baby's room Prep Part II

Finally, the baby's corner is ready for our little one's arrival... alhamdulillah, thanx to daddy yg bertungkus lumus membuat semuanye from painting, to drilling to sweeping and all. this clarifies why hubby tak larat bgn mlm td to watch the match. syian die letih... && thanx to mummy for the very2 brilliant idea.. haha. up diri sendiri sket.. kasik can la nk dekat due ni... haih~ mksdnye pot-pet-pot-pet while hubby completes all the tasks! good job huby, good job! muahsx!! u deserve all the credits in the world...

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and now presenting... hubby's new hair cut... ;)

ni sempena menanti kehadiran our new family member... sabar ye huby, sket je lg ni.. insyaAllah :) nti baby lahir hubby nazar nk botak kn rambut kn??? hiks~

hubby dear, the reason i asked u out is bcuz.. i really want to buy that 'thing', like really really really want it so badly, n i want it now.. just consider this as my 'mengidam' as i never ever mintak pepe yg pelik lg kn b4 this... hehehe... n seriously, for now, i'd rather be walking than duduk diam mcm kt office ni.. walking (especially while shoppink.. ;P) makes me relax n helps me to forget about d senak perut... baby sempit dlm pewut ni b... huu... so jom la, kite pg klcc ptg ni k?? (operasi mengajak huby melalui blog bcuz buat2 merajuk tamau balas YM! huhu)

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p/s: thank God finally berjaya to change comments moderation setting since thr's a psychopath imitating all my frenz' comments. annoying, bukan? stewpid u! shuh.. shuh.. go away! Only pleasant visitors are welcomed here.

okey, that's all folks!

it's 2am in the morning

2009-05-05T02:15:00.005+08:00

and i am not even close to sleeping. blegh~ how am i supposed to handle this? i juz slept around 11pm, n the baby woke me up.. i thought it was already 4 ke.. rupenye br 2am??? omg.. will it be like this until my labor? huwarggg.. i noe, i noe, it's a practice so that kite boleh cope tym baby lahir nti.. need to bangun tgh2 mlm n all.... but,.. i'm just not used to it yet!
our little baby sayang... its not dat im merungut about u k, dun get me wrong n jgn merajuk lagi like the other day when i asked daddy to make u stop treating my tummy as a dancing mat... mommy n daddy were so worried, u din even move a little... rupenye u are on ur way to the next level of ur development stage.. sibaik u did move when daddy started pujuk2 talking to you... amboi2, anak mommy n daddy ni dlm perut lagi dh pndai create attention. lately this lil baby sgt gemar stretching, n stay stretching at the same position without moving for quite a long period of tym... memule risau, but then setelah bertanye-tanye, n bace2.. rupenye its jus normal ujung2 pregnancy ni.. huwoh! takpe la baby syg, u do whatever u want, as long as u r healthy.. i dun mind the 'senak perut'.. huhu..

okey la, mommy needs to get some sleep. esok kerja! huwarghh!! eventhou yeh, i dun noe how, since thr's no such thing as comfortable sleeping position anymor, and yes, nothing works now.. td kul11 pn i need to like zikir byk2 kali smpai tertido sendiri... n now cfah ckp istighfar pulak smpai juta2 kali smpai tertido... i'll do it.. insyaAllah ;) oh btw, daddy cut his hair short, nti i'll upload his photo, hehe, kalau die kasik la, hee, kalau tak kasik pn upload je senyap2! and some updates on last weekend activities, later!

nite2 huby (sorry if the cahaya laptop wakes u up), nite2 baby, tido k! esok bgn same2 ngn mommy skali! nite everyone! :)

a real woman's bestfriend

2009-04-30T11:07:00.006+08:00

[DIAMONDS]

currently feeling very moody n cranky. n grumpy. all in one.

pliz, pliz, pliz God release this pain....

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sile hadiahkn "the bestfriend" utk saye.

(winking HARD to hubby! ;P)

The Habib Diamond Fest is still on! until 3rd May.

Mari serbu.... buddies, kenyit2 mate to ur partners now!!!

weekend antenatal class & check up

2009-04-21T16:17:00.009+08:00

haiihh sad but true, not a single photo were captured during our antenatal class. Too focused, mayb? excited sgt... met a few familiar faces since it was held at Residence Hotel, Bangi... pusing2 org bangi jugak la yg i jmpe... hubby and I agreed that the class was interesting n worth going... especially for first-timers like us.. mmg most of the participants were first-timers except for a few yg mayb tak berkesempatan pg dulu... so saje2 attend... we gained so much info, we dont even realized we never knew it b4 ;) all the talks and trainings were conducted by specialist and reputable speakers... the sessions i love the most were the breathing technique during labor class and breastfeeding class! and now., i've started practicing... berlatih2 breathing, and umm.. breastfeeding? ahahahha. no la.

Breathing techniques;

ade 2 stages. one is during contractions... and the other one is tym kite nk pushh... best sgt got to do it w our partner... and the main thing to bare in mind is to remain focus all the tym... and relax... kalau panic.. breathing technique ntah ke mane, push nye ntah ke mane... uhhh... i think i need a lot of practice... since i am the gelabah type.. huhu.. n yeah of course, i want a normal natural labor please... no injections, no gases, no epidurals, no vacuum, no forceps... pleasee!!! and ape tah lagi c-section, no please!!! pray for me ppl.

Breastfeeding technique;

the speaker was very funny. she's a chinese mualaf.. shared her own experience breastfeeding her children. siap bwk a fake breast lagi to show example.. cute! she taught a very detailed effective technique to breastfeed. n mmg tekankn sgt2 how important breastfeeding is... mmg i dh psg niat from the very beginning, n hopefully i wil hv no problem to breastfeed my baby as maximum as i could... ameen....

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i got nervous evrytym we're goin for check ups... it just freaked me out to hear somethng bad... especially about my weight ke... which leads to high blood pressure ke... kencing manis ke..., the baby's condition ke... cuak tau, it makes my heart beating fast... but alhamdulillah, the last check up went pretty well.. i gained another 0.9kg in 2weeks... and now the baby weighs 2.3kgs already! thank God. she seems sehat.. and every part of the baby grows normally... except for her face yg agak sedih tym ultrasound... it made me worry la.. b4 check up we grabbed some icecream from a nearby store, daddy mkn magnum tak kasik mommy sket, i think dats y baby cebekkk... she wanted to taste some.. n taksuke mommy's yogurt icecream... haha... i think dat makes sense! it's daddy's fault! ;P

persoalannya...... bila hubby nak potong rambut ni?????

transformasi watsoeva

2009-04-16T11:21:00.010+08:00

one year ago....

