I Love Watching You Sleeping

as usual, i only slept for 3 hours lastnite.. at 1 br dpt tido, n 3.30 dh terjage... huwaaa!!! kacau2 huby jap, kot2 die terbgn, kate nk tgk man u match? hm.. tapi cubaan gagal.. huby gerak2 dan terlena blk... takpe la, asalkn man u menang, kn? :) well for me, biase la termenung, kuar masuk toilet, berangan, jln2 keliling bilik, n ckp2 ngn baby.. sempat la ajar baby zikir munajat.. hope u can remember suara merdu mummy ni.. hihiks.. n since i dun noe wat else to do, i did re-check my hospital bag kot2 ade pe pe lagi yg tertinggal. setakat ni evrythng seems fine. sume dh ade dlm bag. nursing bras, breast pads, maternity pads, disposable undies, going home outfit for me, n for d baby =), socks, bathrobe, receiving blanket, breastfeeding pillow dh ready.. baby carrier pn dh ready dlm kete... n hubby wil be incharged of the camera n vidcam sume. hm.. ape lagi eyy? tu je kot.. kn? hmm...

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Baby's room Prep Part II

Finally, the baby's corner is ready for our little one's arrival... alhamdulillah, thanx to daddy yg bertungkus lumus membuat semuanye from painting, to drilling to sweeping and all. this clarifies why hubby tak larat bgn mlm td to watch the match. syian die letih... && thanx to mummy for the very2 brilliant idea.. haha. up diri sendiri sket.. kasik can la nk dekat due ni... haih~ mksdnye pot-pet-pot-pet while hubby completes all the tasks! good job huby, good job! muahsx!! u deserve all the credits in the world...

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and now presenting... hubby's new hair cut... ;)

ni sempena menanti kehadiran our new family member... sabar ye huby, sket je lg ni.. insyaAllah :) nti baby lahir hubby nazar nk botak kn rambut kn??? hiks~

hubby dear, the reason i asked u out is bcuz.. i really want to buy that 'thing', like really really really want it so badly, n i want it now.. just consider this as my 'mengidam' as i never ever mintak pepe yg pelik lg kn b4 this... hehehe... n seriously, for now, i'd rather be walking than duduk diam mcm kt office ni.. walking (especially while shoppink.. ;P) makes me relax n helps me to forget about d senak perut... baby sempit dlm pewut ni b... huu... so jom la, kite pg klcc ptg ni k?? (operasi mengajak huby melalui blog bcuz buat2 merajuk tamau balas YM! huhu)

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p/s: thank God finally berjaya to change comments moderation setting since thr's a psychopath imitating all my frenz' comments. annoying, bukan? stewpid u! shuh.. shuh.. go away! Only pleasant visitors are welcomed here.

okey, that's all folks!

it's 2am in the morning

and i am not even close to sleeping. blegh~ how am i supposed to handle this? i juz slept around 11pm, n the baby woke me up.. i thought it was already 4 ke.. rupenye br 2am??? omg.. will it be like this until my labor? huwarggg.. i noe, i noe, it's a practice so that kite boleh cope tym baby lahir nti.. need to bangun tgh2 mlm n all.... but,.. i'm just not used to it yet!
our little baby sayang... its not dat im merungut about u k, dun get me wrong n jgn merajuk lagi like the other day when i asked daddy to make u stop treating my tummy as a dancing mat... mommy n daddy were so worried, u din even move a little... rupenye u are on ur way to the next level of ur development stage.. sibaik u did move when daddy started pujuk2 talking to you... amboi2, anak mommy n daddy ni dlm perut lagi dh pndai create attention. lately this lil baby sgt gemar stretching, n stay stretching at the same position without moving for quite a long period of tym... memule risau, but then setelah bertanye-tanye, n bace2.. rupenye its jus normal ujung2 pregnancy ni.. huwoh! takpe la baby syg, u do whatever u want, as long as u r healthy.. i dun mind the 'senak perut'.. huhu..

okey la, mommy needs to get some sleep. esok kerja! huwarghh!! eventhou yeh, i dun noe how, since thr's no such thing as comfortable sleeping position anymor, and yes, nothing works now.. td kul11 pn i need to like zikir byk2 kali smpai tertido sendiri... n now cfah ckp istighfar pulak smpai juta2 kali smpai tertido... i'll do it.. insyaAllah ;) oh btw, daddy cut his hair short, nti i'll upload his photo, hehe, kalau die kasik la, hee, kalau tak kasik pn upload je senyap2! and some updates on last weekend activities, later!

