Second of August Two-Thousand-Nine

dah lame dah second of august berlalu. tapi baru nk update. heee.. rase macam baru je kenal megat yusrizal tu. and macam baru je terime a text message from him saying, "u look pretty today".. haha. ayat ngorat old skool. well, that was how it all started... n that was 2-3 years ago... tak sangka.. dah ada hasil pn sekarang ni... OMG... how time flies.... if nak diceritakan segala perasaan memang tak habis kt blog ni.. so let me just keep it short here... (n the rest kite borak2 lenkali k :p)

i received an award on dat very special day... have a look...

waaaaa... of all the three presents dat i loooove so much,.. im sooo soo sooo touched with this one, seriously... i mean, i din noe hubby is this sweet... eventhou i'm very far from perfect.. and he knows dat well.. u r the number one person who knows all my flaws yet u awarded me with this anugerah... u r too sweet tau sayang... thank you thank you thank you... *take a bow*

dearest hubby,
i'm very fortunate to have you as my husband, bcuz i noe your love is so true. you always have your own special way in the things you do... dat's what always makes me feel brand new.. u noe how to spice things up... n make my life very interesting and never boring... yes, u do! but i noe, our life together will not always be easy... we have ups and downs... but i believe, and i hope u believe it too... that that has made our relationship more sound... just one thing i need u to noe...
i love u so much.. and it's more than i show... trust me!
i'm so thankful u found me.. hehe.. :p
happy 1st anniversary.... muahsxx

**medal tersebut telah dipakai oleh saye di hari kejadian sehingga membuatkan saya diluati (membuat orang lain meluat) oleh ibu bapa dan adik beradik yang lain.. ahh.. i dun care... :p**

Out and About

wahhh.. bznye i sejak bergelar mommy. (duhh.. baru sorg anak...)

2nd Aug - it was our first year anniversary. Tahniah buat kami berdua. :)'

If kat geni.com, it is stated as "Paper Anniversary" = Jubli Kertas

hehe. baru setahun jagung.

7th Aug - Dila akad nikah at Putrajaya Mosque. selamat lagi sorg kawan i! tahniah dila n ujai.

8th Aug - Pg reception Dila kt Precint 8, Putrajaya tanpa hubby. hubby demam teruk. panas sgt badan. syian... Dila & Ujai dah selamat pg honeymoon dh ni :) n then we (cfah, sya, zara n i) went to our childhood neighbour's house. ade kenduri cukur jambul baby iris. wah tak sangke byk familiar faces.. maklum la semua jiran2 je.. fun!

9th Aug - zara turned 3-months old. ee, dh besar dh anak mommy. on the way blk umah from inlaws in klang, singgah sunway piramid to celebrate zara 3months n our anniversary skali. plus huby kate nk belikn mommy hadiah anniversary. wink wink :P bt it happened that i tak bape berkenan sgt w dat CK handbag yg huby suke tu... huhu. y eh? bile btul2 nk beli salu rase cam tak berkenan d hati, bt bile tgh tak bpe nk cari sgt tu.. wah22 bukan main lagi rase cantik n nk gile2 those handbags! haha. nafsu2.. setan2... shuh! shuh! jadinye beli la ape yg berkenan... hehe.. yayy saye ade byk present anniversary.. thnx huby! when i asked huby what do you want for our anniversary? he said.. "hm.. timing belt kete dh nk kene tuka.. tolong bayarkn cukup la..." erkkk... hm, hm, talking about practical present la kn... tah pape :p

10th Aug - attended baby rafiq's cukur jambul.. sungguh macho rafiq berjubah biru dan kopiah.. ahuks~ and oh oh, happy "paper" anniversary to Kasara & hubby :) finally dpt juga jmpe u guys. tp slack i tetgl camre dat day.. kelam kabut k! siap tak puas sehari, the next day i dtg lagi ur house.. hihihi :P first tym rasenye directly jmpe kasara.. b4 this knal pn bcuz of other connections in so many ways. hehe. kn? kn? her late mum was my bahasa teacher during primary, afif (her brother) was my classmate during primary, kasara plak was my bro's classmate in maahad, kasara's dad plak used to work kt Eng Faculty, UPM same mcm my parents.. ade lagi ni.. i rase my sister pn ade mcm satu tadika ke ape dgn adik kasara. hehehe. n kebetulan plak.. her huby was my super senior kt mechanical eng, utm.. hehe.... so mayb dat explains y we can easily bond, kn? kn? hehe. too much info eyh? takpe laaa... :)