September '08

January '09

February '09
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current

evolusi perkembangan after 8months of pregnancy. ni baru wajah ye, part lain jgn cite la.. haha... hakikatnye, hubby prefers the chubby face compared tu muke tajam nmpk tulang watsoever yg kt atas tu... or or.. he just nk sedapkn hati i... haha... bak kate my mum in law.. MUKE PENUH.. wahh.. terase sket hati kecilku ini.. kebetulan the wife of my huby's cousin yg kurus gila muke cekung (or muke tak penuh, haha) pn pregnant lewat a few weeks than me... my MIL met her recently n she said, dia muke tak penuh, n me MUKE PENUH... funny okey, even my FIL gelak when MIL said that... i pn gelak, eventhou dlm hati, aisyhh!!! ni makan dalam ni.. heeeuheuuu ;)
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well for me, after 8 months, perubahan di wajah yg obvious adalah;

1) the nose gets bigger.. and disokong penuh oleh cfah.. tym webcam ngn dia... hidungku dah mcm Y terbalik... nk amek gmbr kot depan pn segan sudah... haha. i din do anythng about it thou. takkn nk makeup buat shadowing gelap plak kt bhgn tepi hidung mcm makeup2 pengantin tu kn... tak larat la pulak... so i juz live with it.

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2) the eyes appear smaller than usual. dh la my eyes mmg kecik, since bahagian bawah pipi jd a bit chubby, so mcm mengecikkn mate la in a way. takleh buat ape da.. eventho terase lebih best memakai contact lens, for now most of the time xcept if ade special occasion, i'll be wearing my spectacles. now my eyes tend to get watery easily. thnx to huby, blanje me a new speck w transition lenses. luv u!

3) double chin yg melampau. yes. melampau okie. n this is the part on my face dat i am most worried about bcuz hubby ckp, double chin susah nk hilang.. blablabla... so skrg gune Loreal Massager tu gosok2 kasik kurg sket.. it didnt work thou! tp takpela, utk sedapkn hati. :)

4) at certain period of pregnancy, akn tumbuh blemishes kt muke secare dahsat... bt this is normal due to hormonal changes i think... for me, during my first trimester dahsat jugak la at my forehead area... then i bertindak pantas menghadiahkn SKII utk diri sendiri.. thnx to me...

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5) bad breath - weird kn? ape kaitan? it really happens.. but i read sumwer that it is very normal. it might be bcuz of the hormonal changes, which causes an increase in the production of plaque on our teeth. and bcuz plaque kite ni contains sulfur yg produce bacteria.. sbb tu la berbau... so, everyday n nite i will pastikn i tak miss to gargle listerine...

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okey enuff la 5 changes kt muke... ni belum lagi tempat lain yg semuanya berubah,.. the backside of the neck and the underarm will bcome dark, as if ade daki2.. toxin org kate.. dun bother to scrub or anythng, takkn ilang until abes bersalin.. dgr2 cite org2 yg bpengalaman la... but i did, sbb geram sgt... lengan, peha, jari jemari tgn dan kaki, n of course the perut mengembang dgn jayenye.... and towards the end of pregnancy sakit belakang yg teramat sgt... oh n one more thing stretch marksss... skrg ni dh ade jugak at the lower side of my tummy... n still gagah menyapu the lóccitane supple oil yg huby beli... hm... lagi.. oh the endless toilet visits... smbil pejam mate kot masuk toilet...haha.. and the sleepless nights... pusing2 180 degree... just to get comfy and seram2 kot2 baby terpenyek.. hhaha.. pdhal doctor kate takyah risau pn about dat.. baby ade her own space inside the womb.. but still.. since she's getting bigger.. rase die macam sempit jer...

despite of all those physical changes, byk jugak bende best tatkale pregnen ni, for example boss akn lebih berperikemanusiaan... tak kasik keje berat2 kt kite, hubby akn menjadi terlebih caring all the tym, dan sentiase akn mahu memenuhi kehendak kite (yg die mampu la)... kite dpt privilege utk tidak rase risau bile mkn dgn byknye... (the best part!) kecuali if doc dh warning (terus cuak gile!)... kite boleh demand nk bende mahal2 dgn care buat muke kempunan (or mayb just one reason yg seems kukuh awayy..)... cnfirm dpt... haha.. kwn2 pulak akn mengutamakn kite bile tgh lepak2 ade satu seat je kosong, cnfirm kite yg dpt duduk... oh and yg plg best adalah anugerah Allah yg tidak dpt ditukar ganti yg sgt2 tinggi nilainya, seorang cahaya mata, insyaAllah... eventhou belum lahir lg, the timbulan2 yg sumtyms wujud kt surface perut ni, mayb her tgn, or mayb her legs or siku.. i dun noe.. mmg dh sgt2 mengujakn... i loike!!! yes my lil baby, i noe u cant wait to see the world, no?? see you soon ;)

so itu je kot for now...

to kwn2 yg bakal pregnant lepas ni, get ready la ye... all the best!!!

to mama yg dicintai, now i noe hw it feels like when kite "susah2" mengandungkn anak 9 bulan, then ended growing up not becoming what we expected the child to be... i noe u hav high expectations on me, all the tym... but sumtyms i forgot n did silly things.. im very sorry, i love you, mama. u are my evrythng!

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Baby's room Prep Part I

Currently, hubby and I are busy preparing for our baby's corner. For the first phase, not much yg dh settle... lastnite huby bertungkus lumus doing the drillings and all... to gantung the bed canopy and some accessories... the target is to be fully prepared when i reach my 36weeks of pregnancy. So we hav like another 2 weeks to get ready. to buy a few things yg belum dibeli... and yeah, hopefuly after that boleh relax2 tunggu mase jer... heee... boleh ke? b4 this evry weeknd mesti pg shopping.. to buy baby's stuff, dh tak ingt dh to splurge on ourselves... especially huby la kn.. dh lame ye tak shopping ur stuff huby??? hee... mulia sungguh hatimu. hehehehe. :) and mayb that 4weeks yg tinggal tu, we will just go jln2 kt park ke... smbil2 photoshoot, chewah berangan... okey, okey... so below ni ape yg dh siap until today.. baby's shelves blum pasang, n still searching for the best rocking chair for the mama... hiks~

all things ready. diapers (cloth n disposable), check! wipes, check! toiletries, check! bathtub, check! cotton wool, check! hooded towels, check! washcloth, check! changing mat, check! breastfeeding set, check! disposable breastpads n nipple cream, check! sleep positioner, check! crib, bedding set, and baby pillow, check! receiving & swaddling blanket, check! baby carrier & car seat, check! baby stroller, check! fisher price swing, check! starter set outfit, check!

so things left to buy ade la dlm 6-7 items. boleh kot in this two weeks time settle sume. insyaAllah... watching us super duper excited waiting for the baby's arrival... ma n ba alwiz remind us to make doa... thnx ma, thnx ba. mmg excited pn, especially me. megat cover2 sket. biasela nk menimang first cahaye mate... kasik chance ye sume org!! tikiu. tikiu..... n jgn lupe doakn kami, and aku yg akn bperang memutuskn 40 lebih urat2 darah dlm bdn (btul ke 40? ke 400? heh) soon, very very soon. OMG im getting nervous already!

dun forget to pray for me ya! toodles!!

