problem @ work

Work is killing me now.. I feel like giving up.. Things aint going my way.. I guess Im just unlucky this time.. People are being so mean.. :( Oh im so demoralized... I feel so discouraged by the magnitude of this problem.. I need someone to make me laugh, while sipping a hot caffe latte.. at least i can forget about this for a while... :(

takde kene mengena dengan gambar kn? anyway, how do you like my new sunnies? do i look so rempit (no offense all mat/minah rempits) wearing it? please la puji k.. im having a hard time :((((

haha i dah gile.

bye~

Fridayyy..... the Real Blues

hohehohe.....
ahh.. beratnye hati nak gerak kaki pg mandi to bersiap ke ofis today....
ini sumua gara2 deepavali... hubby cuti, and i am not!
haihhh nape la Johnson Pump tade Indian... huhuuu

tgk la ni.. wajah2 kesayangan saya yg happy di pagi jumaat....

heeee... hubby's having a good time at home layan dvd movies....

sambil bersuka ria dgn zara and hannan....

im soooooooooooo jealous... :P

okey dah 9:10am... dah lambat gilakkk!!! pergi keje dengan perasaan berat hati... see!!!

haha. okey la.
enjoy the weekend evryone!
*still byk openhouses... and kenduriss to attend.... :D*
bye!

A Little Respect

and i quote...

"men are all... the same."

It's not my norm to actually generalize people...
but in a way (for any situation),
there's a truth in it...

we fall in love,
when we meet this special someone
who could actually let us see a man differently
who could make us believe that not all men are the same
that's when we deeply, fall in love...





Could u be this one person who makes me love a man??
(respectfully)

bcuz i used to be the girl who made a boy loves a girl....

love is in the air

sincere and pure,, perfect

megat's day

last sunday i went to watch megat having a futsal tournament. the feeling of going thr was like sooo 'so-so'... hm, it's not like i havent been to his futsal tournament before, thou, i felt so difren dis tym. "go mingle around with my colleague's wife + kids..." megat said. hm,, eventhou my response was soo like reluctantly.., i'm actually cool with it. i juz wana be a bit 'manja' w him saying things like, "i'm juz gona b wer u are, i wil juz follow ur bottom, i dont wana mingle around".. yah, i guess men wont get it! ;) so when we arrived to the futsal place, i joined one of his colleague's wife, named kak su... she's very friendly.. (biasela penangites ;P) i was playing with her 3 children... such cutie pies.... have a look >>

cutey kiddies and a cutey aunty ;P

farish syahmi n farish syazwan

alolo.. tiutt sangat mulut tu =)

having shown those photos, obviously there were not many 'wives' thr during the tournament. yg byk the gals from his company la kot, dpt buat 2 futsal teams, so it was like either they'll become the juara or naib juara. i dont care thou, bcuz i barely know any gals from his office. eventhou ade one or two yg being friendly w me, dat's fine. but i've got issue. a couple of months ago, i caught megat purposely deleting his inbox item sent by a gal from his office. i was dying to noe what was written, bt i noe i wudnt believe wat he tried to say. n the reason for that is, y did he has to delete it in the first place? obviously he got smething to hide. i hate it when ppl simply hide things behind my back! i mean, who likes dat? i was so frustrated. n i noe he learned his lesson too. bt i cant control what i think. okey, whatever! hate it anyhow and that explains y i dont feel like mingling around w them. make sense rite?! = dat's it. okey, back to the futsal story, hm... so megat's team managed to show their skills until quarter finals, but they lost by 1 goal. i was very observant during the game, i hafta say dat megat was the best player of his team bcuz the others are kinda 'old' compared to him, so stamina kurang. dat's y la kot. well for me, megat's the best football player in d world!!! kalah ronaldinho kalah cristiano, kalah kaka, apetah lagi beckham ;)... huhu, kembang boyfren i ;) hm, evrythng was pretty good during the tournament until.. something totally untolerable happened to me. i haven't eat anythng since mornine, and it was already 4pm at dat tym... i was starving like hell... i tried to juz tahan la kn... but it got to my nerves when megat chose to watch the gals play rather than feeding me w food while waiting for the guys' final. it kinda blew me off... tak best lgsg.... how i wish, he wud juz say,.. "hm, malas la abg nk tgk pempuan main, jom cr makan utk ayg abg ni jap..." wahhh... bahagienye hidup... huhu... but, i noe, bukan sume bende yg kite nk kite akn dapat.... yah, and having high expectations is not always good. dat's the moral of the story, i guess. and of course, at dat point, i shud've been very supportiv of his passion and all, but i juz cant. mayb i wasnt trying hard.. i dun noe... im so sorry... sorry to you.., and i sorry myself too.... it's juz so complicated, and i really hav to keep holding on... and try making things better, at least after this... bcuz i luv him so so much, and i so dont wana lose him... so dat's about it, but we are okey now... they say, the best thing about having a fight is the moment we make out... we are actually doing great... stil lovey dovey... ;)

megat yusrizal caught in action >>>>

licik... ;P

uit, aksi ape tu?