nite2 huby (sorry if the cahaya laptop wakes u up), nite2 baby, tido k! esok bgn same2 ngn mommy skali! nite everyone! :)

weekend antenatal class & check up

haiihh sad but true, not a single photo were captured during our antenatal class. Too focused, mayb? excited sgt... met a few familiar faces since it was held at Residence Hotel, Bangi... pusing2 org bangi jugak la yg i jmpe... hubby and I agreed that the class was interesting n worth going... especially for first-timers like us.. mmg most of the participants were first-timers except for a few yg mayb tak berkesempatan pg dulu... so saje2 attend... we gained so much info, we dont even realized we never knew it b4 ;) all the talks and trainings were conducted by specialist and reputable speakers... the sessions i love the most were the breathing technique during labor class and breastfeeding class! and now., i've started practicing... berlatih2 breathing, and umm.. breastfeeding? ahahahha. no la.

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Breathing techniques;

ade 2 stages. one is during contractions... and the other one is tym kite nk pushh... best sgt got to do it w our partner... and the main thing to bare in mind is to remain focus all the tym... and relax... kalau panic.. breathing technique ntah ke mane, push nye ntah ke mane... uhhh... i think i need a lot of practice... since i am the gelabah type.. huhu.. n yeah of course, i want a normal natural labor please... no injections, no gases, no epidurals, no vacuum, no forceps... pleasee!!! and ape tah lagi c-section, no please!!! pray for me ppl.

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Breastfeeding technique;

the speaker was very funny. she's a chinese mualaf.. shared her own experience breastfeeding her children. siap bwk a fake breast lagi to show example.. cute! she taught a very detailed effective technique to breastfeed. n mmg tekankn sgt2 how important breastfeeding is... mmg i dh psg niat from the very beginning, n hopefully i wil hv no problem to breastfeed my baby as maximum as i could... ameen....

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i got nervous evrytym we're goin for check ups... it just freaked me out to hear somethng bad... especially about my weight ke... which leads to high blood pressure ke... kencing manis ke..., the baby's condition ke... cuak tau, it makes my heart beating fast... but alhamdulillah, the last check up went pretty well.. i gained another 0.9kg in 2weeks... and now the baby weighs 2.3kgs already! thank God. she seems sehat.. and every part of the baby grows normally... except for her face yg agak sedih tym ultrasound... it made me worry la.. b4 check up we grabbed some icecream from a nearby store, daddy mkn magnum tak kasik mommy sket, i think dats y baby cebekkk... she wanted to taste some.. n taksuke mommy's yogurt icecream... haha... i think dat makes sense! it's daddy's fault! ;P

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persoalannya...... bila hubby nak potong rambut ni?????

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transformasi watsoeva

one year ago....

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September '08

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evolusi perkembangan after 8months of pregnancy. ni baru wajah ye, part lain jgn cite la.. haha... hakikatnye, hubby prefers the chubby face compared tu muke tajam nmpk tulang watsoever yg kt atas tu... or or.. he just nk sedapkn hati i... haha... bak kate my mum in law.. MUKE PENUH.. wahh.. terase sket hati kecilku ini.. kebetulan the wife of my huby's cousin yg kurus gila muke cekung (or muke tak penuh, haha) pn pregnant lewat a few weeks than me... my MIL met her recently n she said, dia muke tak penuh, n me MUKE PENUH... funny okey, even my FIL gelak when MIL said that... i pn gelak, eventhou dlm hati, aisyhh!!! ni makan dalam ni.. heeeuheuuu ;)
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well for me, after 8 months, perubahan di wajah yg obvious adalah;

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1) the nose gets bigger.. and disokong penuh oleh cfah.. tym webcam ngn dia... hidungku dah mcm Y terbalik... nk amek gmbr kot depan pn segan sudah... haha. i din do anythng about it thou. takkn nk makeup buat shadowing gelap plak kt bhgn tepi hidung mcm makeup2 pengantin tu kn... tak larat la pulak... so i juz live with it.