Google Images

2009-04-14T14:06:00.008+08:00

Rules:
The Rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then, you must choose a picture in the first page of result and post it as your answer. After that tag 12 people.

1. The age of my next birthday:25... mude lagik!!

2. The place I would like to travel to: Rome, Italy.... okeh byk gmbr colosseum je. up yg len la.

3. The favorite place: our cozy room =) hehe. as if....

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4. The favorite food: nasik lemak... ya tepat skali!

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5. The nickname I had: amal, smpai skrg pn. ahaha. artist arab ni name die amal hijazi. watevs!

6. The favorite colour: pink + white... auwww.. so sweet...

7. The city I live in (For now): if ikut alamat, kajang tp sbnanye bangi lagi dekat. haha. satay kajang byk r kuar image nyee... hm.. dh lame tak mkn sate... ;)

8. The city I was born in: kuala lumpur, tp bukan kt klcc la. :)

9. College Major: mechanical engineering. gmbr stended mechy la ni ek??
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10. Bad habit: lazy to wake up in the morniineee!! heuheu. ni remedy nye... Wake-You-Up pillow! i wonder whether its gona work on me or not... ahuks!

11. Hobby: daydreaming! awat pulak kua gmbr edward cullen ni?? bleghh ;P

12. Wishlist: a beautiful house, fully furnished w IKEA furnitures. :) nice one!

aku tamau tag sesape.

Dear Cfah

2009-04-09T15:10:00.004+08:00

PARCEL ANDA TELAH SELAMAT DI POST!!!

Semoge selamat smpai eventhou i tak declare ade foods seperti cili kering, serbuk santan perisa pandan, oreo, dan juge nestum perisa ceklat dlm parcel ni... huhu.

after four days, go n check kt post office if tak smpai k!!

thnx to 33weeks preggie me, sedaye upaye mengangkut parcel seberat bayi erra fazira yg baru lahir (4kg) to the nearest post office.. total sume rm1024. sila bank in! haha. kidding, LOL. Isi kandungannye adalah FOC sebab gune duit baba. but postage cost kene bayar! hahahha.

Ok, itu saje.

Congratulations Huda & Fendi!

2009-04-06T17:16:00.010+08:00

Happy Honeymoon!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)
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the sweetest hannan husna

2009-04-06T17:10:00.005+08:00

I love ini budak...

I love watching u growing up...

I love hearing u saying new words....

I love to see u learning so fast...

I love your cute grin so much...

Sorry takley ikut aunty pg keje... I'll visit you always k!

ralatnye to leave such a cutie when she's crying like crazy holding my legs, begging not to leave without her... I'm so sorry... muahsx! muahsx! little baby. be a good girl!

uiii.. ni baru anak buah, blum anak sendiri..... cant imagine leaving my baby w d bibik lepas habis pantang... huuu..... jauh sgt kah ape yg aku pk? but yes, i've been thinkg about it.. i dont want to end up hearing my kids speaking some indonesian language... duhhh~

party ppl!

2009-03-31T15:06:00.006+08:00

Venue: Palace of the Golden Horses

Date: 20th & 21st March 2009

Bachelorette Party!

the view from our suite =)

Posing di bulatan pahang. hiks.

hip hip horrey utk bakal pengantin: huda, ady, dila (yg berbaju putih)

pandang ke arah abg photographer. hee ;)

posing keras. tatkale hujan turun rintik rintik...

photo diambil dr jarak jauh. geng nims sedang membuat persembahan nasyeed.

aksi bebas nas dan rakan2 nims di bulatan kg pandan.

penekanan: jaja telah bertukar menjadi flamingo berkaki satu.

penekanan: nass.. tgk, baju kau light pink dh nk dekat same ngn bakal pengantin. tak acii! ;P

partey sebenar adalah pd waktu mlm... hehee.. we really had fun! photo enggak bisa di upload ya!! sgt beruntung mendpt rakan2 karib sehebat anda ber6. thnx for making our party such a blast!! sume sporting habes!! best sgt2... eventhou ade kejadian malang tidak berbau tym tu, we still enjoyed ourselves, rite? and no worries, bachelorette party batch seterusnya utk tahun 2010 bakal menyusul........ ;))

jaja, thnx for the spaghetti yg konon2nye mak kau yg suh tambah air kasik cair.. haha.. sedap... amal, thnx for the macaroni goreng yg telah digoreng oleh bibik.. nas, thnx 4 ketiga-tiga cake yg diorder di foodtech, upm. wpn tak bape sempat nk merasa sbb dah terlalu kenyang, aku yakin ketige2nye sedap (bak kate kau!). yg penting, ucapan SELAMAT JADI BINI mesti ade! to eija, thnx for the manisan2 yg most of them diimport dari Bandung... aku sgt suka brownies tersebut.. nak lagi boleh? to ady, chikedis chikedis yg kau bwk sume sedap2.. (aku pilih! haha nk jugak!) dan memang sesuai dimakan pagi2 tanpa menggosok gigi. to dila and huda, time kasih tak terhingga akhirnya dpt jugak mabuk soda ceria buatan korg!!! huwaaa... sedapnye sedapnye! smpai tadek suare aku the next day, tauuu!!! mayb terlampau byk gelak, n tido yg tidak mencukupi... mabuk dlm 2-3hari gak la....... last but not least, time kasih sume di atas kasih sayang yg dicurahkn... ssemoga hubungan persahabatan kite berpanjangan hingga ke hujung nyawa... ewah2.. macam ayat utk bakal pengantin.... =)

dan oleh itu kwn2 tersayanggggg, aku dedikasikn nasyeed yg kite same2 pernah dendangkn utk wakil kelas satu ketika dahulu... auwww.... seriously, lagu ini utk kalian semua... jaja, nas, eija dan bakal pengantin huda, ady n dila........ aku sayang korg so much2.... muaxmuax!!