16th Aug - visited hubby's cousin (faiz) yg baru dpt baby jugak. one month younger than zara... tomey tomey.. named izzah umaira... miza (faiz's wife) baru je abes pantang. tahniah! hehe. mmg putih gebu sgt maira.. comel. tp belum ade 'michelin' thigh lagi.. tgu la another 1 month.. pasti ada! hiks..

psstt.. sepanjang ma n ba takde 10 hari kt china. mcm2 bende tak best terjadi... hubby demam, cfah demam, nuha demam, amad hampir demam... batuk, selsema, soar throat sume takyah ckp la.. i pulak ntah kene allergic ape ntah.. naik bengkak2 satu bdn smpai muka2 bengkak... mmg angelina jolie habis la my lips.. tp sebelah bibir je. haha. modem router kene sambar petir la... astro rosak la... haih macam2... ujian2... thnk God evrythng is OK now.

Here Comes Reality

I just got back from Phuket. I'm having a mix of emotion here. A part of me still misses phuket a lot. the beaches, the islands, the cloud, the sunset, the food, and most of all the "friendship"... i miss u guys in phuket... :) n yes, another part of me is dying to be home.......... it's obvious isnt it? i was so sick thinking of zara back at home. almost evry nite i nangis teringatkn zara... tym tu la terpk.. we shud have brought her along... haiyaa... sedeyy... tp tym siang kurang sket la sbb boleh call umah n tanye2 keadaan zara.. n mama pn will call us if zara dh bangun n tgh borak2 making those cute soundsss... tak sangke plak sgt menyeksakn... mesti ada yg bace ni akn ckp, "i told u so!"... hehehe... sibaik ade huby... he was d one comforting me smbil2 comfort kn diri sendiri jugak... nti zara besar sket kite pg phuket same2 k sayang... :) rindu kt zara smpai i terpakse (terpakse k!) amek cuti lg satu hari bile smpai mesia just to be with zara n lepaskn rinduuu... surprisingly, zara bergayut at my b**bs all dayyyy long tanpa henti last tuesday. mayb die sgt2 merindui favourite die ni... tp mmg best, terase d bonding between a mom n a child yg sgt kuat di situ. mmg she refused to let go even for a sec. sambil2 i pn boleh rehatkn badan doin nothing! and i promise myself... i'll never leave her again. so for the next vacation, mmg niat nk bwk zara skali. kene buat passport cepat2...

okey.. nk cite psl phuket.. terlampau pnjg. i will, but later! haha. teringat bali vacation pn i tak cite habis kt sini.. kuang3... nti nk upload piccas skali.... tungguu!!!!!

ni upload gmbr cuti2 jakarta dulu, photo by my darling zati :)

and oh yes, ade gmbr phuket sket di sini and di sini

toodles!

kanakkanak memakai kaftan

the girls look so matang wearing kaftan k!

planned to jahit one for zara. hihihiks.

ma, ba n nuha went to Kelantan last 2 weeks.

mereka borong byk gila kain tatau la bila nk tempah n pakai...

nk buat bisnes mmg jauh skali la kn,. hahaha...

n dorg la yg belikn kaftan kanak2 ini.. sungguh comel!

quality gambar yg hampeh. bt dun care.