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2) the eyes appear smaller than usual. dh la my eyes mmg kecik, since bahagian bawah pipi jd a bit chubby, so mcm mengecikkn mate la in a way. takleh buat ape da.. eventho terase lebih best memakai contact lens, for now most of the time xcept if ade special occasion, i'll be wearing my spectacles. now my eyes tend to get watery easily. thnx to huby, blanje me a new speck w transition lenses. luv u!

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3) double chin yg melampau. yes. melampau okie. n this is the part on my face dat i am most worried about bcuz hubby ckp, double chin susah nk hilang.. blablabla... so skrg gune Loreal Massager tu gosok2 kasik kurg sket.. it didnt work thou! tp takpela, utk sedapkn hati. :)

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4) at certain period of pregnancy, akn tumbuh blemishes kt muke secare dahsat... bt this is normal due to hormonal changes i think... for me, during my first trimester dahsat jugak la at my forehead area... then i bertindak pantas menghadiahkn SKII utk diri sendiri.. thnx to me...

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5) bad breath - weird kn? ape kaitan? it really happens.. but i read sumwer that it is very normal. it might be bcuz of the hormonal changes, which causes an increase in the production of plaque on our teeth. and bcuz plaque kite ni contains sulfur yg produce bacteria.. sbb tu la berbau... so, everyday n nite i will pastikn i tak miss to gargle listerine...

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okey enuff la 5 changes kt muke... ni belum lagi tempat lain yg semuanya berubah,.. the backside of the neck and the underarm will bcome dark, as if ade daki2.. toxin org kate.. dun bother to scrub or anythng, takkn ilang until abes bersalin.. dgr2 cite org2 yg bpengalaman la... but i did, sbb geram sgt... lengan, peha, jari jemari tgn dan kaki, n of course the perut mengembang dgn jayenye.... and towards the end of pregnancy sakit belakang yg teramat sgt... oh n one more thing stretch marksss... skrg ni dh ade jugak at the lower side of my tummy... n still gagah menyapu the lóccitane supple oil yg huby beli... hm... lagi.. oh the endless toilet visits... smbil pejam mate kot masuk toilet...haha.. and the sleepless nights... pusing2 180 degree... just to get comfy and seram2 kot2 baby terpenyek.. hhaha.. pdhal doctor kate takyah risau pn about dat.. baby ade her own space inside the womb.. but still.. since she's getting bigger.. rase die macam sempit jer...

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despite of all those physical changes, byk jugak bende best tatkale pregnen ni, for example boss akn lebih berperikemanusiaan... tak kasik keje berat2 kt kite, hubby akn menjadi terlebih caring all the tym, dan sentiase akn mahu memenuhi kehendak kite (yg die mampu la)... kite dpt privilege utk tidak rase risau bile mkn dgn byknye... (the best part!) kecuali if doc dh warning (terus cuak gile!)... kite boleh demand nk bende mahal2 dgn care buat muke kempunan (or mayb just one reason yg seems kukuh awayy..)... cnfirm dpt... haha.. kwn2 pulak akn mengutamakn kite bile tgh lepak2 ade satu seat je kosong, cnfirm kite yg dpt duduk... oh and yg plg best adalah anugerah Allah yg tidak dpt ditukar ganti yg sgt2 tinggi nilainya, seorang cahaya mata, insyaAllah... eventhou belum lahir lg, the timbulan2 yg sumtyms wujud kt surface perut ni, mayb her tgn, or mayb her legs or siku.. i dun noe.. mmg dh sgt2 mengujakn... i loike!!! yes my lil baby, i noe u cant wait to see the world, no?? see you soon ;)

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so itu je kot for now...

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to kwn2 yg bakal pregnant lepas ni, get ready la ye... all the best!!!

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to mama yg dicintai, now i noe hw it feels like when kite "susah2" mengandungkn anak 9 bulan, then ended growing up not becoming what we expected the child to be... i noe u hav high expectations on me, all the tym... but sumtyms i forgot n did silly things.. im very sorry, i love you, mama. u are my evrythng!