so guys....... mari nyanyi bersamesame,

all together.... three, four,

Kawan bertahun kita bersama

Bagai semalam baru bersua

Kawan dihadapan oh! Indahnya

Kita bersama berkelana
Namun kita jauh di dunia sendiri

Bekalan sendiri(semangat sendiri)

Impian sendiri

Meski pun jauh namun kita tetap bersama

Dek ruang yang memisahkan kita
Kawan hidup ini umpama langit yang tidak selalu cerah

Kawan hidup ini umpama awan yang tidak selalu putih

Ingatlah bintang-bintang di langit

Takkan terus berkelipan

Ingatlah pelangi yang indah Pasti akan hilang
Kawan jangan biarkan dirimu

Seperti rama-rama

Cantik namun akhirnya menjadi perhiasan di dinding

Kawan jangan biarkan dirimu

Umpama lipan dan kala

Berbisa namun akhirnya menjadi perhiasan di meja tulis
Oh! Kawan jadilah seperti si matahari

Membakar diri demi insan sejagat

Oh! Kawan jadilah seperti bulan purnama

Menerangi malam yang gelap gelita

Menunjukkan jalan demi ummat semesta

Amal Votes for Earth

2009-03-25T16:23:00.004+08:00

IT'S THE WORLD'S EARTH HOUR

VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour,

and join the world for Earth Hour.'

Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

for more details, visit http://www.earthhour.org/about/

31 weeks yeah baby yeah!

2009-03-25T11:13:00.012+08:00

So here's the latest update of my lil bundle of joy... she now weighs 1.5kgs, the head, abdomen, and leg size are normal, alhamdulillah... from the ultrasound check, the estimated due date is on the 28th May 2009. sile view the above video.. (hm, pardon the low quality, huby gune henpon je... and tersenget2 tu sbb huby pon excited duk tgk screen...hiks).. awal2 tu adalah the doc measuring her head, then the abdomen, seterusnye the kaki... then tunjuk the baby's 'kesulitan amat dikesali' area.. and last2 skali kelihatan wajah babyku... ihikss... oh tomey2! hee.

excited bukan?

"ya Allah, Kau sempurnakanlah kejadian tubuh badan bayi dalam kandunganku dan Kau sempurnakanlah juga akal fikirannya, jadikanlah bayi dalam kandunganku ini anak yg solehah, penyejuk mata, penghibur hati, penawar jantung kami... ameen"

2 months to go!! yeah, baybeh, yeah!

things with me aint very good currently. i always feel tired... i envy my pregnant friends who aint working.. eventhou they said dat they are perpetually bored to death... but they will have ample of tym to sleep, rest, eat n prepare all the baby's stuffs... oh how i wish i cud be them.. haaha. being the ungrateful me. but yeah, like wat baba said, "sape yg senang2 nk kasik awak 3k if awak tak keje...........??!" if only i hav the chick to answer, "you!!!" haha. then i kene PANGGG.... aduiii!

undoubtfully, life so far is very challenging... coping with the heavy me, having backpain, and a fatigue body. well, i lost 0.3kg while my baby gained 0.4kg... huhu. no, im not worried bcuz i noe i've put on too much weight in the beginning of my pregnancy. so, dats good news for me. ;) so now is just the time for me to be patient, to try my best to cope w things, and to realize that these are all ujian from Him. while waiting for the baby to pop out, and of course after that is a whole new journey of life which i guess is much much more challenging.., n hm.. mayb exciting, and interesting, i think. at least i think it is.

oh by the way, i've been searching for a maternity pillow... it looks smethng like this...

unfortunately the whole Mothercare in Malaysia takde this kind of maternity pillow. Anyone yg tahu kt mane nk carik, do tell me, k!!! thnks.. =)

till then, cheers!

kepala angin?

2009-03-17T09:45:00.004+08:00

heya. its been awhile since i updated my blog here. so many things r goin on rite now. and i dun really hav much tym for this. but today, i chose to giv myself a rest! nothing much to say, except that i'm being so so freakin worried after my last check up w my gynae. i'm putting too much weight. n the doc really made me scared. everyone except my parents n the doc were saying things like... "alaa.. normal la tu, n then u'll lose ur weight back"... but, but, since b4 preg and now 30weeks (approximately 7months) pregnant, i've already gained a solid 18kgs.... this is beyond normal, rite?!! (oh please tell me im wrong) how? how? how? what shud i do??? and the doctor kind of challenged me to gain just another 1kg for our nex visit which is.... this weekend!!! im so freakin nervous bcuz,.. i dun think i can achieve that. hu.. nasib la doc! i've tried my best thou... considering that i still havta eat for this little baby.. kalau tak, i dah naik turun gym dah skrg... n then terpk to join slimming program skrg... tapi takyah kacau perut.. just area2 yg lain jer kasik kurus... huhu. pastu my hubby ckp i dh mule nk ngarut.. huahua. d fact is, i'm super duper effing worrieddddd!!!! tapi kene makan sbb lapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! haha. emo kn? kn? yes, sy mmg emo! dan kepale angin! huhuhu.

to whom it may concern:
im very very sorry, awak terpakse tahan my kpale angin. i noe u've been extremely patient since my bad bad mood swing. thnx for coping w my kpale angin! i love you like no other.

okey2. enuff about the stressful part. mesti happy2 nk sambut baby. if not, baby pon kuar dlm keadaan stress, says hubby. sian baby mama... tak tak. mama tak stress. mama cool! ahaa~ so now, being in my third trimester, im getting bigger and heavier. and alhamdulillah, baby is growing fantastically. evrythng's normal. i can really feel her movements. at one point, mmg terbonjol my tummy dek her leg, or elbow or tgn. i dun noe. but it's amazing. an amazing feeling to see dat and to share the excitement with huby, and the rest of the family. for now, boleh dikatekn all the baby's essentials have been bought. excited ok! ade la tinggal a few things yg belum beli. tapi takpe we stil hv like 10 weeks to go shopping. insyaAllah. and well, well, i have a list of wishlist for my baby. tau, korg mesti perah otak nk kasik hadiah ape kt anak gue!!! ;PP bt still indecisive of whether to publicitize the wishlist or not. i dun noe, somehow, rase the idea of listing a wishlist ni mcm unnecessary. like, sukatilah org nk kasik hadiah ape kt kite kn.. bt sometimes org yg nak kasik hadiah, die tak sure nk beli ape utk kite, so at least we r giving ideas la kn... takde paksaan pon kn.. hehe. so, if say, i am about to release a wishlist, please noe that, those are the things yg i wud love to have la kn.... and so that u ppl my loved ones tak beli the things yg i dh ade... hihi.. perlu ke ckp psl ni? okey la. its just a thought.