(sesape nk blanje SLR?)

hari dukacita

kebetulan pulak today adalah hari dukacita saye.
(haha, kau budget kau robot ke nk set kn hr ni leh sedih, hr len kene happy?)

tapi hakikatnye..
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(
hari ni sy sedih.

let me cry here, please.
for once.

hug me, comfort me, wipe my tears.
giv me your shoulder, i wana cry on.
:((

i spoilt my slimming diet

why why why?


why did i drink that super cold vanilla milkshake, while i've been ordering fresh orange with no ice and no sugar all these while??

why did i take those oily yummy yummy yum (err) french fries while i've been limitting myself to one tablespoon of rice per meal???

why? why? why?

argggg... sesal sekejap.

ye, saye mmg sukar to control my intake of yummy foods. in fact, i dun believe in slimming down by not eating.. bcuz we need energy to burn fats! the secret is to eat moderately. n yes, workout! workout! workout! i personally loooovee working out and hv been doing it since college. but need to change a lil bit, since tym tu belum kawen belum beranak takde flabs watsoeva.

now, i really need to reduce the amount of food, work the abs, work the muscles! n burn! burn! burn that calory! haha. ni gaye denise austin dlm cd aerobic... :) oh ya! currently sgt sgt sgt suke pilates.. my pilates cd is by denise austin jugak, bcuz dah biase dgn dia.. haha. fun! n i hav to say, sgt mencabar! me likeyyy! pilates mmg bagus to slimdown, concentrating on areas like the tummy, thigh, bun, waistline n etcetra. highly recommended for those yg nk toned up the body! ye la, kekdg org tu kurus, tp takde 'shape'... so pilates is good for that! :) chwah, cite psl workout supaye rase serba salah mkn smlm hilang sket...

so tghr td i went home.. utk menyedapkn hati, mkn la wholemeal bread w tuna. kenyang n sedap. thank u :p

and, and, the best part... dpt jumpe babyzara kt umah.. tgh tido.. tp nk dukung jugak.. haha. sian anak saye. tidurnya tergnggu. n stil lena plak tu wpn didukung... so i buli dia... hiks hiks..

bye!

Happy 2 Months

today, babyzara genap 2months. she's getting bigger n longer. hihi. just look at the picture, dh nk dkat same pnjg dgn lamaze inchworm ni... which is 60cm long. so far okey la duk ngn bibik... i juz bought her baby einstein's cds a few weeks ago. so if die tamo tido, i asked nely to put her on d swing ngadap d tv, n pasangkn dat cd. b4 this penah psgkn d cd, n her eyes was wide opened, n she wasnt making any sound. khusyuk je... mksdnye she was bz watching n listening to it la kot. so lega la dh ade smethng for her play time, for now.

happy 2months dear daughter!

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this was on monday... huby mc sbb tak bpe sedap badan.. so ade la tym for him to play w zara... but ended up due2 terbongkang cmni kt sofa... hehehe... comel je kesayangan saye 2 org ni... gerammmm!!! oh ye, baby zara dh gune pacifier. huhu~

haaa.. yg ni pulak babyzara yg tgh landing ikut sedap bdn die je... terlentok je dgn gaye kura2... mmg sedap ey landing kt mommy?

n here's daddy changing zara's diaper... zara ni poo sehari sekali je.. tapi massive!!!! nw dh masuk 2 bulan dh makin ucuk acam.. ehehe.. luv u baby!

and finally this is me, looking chubby as alwiz. outing w cfah n amad to midvalley. first tym bwk zara to midval. pkai stroller zara tak bpe suke sgt.. mayb die rase alone kot dlm tu... so merengek rengek jugak die at times. dh la lupe bwk pacey die, terpakse beli br kt toys r us. i wish i bole pkai d baby bjorn carrier.. sbb if bwk zara gune carrier die mmg tdo je all through the outing. lega sket... tp i segan la. hehe. daddy je yg sesuai pkai. hiks~

oh hmm... i dh citer ke dat i am now on diet? yep, yep. yes i am. so jgn la ajak mkn best2 skrg ni... bcuz nafsu makan saye sgt kuat. please dont! ajak la saye buat aktiviti yg menguruskn badan seperti jogging ke, swimming ke, gym-ing ke... please ye kwn2! support sket :)

i started my slimming regime on Monday, 29 June 09. until now br turun 3kgs (it has been 10 days already) my target is to lose another 6-8kgs in 2months. well, the earlier the better. tp i takmau la crush diet. it shud be a healthy one, since i'm BFing. so 2 months should be fine i think. doa-doakanlah ye! ameen.