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Baby's room Prep Part I

Currently, hubby and I are busy preparing for our baby's corner. For the first phase, not much yg dh settle... lastnite huby bertungkus lumus doing the drillings and all... to gantung the bed canopy and some accessories... the target is to be fully prepared when i reach my 36weeks of pregnancy. So we hav like another 2 weeks to get ready. to buy a few things yg belum dibeli... and yeah, hopefuly after that boleh relax2 tunggu mase jer... heee... boleh ke? b4 this evry weeknd mesti pg shopping.. to buy baby's stuff, dh tak ingt dh to splurge on ourselves... especially huby la kn.. dh lame ye tak shopping ur stuff huby??? hee... mulia sungguh hatimu. hehehehe. :) and mayb that 4weeks yg tinggal tu, we will just go jln2 kt park ke... smbil2 photoshoot, chewah berangan... okey, okey... so below ni ape yg dh siap until today.. baby's shelves blum pasang, n still searching for the best rocking chair for the mama... hiks~

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all things ready. diapers (cloth n disposable), check! wipes, check! toiletries, check! bathtub, check! cotton wool, check! hooded towels, check! washcloth, check! changing mat, check! breastfeeding set, check! disposable breastpads n nipple cream, check! sleep positioner, check! crib, bedding set, and baby pillow, check! receiving & swaddling blanket, check! baby carrier & car seat, check! baby stroller, check! fisher price swing, check! starter set outfit, check!

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so things left to buy ade la dlm 6-7 items. boleh kot in this two weeks time settle sume. insyaAllah... watching us super duper excited waiting for the baby's arrival... ma n ba alwiz remind us to make doa... thnx ma, thnx ba. mmg excited pn, especially me. megat cover2 sket. biasela nk menimang first cahaye mate... kasik chance ye sume org!! tikiu. tikiu..... n jgn lupe doakn kami, and aku yg akn bperang memutuskn 40 lebih urat2 darah dlm bdn (btul ke 40? ke 400? heh) soon, very very soon. OMG im getting nervous already!

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dun forget to pray for me ya! toodles!!

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31 weeks yeah baby yeah!

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So here's the latest update of my lil bundle of joy... she now weighs 1.5kgs, the head, abdomen, and leg size are normal, alhamdulillah... from the ultrasound check, the estimated due date is on the 28th May 2009. sile view the above video.. (hm, pardon the low quality, huby gune henpon je... and tersenget2 tu sbb huby pon excited duk tgk screen...hiks).. awal2 tu adalah the doc measuring her head, then the abdomen, seterusnye the kaki... then tunjuk the baby's 'kesulitan amat dikesali' area.. and last2 skali kelihatan wajah babyku... ihikss... oh tomey2! hee.

excited bukan?

"ya Allah, Kau sempurnakanlah kejadian tubuh badan bayi dalam kandunganku dan Kau sempurnakanlah juga akal fikirannya, jadikanlah bayi dalam kandunganku ini anak yg solehah, penyejuk mata, penghibur hati, penawar jantung kami... ameen"

2 months to go!! yeah, baybeh, yeah!

things with me aint very good currently. i always feel tired... i envy my pregnant friends who aint working.. eventhou they said dat they are perpetually bored to death... but they will have ample of tym to sleep, rest, eat n prepare all the baby's stuffs... oh how i wish i cud be them.. haaha. being the ungrateful me. but yeah, like wat baba said, "sape yg senang2 nk kasik awak 3k if awak tak keje...........??!" if only i hav the chick to answer, "you!!!" haha. then i kene PANGGG.... aduiii!

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undoubtfully, life so far is very challenging... coping with the heavy me, having backpain, and a fatigue body. well, i lost 0.3kg while my baby gained 0.4kg... huhu. no, im not worried bcuz i noe i've put on too much weight in the beginning of my pregnancy. so, dats good news for me. ;) so now is just the time for me to be patient, to try my best to cope w things, and to realize that these are all ujian from Him. while waiting for the baby to pop out, and of course after that is a whole new journey of life which i guess is much much more challenging.., n hm.. mayb exciting, and interesting, i think. at least i think it is.