Layan survey jap. i've been tagged in my FB by kak sara.

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
nope. life has been super great now w my hubby. wudnt want to change it w anythng.

2. what shirt are you wearing?
a floral pink-grey top. used to be joy's. tapi die da tamau.

3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
frenlist of FB? nope. my lovely galfrens terkecuali la.

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?
nope! the idea of giving virtual LV handbag is nonsense! lain la real punye kn. huh.

5. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?
tak ramai. sbb i seriously click je the 'confirm' column if ade friend request. gile! i dun realy fancy FB. haha. boring!

6. How many kids do you want to have?
as many as i can. insyaAllah. ameen.

7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yes, of course.

8. What name would you want besides the one you have?
never thought of any, i must say. tapi dulu2 tym men cikgu2 kt umah w my siblings, i duno y i always wanted them to call me 'cikgu liza'... hahaha... tak glemer btul!

9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
uhhh, dat's sick. nevaaaahh!!!

10. What did you do for your last birthday?
what did i do? i sat down, hoping for the best gift ever! ;PP

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
oh darling - the beatles!

12. What time did you wake up today?
uhh lmbt... im heavy la! and my body seems to be attached to the bed!

13. What were you doing two nights ago?
balik shopink baby's stuffs kt OU. penuh keta ooo. =)

14. Do you like having your hair pulled?
ohh.. when i had a really bad headache, that was wat my hubby did. n it worked!

15. Name something you can't wait to do.
cant wait for our bachelorette party this weeknd (minister suite, palace of d golden horses!) to celebrate ketamatan zaman bujang huda, adyra n dila. yeahhh!!!

16. Last time you saw your mom.
last nite. gossiping psl scandal kt ofishhh! haha.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
my bad attitude, my kpale angin, mayb?! huhu.

18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
simpan dlm tabung ;P or mayb will do some investments. jadik modal bisnes yg ku impikn.

19. How long have you worked at your current job?
almost 2 years... bleghhhh~

20. Have you ever talked to Tom?
tom? i remembered this one Tom during junior high. kejar fathiyyah n i kt this one shopping mall tym outing. (i bet u pon tak ingt kn yah???) haha. wth? muke rempit gile, tapi name tom.. ahh. btw, we never talked pon ;)

21. Describe the underwear you have on?
u describe yours la, pathetic!

22. Last thing you ate?
IKO wholegrain biscuit for breakfast?

23.What's your favorite month?
December, always.

24. Your least favorite month?
None.

25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
Cant remember la. i think its my black inner lycra shirt, n my faded skinny jeans yg dah tak muat due to massive weight gained. lemak sane sini.

26. Who is getting on your nerves right now?
alhamdulillah takde. evrythng's pretty good now.

27. Most visited webpage.
eonline.com, malaysiakini, harakahdaily, some blogs and yahoo! mail.

28. Last person you text messaged?
my husband.

29. Last person to make you Mad?
this guy in FMM, who made me come n go to shah alam twice in a day. erggg! and once, the next day. huu. thnk God evrythng is settled.

30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
well, apparently yes. hopefuly im wearing a bullet proof jacket and hopefully tadek sape la nk tembak my bestfriends... i love you guys!!

31. Favorite kind of drink?
air suam, fruit juices. no carbonated drinks anymor!

32. Favorite food?
the healthy ones. fruits.

33. Favorite dessert?
hot chocolate cake with ice-cream topping. yummy.

34. Have you been to Europe?
yeah, stayed thr for 4 years.

35. If someone you hated died, what would you do?
hm.. i cant recall anyone dat i hate rite now. bt if thr's one, i will still say 'innalillahiwainna ilaihi raji'un' and sedekah al-fatihah to him/her.

u make me feel beautiful

2009-03-02T16:47:00.007+08:00

photos by hubby... love you loadsss!

xoxo.

i've been tagged!

2009-02-24T10:30:00.010+08:00

16 facts tentang dia! eh.. tentang aku la~

1) dilahirkn sangat bulat, tanpa rambut.. dan diibaratkn seperti bola yg boleh berguling2. Grew up becoming a small petite gal, dan kini kembali bulat kerna sedang mengendong bayi kecil berusia 6bulan di dlm perut, dan diharapkn seterusnya badan ini kembali normal dan bagus ya! ;)
2) kini kiwi merupakan buah harian aku.. at least sebiji sehari.. tu pn if mama tak pow, kalau tak 2 biji sekali. mmg sedap! nyum2.
3) aku mempunyai size family yg agak besar.. dulu tym kecik penah merungut why my parents lahirkn ramai sgt anak... like 6 of us? huhu. n 4 gals pulak.. n i used to be super duper envious w one of my primary classmate yg merupakn anak tunggal, haha. bcuz die takyah pn share pepe dgn beradik lain. namun skrg i realize, how pathetic it is to feel dat way.. bcuz nw d houz is really empty without you "little" gals; cfah, joy, nuha. huhu!
4) deep down inside my heart, sometimes i do feel extremely nervous & anxious about the things coming up ahead to the extend kdg2 tu mengadap my organizer secara lama juz to berangan and think about stuffs kt ofiss tanpa melakukn sebarang kerja. huhu.
5) semenjak akil baligh smpai skrg aku hanya mempunyai plusminus one year utk diri sendiri dan hanye diri sendiri, kerna tahun selebihnya saye ade boyfriend. huhu. (no good no good!)
6) i perasanly think that i am a total body-conscious! and definitely not self-conscious. self-conscious hanye utk mereka2 yg rase insecure and low self-esteem! ahahaha...
7) i am very grateful to have so many interesting ppl around me. i mean evry single person around me. each n evryone of you have your own special qualities. muahsx! thanks. and thank God.
8) aku ingin berhenti bekerja makan gaji n menyimpan cita2 utk menjadi boss company aku sendiri, bcoz i noe i hv what it takes to be a boss.. haha. tapi ntah bile akan tercapai. we'll see. yes, i am bossy!
9) penah dituduh obses dgn muke sendiri.. haha.. mayb yes mayb not. terime sepositif mungkin. at least aku tak obses dgn muke org lain, rite? =) aku juga pernah dituduh self-centred, dan merasakn sedikit sbyk mmg sifat tu ade dlm diri aku... ya! semua org ade kelemahan masing2, begitu juga dgn saya. eheh. cube berubah menjadi yg lebih baik setiap hari!
10) aku risau dengan keadaan jari jemari yg semakin mengembang, my engagement ring and wedding ring mmg tak mampu lagi dikeluarkn wpn dgn amount lotion yg byk.. takut kene potong cincin, bcuz obviously takkn nk potong jari... huhu. how eh?
11) byk yg melihat kehidupanku as 'perfect' or 'almost perfect'.. aku bersyukur.. tp sbnanye tidak la seperfect mane pn. mayb im jz good in hiding my flaws.. yeah, manede org suke tunjuk kelemahan diri sendiri. itu loser namenye! uhuhu. but tunjuk kelemahan utk memperbaiki kelemahan is definitely a good thing. ler, apesal lak aku nk kasik nasihat kt sini? hm, pardon me eh.
12) masih terkenang kn ngigauan huby mlm td... ntah knape die ckp "im sorry" version si participant raja lawak mamat kelan tuh... euw! hahahaha... tue la, kutukk lagi.. kan dah ngigau!!!
13) i dream of having lotsa lotsa kids... insyaAllah... wpn aku sedikit degil, hopefuly anak2 aku ikut perangai daddy die yg tak degil, sopan santun, rajin dan baik hati. hikshikss.
14) pernah mengalami seksual harrassment oleh kaum sejenis... ohhhh! panas panas!!! (oh adekah ini tak patut direveal?) tapi ini mmg benar... inilah akibat terlampau baik dgn org yg tak sepatutnye. poor her. sibaik die insaf and minta maaf. from that very moment, kita bukan kawan lagi, okeh! (for further details, pvt msg me! ahuhuks! ;P)
15) still searching for the perfect name for our lil baby in my tummy... insyaAllah the due is somewhere in May. sesape yg punya cadangan silelah kemukakn ya!! the name must be unique, beautiful, and semestinye with a good meaning! thnx =)
16) ini adalah first time aku layan tag... haha. thanks to zati kerna mengerahkn aku utk layan tag ni eventhou macam dh lame kau suruh! ahuks! akhirnye berjaye jugak aku list down fakta remehtemeh tentang aku..