First Day at Work!

after 2months enjoying myself like there's no tomorrow.. here comes reality...

well,well, as for the first day, mmg i planned to warm myself up je. haha. buat mcm opis sendiri lak, nk warm up warm up bagai. ye la. dh lame tak masuk ofis, i was so blurr of where n how to start my work.. lalalaaa~ masih teringat wajah zara b4 gerak to ofis dis morning.. ntah kenape she was so happy senyum lebarrrr sgt tau! huu. tak smpt capture her pic, dh lmbt.. bt seriously a bit weird apesal die happy semacam... i went in and out of the house several times... tgk zara....... aaaaaa~ when i said goodbye, bertambah lebar die senyum. as if she was saying, "bye bye mommy, i'll be doing good at home w bibik!" haih! saje je buat mommy rindu! seriously i miss u now! cant wait to go home.. cepat la kul6! i wanna hug u, kiss u, i wanna see ur cute lil face. ok dah dah. control2. huhu. mayb awal2 je kot cmni.... hee

okey back to my work thingy.. as i said, hr ni warm up je. list down my task. n esok br stat keje btul2. this morning i was welcomed w a huge oh-so-now-u-r-a-mom smile from my boss! then at 11 terus ade meeting kononnye celebrating me, tp sbnanye thr's a new task for me. huhu. and a big lunch treated by him. well, mr ralph, im on diet.. u wont waste much! :P actually i was planning to go home during lunch time, bcuz nk jmpe babyzara sgt2... n since ofis to home is juz 20mins.. ape la salahnye blk kn... tp tue la. my boss mcm excited plak, "guys lets hv lunch sumwer to celebrate amalina..." haih, if die tak sebut my name tu, i nk chiow je ckp, i need to go home... tp, tak smpai ati lak... so i called bik neli tanye is evrythng fine.. and die kate okey je.. zara baru pas mandi n minum susu.. n tewus tdo..., then, off we go! i ordered sandwich n fresh orange w no ice n no sugar. n boss sarcastically responded, "are u getting old?"... hahaha. funny!

so dat was it.. and when ralph asked me.. "please answer us honestly, amalina, did u ever missed ur colleague during ur maternity leave?".. errrrr... honestly, honestly? hm. and he answered himself, "nope"... hahahaha... emo la org tua ni. hahaha. sbnanye ade la sket ;p i mean i miss working, bcuz when i'm working, somehow i feel like evrythng is more organized.

hah. okey la. entry kali ni, byk conversation dgn boss plak. adekah saye rindu boss? blueks :P

till then, bye!

Current Obsession

bam bam kn anak i? after her 1-month check up dat day, she has gained quite a weight. nw dh 4kg... yeayyy!!! cant get enuff of you la lil sweetheart.. hee.. my blog nw is flooded w this lil precious one's faces n stories. so sape yg boring tu, tak usah la bazir waktu di sini... well for me, this is the most exciting thing in my life... n my current obsession!
!!

p/s: well, excited jugak about our phuket trip this july... zati, mizah, jaja, asuer, fathiyyah, wehh mane korg?? we need to meet up n discuzz... :)

Congratulations Mizah & Apai

5th June 09. this lovely lady finally tied the knot w her steady boyfren, apai. alhamdulillah smpai jugak ke jinjang pelamin setelah bercinta since.. umm forever. im so so so happy for you, mizah!!! (both of them adalah ex-smkj3 juga)

thnk God i managed to come to the akad nikah ceremony. tinggal baby dgn daddy kjap mlm tu ;) congrats dear mizah!

selamat menempuh alam rumahtangge yg exciting and of course challenging.

jadilah isteri yg solehah! luv ya dear :)

happy honeymoon!!