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oh by the way, i've been searching for a maternity pillow... it looks smethng like this...

unfortunately the whole Mothercare in Malaysia takde this kind of maternity pillow. Anyone yg tahu kt mane nk carik, do tell me, k!!! thnks.. =)

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till then, cheers!

kepala angin?

heya. its been awhile since i updated my blog here. so many things r goin on rite now. and i dun really hav much tym for this. but today, i chose to giv myself a rest! nothing much to say, except that i'm being so so freakin worried after my last check up w my gynae. i'm putting too much weight. n the doc really made me scared. everyone except my parents n the doc were saying things like... "alaa.. normal la tu, n then u'll lose ur weight back"... but, but, since b4 preg and now 30weeks (approximately 7months) pregnant, i've already gained a solid 18kgs.... this is beyond normal, rite?!! (oh please tell me im wrong) how? how? how? what shud i do??? and the doctor kind of challenged me to gain just another 1kg for our nex visit which is.... this weekend!!! im so freakin nervous bcuz,.. i dun think i can achieve that. hu.. nasib la doc! i've tried my best thou... considering that i still havta eat for this little baby.. kalau tak, i dah naik turun gym dah skrg... n then terpk to join slimming program skrg... tapi takyah kacau perut.. just area2 yg lain jer kasik kurus... huhu. pastu my hubby ckp i dh mule nk ngarut.. huahua. d fact is, i'm super duper effing worrieddddd!!!! tapi kene makan sbb lapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! haha. emo kn? kn? yes, sy mmg emo! dan kepale angin! huhuhu.

to whom it may concern:
im very very sorry, awak terpakse tahan my kpale angin. i noe u've been extremely patient since my bad bad mood swing. thnx for coping w my kpale angin! i love you like no other.

okey2. enuff about the stressful part. mesti happy2 nk sambut baby. if not, baby pon kuar dlm keadaan stress, says hubby. sian baby mama... tak tak. mama tak stress. mama cool! ahaa~ so now, being in my third trimester, im getting bigger and heavier. and alhamdulillah, baby is growing fantastically. evrythng's normal. i can really feel her movements. at one point, mmg terbonjol my tummy dek her leg, or elbow or tgn. i dun noe. but it's amazing. an amazing feeling to see dat and to share the excitement with huby, and the rest of the family. for now, boleh dikatekn all the baby's essentials have been bought. excited ok! ade la tinggal a few things yg belum beli. tapi takpe we stil hv like 10 weeks to go shopping. insyaAllah. and well, well, i have a list of wishlist for my baby. tau, korg mesti perah otak nk kasik hadiah ape kt anak gue!!! ;PP bt still indecisive of whether to publicitize the wishlist or not. i dun noe, somehow, rase the idea of listing a wishlist ni mcm unnecessary. like, sukatilah org nk kasik hadiah ape kt kite kn.. bt sometimes org yg nak kasik hadiah, die tak sure nk beli ape utk kite, so at least we r giving ideas la kn... takde paksaan pon kn.. hehe. so, if say, i am about to release a wishlist, please noe that, those are the things yg i wud love to have la kn.... and so that u ppl my loved ones tak beli the things yg i dh ade... hihi.. perlu ke ckp psl ni? okey la. its just a thought.


Layan survey jap. i've been tagged in my FB by kak sara.

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
nope. life has been super great now w my hubby. wudnt want to change it w anythng.

2. what shirt are you wearing?
a floral pink-grey top. used to be joy's. tapi die da tamau.

3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
frenlist of FB? nope. my lovely galfrens terkecuali la.

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?
nope! the idea of giving virtual LV handbag is nonsense! lain la real punye kn. huh.

5. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?
tak ramai. sbb i seriously click je the 'confirm' column if ade friend request. gile! i dun realy fancy FB. haha. boring!

6. How many kids do you want to have?
as many as i can. insyaAllah. ameen.

7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yes, of course.

8. What name would you want besides the one you have?
never thought of any, i must say. tapi dulu2 tym men cikgu2 kt umah w my siblings, i duno y i always wanted them to call me 'cikgu liza'... hahaha... tak glemer btul!

9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
uhhh, dat's sick. nevaaaahh!!!

10. What did you do for your last birthday?
what did i do? i sat down, hoping for the best gift ever! ;PP

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
oh darling - the beatles!

12. What time did you wake up today?
uhh lmbt... im heavy la! and my body seems to be attached to the bed!

13. What were you doing two nights ago?
balik shopink baby's stuffs kt OU. penuh keta ooo. =)

14. Do you like having your hair pulled?
ohh.. when i had a really bad headache, that was wat my hubby did. n it worked!

15. Name something you can't wait to do.
cant wait for our bachelorette party this weeknd (minister suite, palace of d golden horses!) to celebrate ketamatan zaman bujang huda, adyra n dila. yeahhh!!!