okey, pen off.

all i want is you

2009-02-20T10:26:00.003+08:00

Lyrics Barry Louis Polisar - All I Want Is You lyrics

This song reminds me of the situation when hubby and I were very busy preparing for our wedding... hehe.. eventhou i juz knew this song from the muvie Juno (ohh i heartttt this muvie!!), tp suasana tempoh hari amat sesuai dgn lagu ini... hihikss.. so i assume je megat konon2 dedicate lagu ni kt i.. boleh ke camtu? hehe.

njoy!!!!!!

Bubbye-ing Joy

2009-02-18T17:24:00.007+08:00

Finally terbanglah sudah Joy ke bumi OZ after 8months of waiting... Bubbye joy!! we'll miss you for sure... one way or another, u'll leave quite a gap here.. of course la kn.. juz imagine how big you are... ;) All the best to you. study rerajin, grad ni join kami all the CEOs of pidmams! ak.ak.ak... luv xoxo.

inside my womb

2009-02-09T08:24:00.009+08:00

my 23 (plusminus 2) weeks bundle of joy...

thnx for consistently moving sayang...

waking me up in the mornine...

and being a sweet lullaby during the night...

love, mama

(auwww!! janggal for addressing myself as m-a-m-a)

Holidae Updates

2009-02-04T11:38:00.012+08:00

WEEKEND RETREAT at Istana Kudakuda Emas

Wah, sgt dekat to our house percutian kali ini... just a breath away la org kate! Percutian 2 hari 1 mlm ni disponsor oleh baba... takde pape sgt yg dilakukan kecuali mkn2, minum2, jln2, rehat2, tgk tv (yg juge boleh dilakukn di rumah) dan berposing-posing smbil di ketik2 cameranya (yg juge boleh dilakukan di mana mana)... istana kudakuda emas ini mmg cantik.. kalau boleh evry detailing kt tempat ni mesti ade gambar kuda... sangat taksub dgn kuda owner istana ini... thank you baba!!! xoxo.

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NENEK'S RECOVERY

After all the blood tests and observations for almost half a year, the goitre (sized as big as an orange) at nenek's neck was succesfully removed... Thank God she's now able to talk + eat as usual... Alhamdulillah....

Get well soon, nenek!

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AKAK HOT!

while waiting for nenek yg sedang berjuang di operation theatre, aku ternampak kelibat seseorg yg kukenali sedang menolak troli.. tak sempat mengeluarkn camre prosumer aku.. lalu, camre henpon pon jadilah... auwww!!! cube teka? siapekah die??

haha, inilah kwnku mizah a.k.a pharmacist yg bkerja di Hospital Putrajaya. bravo babe! bz gile keje kat sepital ni... tgk la.. tolak troli pon laju jer... ahuks~

okey, dat's all folks!

Shoe Fetish!

2009-02-02T16:09:00.005+08:00

ya, for quite a while feeling like sorting out my shoes... heels, wedges, stilettos... just until now, i managed to get those things in order... and those in the photos are the shortlisted ones!!! other pairs looked like they really need to be in the dustbin.. so to the dustbin they went.... being the shoe fetish i am, none of those adalah Jimmy Choo, Aki Choklat, Christian Lacroix, mahupon Salvatore Ferragamo... obviously... haha... down here are the toppest 3 of my fav!!!

No. 1) since it is black... mmg plg favret and yg plg selalu pkai... selesa memakainya... harap maklum saye mmg tak selesa pkai flats... (bukan gedik, tapi serius tak selesa babe! trust me! i've tried!!) miss wearing you my no. 1!

No. 2) Casual wear bcuz of materialnya yg agak kasar.. sory la, my casual wear is still a 5inch heel... heuheu.... i love it. (diulangi, bukan gedik!)

No. 3) Top in my list but jarang2 pkai bcuz of the color yg agak daring... huby saye tak menggemarinye bcuz ia tampak agak tacky eventhough it costs me like almost 300bucks.

so since im not allowed to wear heels for the time being, yerp, only for the time being okayyy... sesape nk pinjam boleh la menalipun saye... my size is 6.

the idea of wearing clark n scholl sandals really makes me feel old... eventhou its kinda pricey, but i never liked d designs b4... mayb bcuz my mum wears them... huhu.. bt somehow, thank goodness the designs are really improving now... so takde la segan sgt i nk pakai... hiks!

currently wearing: clark 1.5inch sandal.

i really really really (times sejuta) misssss wearing high heels!!!! help!

currently reading!

2009-01-30T13:09:00.008+08:00

a MUST READ to all preggers!! love it love it love it.

it feels like im having a virtual friend sharing the ups n downs of being pregnant...

sile lah bace wahai preggers sekalian..... highly recommended!

yg belum preg tu kalau suke berangan2, bleh la bace juge ;))

Sophie Kinsella's SHOPAHOLIC & BABY

A Little Respect

2009-01-19T10:22:00.007+08:00

and i quote...