di sebalik jaring.....

luv sucks BIG time!

i was having a nite from hell.. yah, i might b exaggerating bcuz i never noe how it feels like being in hell and... naúzubillah, i never ever wanted to... but... as far as i noe... this is a total earth's hell... better not talk about it... im so sooo pissed-off... okey... so this is for you who hurt me so much... for you who made my whole body felt cold.. for you who made my bones went crunching and and aching... for you who let my joints went crushingg.... for you who let my heart torn into small pieces...

"4 In The Morning"

Waking up to find another day

The moon got lost again last night

But now the sun has finally had its say

I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think

When I let it sink in

It's all over me

I'm lying here in the dark

I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

& all I know is

You've got to give me everything

Nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am

I'm handin' over everything that I've got

Cause I wanna have a really true love

Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring

& I want to make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe

Don't want to lose the love I've found

Remember when you said that you would change

Don't let me down

It's not fair how you are

I can't be complete, can you give me more?

& all I know is

You got to give me everything

& nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am

I'm handin' over everything that I've got

Cause I wanna have a really true love

Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring

& I want to make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need

Save all your love up for me

We can't escape the love

Give me everything that you have

& all I know is

You got to give me everything

& nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am

I'm handin' over everything that I've got

Cause I wanna have a really true love

Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring

& I want to make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)(Give you all of me)

shit happens!

yesterday, i went home early, bcuz.. bleh plak the whole seri kembangan blackout... so without the computer, internet connection, lampu, aircond n all... nothing can be done at the office... so like 4pm i dh sampai umah... b4 laying off my butt at the sofa.., i grabbed a slice of gardenia bread from d kitchen... n sambil2 tgk channel e! at that time tgh layan '25 Most Stylish'... kekaguman melihat nicole kidman at number 1, i didnt even look at the bread i was eating.... until dah tinggal quarter of it, owh my goodness, ade moles kt ujung2 roti tuu!!!!... oh my.. my.. i rase dah tertelan moles secare banyaaaaaak... eeee!!! then... wahwah... i visited the toilet for like 3 times... juz petang tu je... gile, kn?? huhu... moral of the story.... WATCH WHAT YOU EAT AND DONT BE A COUCH POTATO!!!!

love booster,,

lastnite... we (me n my bf) had a looong chit chat on the phone... smpai nk tertido2... haha.. (him.. him.. ;P) we talked about stuffs... yah, i miss him so.. i've said this in my previous post, rite? hm.. bt we aint seeing each other yet! padahal xdela jauh sgt... hm, i wonder! ;) so during our telecon, for the first time in my whole relationship w him, i really felt touched w d words coming out from his mouth... he does miss me soo bad! he said, "my monday seems soo gloomy without seeing you on the weeknds... mcm takde semangat je nk buat kerje..." wow! i dnt noe y... i rase sebak hearing him saying dat...and all... i dnt noe y, i juz felt that thr's a kiddy part of him needing me..to really caress him... i can still feel the sweetness in his voice tone.. n dat makes me adore him more n more.. well, honestly, its not easy to make him confess what's he's feeling inside... i noe him... he's such a manly man,,, ape pun pretend to be cool.. bt somehow mayb dah rindu sgt kot... ;P and mayb bcuz it was apparently our first time not meeting up during the weeknds. dat's y.. hm.. thank you sayang... dat's a total love booster for me!! im dying here, missing you.. and glad 2 noe dat u miss me too...

first timer~

hye.. hye.. tak sangke finally i managed to start my own blog... b4 ni duk berangan je... yahh, y huh? y did i start a blog?? i wonder... im not the type yg suke telling ppl about my things... bt i've been dreaming of having my own blogspot for quite sum tym... previously, when big things happened to me, to my family, n to my loved ones.., i started to think, gosh, i need to write this sumwer, sumthng dat i wil remember my whole life..n i wanted 2 keep it as a memory with a date stated on it.. kept in a nice cozy way... n well organized... so dat it wil remain not only in my heart bt in sumwer like this place called 'blogspot'... haha.. well, mayb i'll juz keep this for me.. mayb dis blog wil b like my e-diary... n yeah.. mayyb i wont b even publicityzing my blog... (wait, publicityzing isnt a word, rite? nvrmind.. this is my blog anyhow..) haha... so what's d point of all these? n one more thing, i dnt even hv d talent to write..like those i read from a few bloggers.. oh man, where did they learn to write dat way...? uhh, watever... so, dis is my blog.. read me!! =)

is this for realll...??