16. Last time you saw your mom.
last nite. gossiping psl scandal kt ofishhh! haha.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
my bad attitude, my kpale angin, mayb?! huhu.

18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
simpan dlm tabung ;P or mayb will do some investments. jadik modal bisnes yg ku impikn.

19. How long have you worked at your current job?
almost 2 years... bleghhhh~

20. Have you ever talked to Tom?
tom? i remembered this one Tom during junior high. kejar fathiyyah n i kt this one shopping mall tym outing. (i bet u pon tak ingt kn yah???) haha. wth? muke rempit gile, tapi name tom.. ahh. btw, we never talked pon ;)

21. Describe the underwear you have on?
u describe yours la, pathetic!

22. Last thing you ate?
IKO wholegrain biscuit for breakfast?

23.What's your favorite month?
December, always.

24. Your least favorite month?
None.

25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
Cant remember la. i think its my black inner lycra shirt, n my faded skinny jeans yg dah tak muat due to massive weight gained. lemak sane sini.

26. Who is getting on your nerves right now?
alhamdulillah takde. evrythng's pretty good now.

27. Most visited webpage.
eonline.com, malaysiakini, harakahdaily, some blogs and yahoo! mail.

28. Last person you text messaged?
my husband.

29. Last person to make you Mad?
this guy in FMM, who made me come n go to shah alam twice in a day. erggg! and once, the next day. huu. thnk God evrythng is settled.

30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
well, apparently yes. hopefuly im wearing a bullet proof jacket and hopefully tadek sape la nk tembak my bestfriends... i love you guys!!

31. Favorite kind of drink?
air suam, fruit juices. no carbonated drinks anymor!

32. Favorite food?
the healthy ones. fruits.

33. Favorite dessert?
hot chocolate cake with ice-cream topping. yummy.

34. Have you been to Europe?
yeah, stayed thr for 4 years.

35. If someone you hated died, what would you do?
hm.. i cant recall anyone dat i hate rite now. bt if thr's one, i will still say 'innalillahiwainna ilaihi raji'un' and sedekah al-fatihah to him/her.

u make me feel beautiful

photos by hubby... love you loadsss!

xoxo.

inside my womb

my 23 (plusminus 2) weeks bundle of joy...

thnx for consistently moving sayang...

waking me up in the mornine...

and being a sweet lullaby during the night...

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love, mama

(auwww!! janggal for addressing myself as m-a-m-a)

currently reading!

a MUST READ to all preggers!! love it love it love it.

it feels like im having a virtual friend sharing the ups n downs of being pregnant...

sile lah bace wahai preggers sekalian..... highly recommended!

yg belum preg tu kalau suke berangan2, bleh la bace juge ;))

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Sophie Kinsella's SHOPAHOLIC & BABY

breakfast, lunch & dinner

my crave!!!!

i want it for bfast, for lunch, n for dner... tq.

tolong hantar kiwi fruit byk2 ke rumah saye.....

i'll be waitinkk ;)

Is it a boy? or is it a girl??

Im getting excited about this baby thingy... n now starting to do baby gears survey... ahhaaa... my huby is very excited as well, and to my surprise, he giddily bought 3 pairs of infant clothes... i bet he cudnt resist the cuteness of those tiny tiny clothes.. me too! huhu. but at dat time we havent noe the gender yet, so beli neutral kaler je la... cant wait for the nex check up, d doc said we might noe the gender by dat time... here's a video of d lil baby in my tummy... agak blurr bcuz it was only a 2D ultrosound scan.... we gona hav a 4D ultrasound perhaps in my 3rd trimester later on... insyaAllah... a better clearer image of the baby can be seen.. so here goes;

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last saturday was my second check up... n guess what?? i've got to noe the gender of my baby already.... best kn?? i was so so nervous n so so excited at the same time.... my hubby and i both berdebar-debar giler when the doc was about to announce the gender... and she said;

it is 99% a............
GIRL!

we are both very happy.. since this will be our first bundle of joy... we accept Allah's gift with an open and a happy heart... alhamdulillah.. so now dh boleh cari2 name... and buy girly stuffs for our lil baby... do pray for me ppl... harap2 selamat la semuanya... ameen...

Baby Bump Bump Bump

I'm about plus minus 15 weeks pregnant...

and this is how my tummy looks like...

big haihhh???

food

is my bestfren for now... thank you!