"men are all... the same."

It's not my norm to actually generalize people...
but in a way (for any situation),
there's a truth in it...

we fall in love,
when we meet this special someone
who could actually let us see a man differently
who could make us believe that not all men are the same
that's when we deeply, fall in love...

Could u be this one person who makes me love a man??
(respectfully)

bcuz i used to be the girl who made a boy loves a girl....

dulu - dulu

2009-01-16T15:52:00.006+08:00

tatkale berjalan2 kt frenster kwn2... terjumpe pic ni kt frenster mujahid.. gile lame gmbr ni.. zaman mude2 org kate... teringin nk up sbb tak sangke masih ade yg ade gmbr ni... i mean dlm frenster dorg... takpn i am d only one yg takde,.. huhu.. pepepun, zaman mude remaja begini takkn ku lupakan smpai bile2.. seronok sgt! carefree~

tym tu sume single... (percintaan aku ngn megat masih dlm stage gitu2 la org kate! haha)... aku ingt lagi, bakar2 ayam tym hujan.. punye la susah bdak2 laki nk hidupkn api.. tp berkat kesungguhan, berjaya la jugak... lepas tu, mkn spaghetti... muja keloloh gile smpai tertumpah tumpah... tak dilupakan juga aksi2 censored kwn2 aku ni.. yg plg dahsat muja... yg bdak pempuan pn ade gak aksi censored.. toot.. dirahsiekn identitynye, demi menjaga air muka... huhu..

tp kt gathering ni.. yg plg tak dpt dilupakn adalah, speck levi's muja yg hancur berderai... huwaaa!! kesian sgt.. aku org terakhir yg pegang, so kire aku la yg bersalah.. sibaik muja tak tuntut gantirugi... kalau tak.. terbang duit aku... huhu... sory sgt muja.. aku tau skrg kau dh ade speck baru... =) gile susah payah nk carik speck tu, siap patah balik... kebetulan dh malam... terpakse gune lampu kereta jadi torchlight... last2 jumpe jugak, tapi dh hancur kene lenyek dek kete... al kisahnye, die nk buat ape ntah (hidupkn api barbeque rasenye), suh dila pegang speck die.. dila plak beg jauh, suh aku pegangkn letak dlm beg aku... ntah camne tym nak solat asar kt surau berdekatan, tym turun kereta.. tercicir... tak perasan... itulah puncanya... huhuhu.. my bad!

tp tu sume cite lame...... n kenangan yg tak dpt aku lupekn bersama kwn2 tercinta... skrg sume dh nk kawen dh pon... dh tak dpt la nk berseronok mcm dulu lagi.. berseronok care lain pulak la... ;) definisi seronok pon dah berbeza... tapi still seronok... ape gune hidup kt dunie ni kalau tak leh berseronok... semua org perlu rase seronok... cume seronok ni kena la berpada-pada... jangan smpai lupa diri and jgn smpai terleka... lupe tanggungjwb kite for the day hereafter... kn? kn? ape la aku melalut ni... tp btul la, aku rase each n evryone of us yg hidup kt dunie ni, deserve 2 feel seronok, happy, and bahagie... aku nk sgt n doakan semua kwn2 aku dan org sekeliling aku mengecapi bahagia.., tak kesah la walau susah mcamane pon jalan yg korg lalui... ameen!!!

hey ptg2 jumaat begini.. mmg dh malas sgt nk wat keje.. pk nk cuti je... sbb tu la aku merepek kt cni... aku tak saba mau pulang and excited nk bake fruit tart utk dibawe ke umah inlaw.. insyaAllah... so, happy holidays ppl! hv a great and a healthy one!

*smiles*

Bad Eyes

2009-01-15T14:24:00.011+08:00

ahaa.. this is a tricky one...
see this block below, it's a word actually...
try to read it ppl...

impossible to read, no?

yeah absolutely... me either..

unless u close ur eyes almost 90%..

Do try... Amazing isnt it??

(taken from Today's Joke)

breakfast, lunch & dinner

2009-01-15T11:14:00.015+08:00

my crave!!!!

i want it for bfast, for lunch, n for dner... tq.

tolong hantar kiwi fruit byk2 ke rumah saye.....

i'll be waitinkk ;)

where is your heart?

2009-01-07T11:10:00.012+08:00

Not much to write about anymorr.....

i think people around the world should have known about this for sure, rite??

the ratio of the death of Israel to Palestine is now 4:370.

dat's too much to take.... cant u see?

menitis airmata tgk all those pictas...

STOP THE WAR!!! STOP THE CRIME!!!

Perhaps it's the most brutal assasination in the world history.
Where is your heart ppl?

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so people, unless u r heartless.. crying is not the solution and absolutely not enuff for our brothers and sisters in Palestine...

let's do the least we could do...

boycott Israel n US goods.... i noe it's not easy... but we hav to!

we've all been using their goods, since forever...

but for Allah's sake, now is the time to change!

Recite surah al-Fath 26, 27 and surah Yunus 85, 86, and 88.

Let's help our brothers and sisters in Islam!
Allahuakbar!!!

my workpiece

2009-01-06T11:57:00.011+08:00

finally, the abandoned project is completed. bravo amalina!!!

it was actually a DIY tudung awning (ekin style.. haha).

dun get me wrong, am totally not a fan of her, but i love d tudung she's been wearing...

my jahitan sucks a bit, bt it was my first attempt..

so, kasik chance la ye!

all in all, im happy with the result...

the measurement fits my face nicely...

cant wait to jahit another one, and a lot lot more...

matchy2 to my outfitss!!

yerp, teruja! but really need to spare my tym for this :)

Is it a boy? or is it a girl??

2009-01-05T10:12:00.008+08:00

Im getting excited about this baby thingy... n now starting to do baby gears survey... ahhaaa... my huby is very excited as well, and to my surprise, he giddily bought 3 pairs of infant clothes... i bet he cudnt resist the cuteness of those tiny tiny clothes.. me too! huhu. but at dat time we havent noe the gender yet, so beli neutral kaler je la... cant wait for the nex check up, d doc said we might noe the gender by dat time... here's a video of d lil baby in my tummy... agak blurr bcuz it was only a 2D ultrosound scan.... we gona hav a 4D ultrasound perhaps in my 3rd trimester later on... insyaAllah... a better clearer image of the baby can be seen.. so here goes;

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last saturday was my second check up... n guess what?? i've got to noe the gender of my baby already.... best kn?? i was so so nervous n so so excited at the same time.... my hubby and i both berdebar-debar giler when the doc was about to announce the gender... and she said;

it is 99% a............
GIRL!

we are both very happy.. since this will be our first bundle of joy... we accept Allah's gift with an open and a happy heart... alhamdulillah.. so now dh boleh cari2 name... and buy girly stuffs for our lil baby... do pray for me ppl... harap2 selamat la semuanya... ameen...

Positively 2009

2009-01-02T10:15:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

specially dedicated to:

Husband, Mama, Baba, Abang, Kak Yana, Cfah, Joy, Nuha, Ahmad, Syasya, Hannan, Nenek, Auntie2, Uncle2, Cousins, 2nd Cousins, 3rd Cousins,... until nth Cousins..

Friends; Zati, Mizah, Fathiyyah, Jaja, Asuer, Dila, Ady, Nas, huda, Eija, Hanim, Izyan, Ipa, Odie, dan juga semua rakan2 yang pernah mengenali, sedang mengenali dan akan mengenali diriku ini...

with the message:

LIFE IS BRIEF & FRAGILE,
DO WHAT WHICH MAKES YOU
HAPPY!

GOOD LUCK. XOXO.

10 Days Off

2008-12-31T12:05:00.013+08:00

yerp, 10 days off since the office had fire + christmas holiday + awal muharram + new year holiday.... how did we spend our free time?? aha... nothing much really... since both my nieces were at our houz, so those two kids hav to be included in our plans... kalau tak pg mane2, we will just watch tv, n teman the kids swimming in the wading pool,...

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Zoo Negara, Gombak

At first, we planned to go to the Rabbit Farm in Bukit Tinggi... but then, while on our way, lalu Zoo Negara... n secara automatic nye plan tertukar... off we go to the National Zoo.... melihat kpd kondisi zoo negara skrg takde la teruk sgt.. compared to zoo negeri johor yg aku n megat penah pg dahulu kale.. huhu.. dating kt zoo tu.. kahkah.. yg aku tak puas hati tu, tym aku elok2 jln ngn megat, ade lak burung dengki g berak kt atas kepala aku... (ni burung yg terbang bebas bukan hak millik zoo negeri) huwaaaaaaa.... smpai skrg la insiden tu jd bhn ejekan oleh huby... berak papaya plak tu... euww gile okey! nasibaik aku insan bertudung, kalautak.... habess... so pg la basuh tudung kt toilet.. isk isk.. benci benci.. haha. dat is considered as the most embarrassing moment ngn pakwe la dulu2... auww!! hiks~ kt zoo johor ni, harimau die kurus gile2... kesian tgk... mcm tak cukup mkn taw!! seksa je nmpk... poor tiger! haa, Zoo Negara is wayyy better than zoo johor i must say..., hmm.. dgr2 citer zoo ni akn diupgrade lagi for the year 2009. bagus la camtu... kasik lagi cun n menarik... br la worth paying rm15/pax. all in all, i think the kids really had fun.. n both of us were really exhausted melayan kerenah budak2 ini... bt njoyed ourselves as well... ;)

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Sg. Tekala, Semenyih

Ini adalah aktiviti yg sgt last minute... dh nk dekat habis cuti, since dh tak larat to handle those very hyperactiv kids, we sent them home to their mum+dad. sorry kids! letih sgt dh jage korg... tp bile takde, rindu btul!!! so tinggal huby n i n bibik kt umah.. the rest of the family pg holiday kt yogjakarta n celebr8 nu year kt sane... yg dh kawen kene ikut suami ye.. kalau suami kate takmau pg jogja, takleh pg... huhu... my huby is very2 keen of saving money currently... since the baby is popping out this May, insyaAllah... hm.. hm.. the nite b4 br megat ajak g picnic kt air terjun berdekatan... i was like, hm.. okey... n i asked bibik to prepare nasik lemak in the morning... but stil tak decide which sungai.. ade byk gak la sg area2 langat tu... gabai la, congkak la, n etc... hehe.. but i dun really noe all the places n got confused sumtyms... so pg pg tuh, i packed the nasik lemak.. n kami pon kluar umah tanpa mengetahui sg mane yg hendak dituju.. pastu br la megat called his friend, fizi, tanye the nearest sg kt mane... so he said sg. tekala... terus la kami ke tekala... mmg dekat.. juz about 20-30 mins from our houz... tmpt die okey la, not that bad.. cume biase la, tempat2 cani kene pg belah2 atas br syok... so dgn gagahnye ibu mengandung ni trekking dgn huby smpai peak gak kot... yah, we assumed dat was the peak bcuz dh takde org dh kt situ... so kitorg pon carik la port baik, n built our tent up... n trus rase lapar n mkn nasik lemak.... huhuuhu.. mandi kejap, amek gmbr kejap.. pastu makan.. mandi balik, amek gmbr, then mkn lagikkk... rasenye aku bwk nasik lemak utk 10 org.. tapi habis jugak mkn berdua... hoho... such fattiessss!!! hahaa...

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Madonna, The Confessions Tour

Ahaa.. tak tak.. aku tak pg concert madonna... this is Madonna's the Confession Tour DVD i succesfully finished watching during this 10 days off. Mr Ralph lent me this DVD like about 6 months ago... huhu... at last, i managed to return it back to him before new year. huhuhu... such a relief dpt pulangkn bende org yg dh lame sgt kite buat pekasam... iye, ini bukan sbrg org, ini boss aku... huhu... sorry mr. ralph, i enjoyed it so much, i watched it over and over and over and over again... haha.. tipu giler babe~ am not really a fan of Madonna, but since boss was so excited to lend me this dvd, he really did convince me yg dvd ni sgt2 gempaqq.. so, tak smpai hati nk tolak... so i watched, tapi stop2 la.. tak tgk direct, dats y la, smpai 6 bulan dvd ni kt aku... but i hav to admit, she was a tigerrrr.. really went all out in making a super great show.. i bet kt malaysia mmg takde la nk jumpe this kinda performance... tip top... quality at its best! tak rugi la tgk... body madonna tetap mantap eventhou he aged 50, okey. padan la boss suke.. hampeh! pastu boleh plak cabar aku to hav dat kinda body when i am 50 nti... siott.. dh la confidence level aku tgh rendah sbb tgh put on weight skrg.. huhu... well, u can do anythng when u hv the money... sbb tue la Madonna boleh, she's a filthy rich lady, mann!! haha.. but i noe she did workout like crazy to get those abs... bt i pesonally think she'd overdone her body... too muscular.. not my type.. ahuks! i mean, not the kind of body i'm dying to have one... no offense madonna! ;)