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Thanx to natrah, for this cutey cutey cupcakes!!

it not only looks good, it tastes incredibly delicious as well...

i want moreee, please.

being the current me.

"you are FAT!" they say...
for God sake u guys,

i am

PREGNANT!

yes, i am fat... n i produce sweat... heuheu.. the prove is up thr.. those were d photos of me n frenz during cupcakes fiesta at fathiyyah's... hm, what to do, man? i am pregnant. my baby needs food... and i'd practically threw up evrytym i ate smething, i need to feed myself and also the baby back... dats y they keep seeing me eating... being 3months+ pregg, i admit throwing up is definitely very tiring... my throat hurts a lot.. and i really need to experiment d foods coming into my mouth... so korang yg tak pregnant tu... (especially guys! yg mmg confirm xkn preg smpai bebile unless u do smethng 2 urselves.. hoho) dun act like u noe evrythng... dun act like u understand me at all!!! i hate it...!!!! n for now, i wud juz keep eating as it is good for d baby... i'm literally ignoring u ppl for my baby! n when the time comes, i'll prove u... i'll be in shape again. insyaAllah... oh by the way, despite of how i do really miss shopping... deeply in my heart... i, too, really really miss workin' out at the gym... i really miss my workout routine... since i've postponed my membership at california fitness, so tak dpt la pg lagi.. poor huby to hav to go thr alone... tu yg buat liat je die nk pg... heh.. sabar ye syg, nti abesh pantang kite workout sesame lagik k.... ;) so, skrg ni.. my exercises are walking, swimming, and err... toot!! secret, censored! ;PPPP okey la... i juz planned a great OWN home project with Huda! muahsx muahsx! tenks a lot dear! Tak sabar! Nantikan kemunculannye.. ;)

Cuppycakes, yummy!

First, it was at fathiyyah's houz. then, it was me alone, doing it at home. its kind of an addiction... thnx to fathiyyah who was so kind to throw us the first cupcakes fiesta, last two weeks. attended by me, jaja, adek, huda, nas, and ady. total fun. we really got dirty at the kitchen.. ahuks.. my 2nd tym to hang out w frens since being a wife.. the first tym was during mizah's engagement.. bt at dat tym i was so worried bcuz we juz got married and megat had to stay alone at home... hehe, thnk God he was independant enuff to do his own stuff (of course la kn!).. it was juz me worrying too much. tym kt umah fathiyyah ni pule, he planned a futsal gathering w his x-skoolmates, so i lega!! ;) talking about baking cupcakes, the best part is always the decorating part.. sume org pun excited... masing2 menunjukkn kreativiti msg2.. haha, tp biasela, as a first timer, mmg tgn keras la kn... tp best je, we really njoyed our *nasty* designs... hiks... i did a lil smethng for megat, since the next day was our 100th day of marriage. =) he liked it, but then tak sempat nk mkn my two nieces dah habiskn.. aiyoo! those two lil kids were crazy about the buttercream icing... cupcake nye tak mkn pon... nasibaik they got their aunty who is so open to foods currently.. (ehem, menjeling myself!) so i ate them all... ;)


since tak puas designing, decorating and eating the cupcakes.. last wednesday after work, i headed to Yummy bakery (a nearby grocery) and spent almost rm100 to buy my very own baking & decorating equipments and went straight away home and baked the cuppycakes. sgt2 teruja.. kt ofis pon i was thinkg of how im gona design my cupcakes.. hehe.. mmg bersemangat waja la kn... eventho i reached home at 7, sunyi sepi je rumah, no one was at home except for bibik. since ma was away to aussie, ba pon takde la blk awal sgt from the ofis.. amad ade skool trip to terengganu.. so, it was me alone.. bibik was surprised, apesal la aku duk kecah2 kt dapur, pdhal before this blk from ofis i mesti straight away masuk bilik, mandi2 n tgu my huby pulang smbil tgk tv.. haha, lantak la.. mengidam cupcake punye psl... tak sempat habis baking, huby smpai.. i stopped for dner, then sambung dgn dibantu HEBAT oleh huby.. hehe.. proud of you! he was the one doing the stirrings.. smpai lenguh2 tgn?! ;) && of course la decorating... hehe. comeyl. ini antara hasil tgn my huby... ;PP