my lil' smiler

sun bathing zara

a week old baby zara.. forced to sunbath since her jaundice level was a bit high. thnk God she wasnt warded. tym ni kuruih je nmpk baby zara. minum susu byk2 k! :)

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zara's bathtime

2 weeks old baby zara. she's quite a smiler, aint she?? memule dulu berani tak berani jugak la nk pegang die tym mandi.. kecik sgt.. sibaik ade bidan n my sis in law tolong.. n nw dorg dh tade.. pndai2 la sendiri. hubby siap study kt youtube lagi.. bravo huby! now dh expert.. hehe... anak mommy ni sibaik suke mandi... happy je die nk masuk bathtub... die rase warm agaknye... alhamdulillah, tak byk ragam.

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zara's bedtime

2 weeks old baby zara in her mini-crib. still curling like when she was in the womb :) dh 2 weeks ni, obvious sgt the chick semakin bam bam. ahhh i like! cant wait to hear her voice.

Nama Diberi

Puteri Zara Adeena

Puteri: Keturunan Daddy :)
Zara: Bright as the Dawn

Adeena: Pious & Good Luck

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gambar: baby zara on her aquarium swing.. supervised by kakak caca yg baru balik skolah al-amin. :)

The Very Entry

Lamenye tak update. hr ni br rase ade mood. today, im goin to share my experience giving birth to my lil bundle of joy named Puteri Zara Adeena.

So here goes...

9th May 2009. It was 8 o'clock in the morning when maba tgh siap2 getting their luggages into the car. ma n ba wil b gone to syria until 21st of May. since, my due is on the 22nd or mayb later.. kitorg mcm konfiden sempat la maba blk b4 zara lahir. tym kt klia tu, one of mum's staff ckp.. "eh, ni mcm dh nk meletup ni"... huhu. i noe i noe. pewut besya! before gerak balik, we had a heavy breakfast at mcD. mmg heavy breakfast mcm tau2 je smethng's gona happen. Gmbr di bwh adalah sya n hanan at mcD KLIA di hari kejadian.

Lepas bfast and say goodbye to ma n ba, huby n i, sya n hanan blk n plan nk tewus pg check up... tp those two kids mcm dh gaduh2 kt blkg kete bcuz bgn awal due2 mcm nk space utk tido, we sent them home first duk ngn bibik. then tewus ke hospital pakar an-nur jumpe dr. kham. lalalaaa... dgn slumbernye menunggu turn, mcm biasela timbang berat (OMG tym tu i weigh 70kg... mksdnye i've gained 23kg... mantap sungguh) then check blood pressure n urine.. sume normal.. n tewus scan baby... uwah3.. mmg baby zara men nyorok2 tamau kasik nmpk muke.. huhu.. rupenye baby ade agenda lain for mommy n daddy. doc siap dh tatau nk capture part mane. so kitorg ckp, amek la gmbr tapak kaki die tu,.. hii.. so adela satu pic tapak kaki baby zara tym dlm pewut.. gmbr kt bwh ni tym tgu turn... last gmbr huge baby bump!

then dr kham asked about the baby's movement. i told her dat d baby's not moving much compared to last week. i thought it was normal la since d baby makin besar n space makin limited for d baby. doc suggest buat CTG to check d baby's heartbeat... so hubby n i pg la naik wad.. smbil buat CTG, hubby ligat la ketik2 photos... result CTG la, gmbr mommy la.. gmbr kete waja baba yg dipandu oleh student phD nye yg die ternmpk dr tingkap.. haha. okey tade kaitan.

tgh syiok2 bergambr smbil ketawe riang, one of bidan HPAN dtg.. die tgk result CTG tu n she asked.. ni amek2 gmbr ni.. faham ke ape maknenye...? hee.. kitorg hanye mampu tersenyum.. bab heartrate baby tu faham la.. normal bcuz stil within 120-160... yg graph bwh tu tak bpe phm.. okeyhh ni lah rupe bentuk resultnye...

"ni dh boleh jd mak ayah ni hr ni"... kate bidan... hm.. kami tergamam.. dh tak ketik2 photo lagi.. n takde nk pose2 buat peace lagi dah.. huhu.. rupenye kalau ikut result tu, i dh ade contractions evry 10mins.. boleh ke i tak sedar??? huuuuu... logik la sbb first tym ni nk bersalin... mmg i felt like d baby mengeras.. tp tatau plak tu contraction.. haha.. then d nurse suh tgu, dr. kham will come in a short while (la sgt).. dr kul 1.30 camtu tgu.. kul 2.30 br dtg kot.. saba je.. ye lah doc pn nk lunch jugak.. tp kami? huhu. smbil tu duk pk2 bisik2 berdua, wat if it really happens today.. haha.. mcm still in shock lagi dedue pn..

dr. kham came, and.. die check bawah..... "dh 3cm dialated.." whhaaaaatttt????? okie okie. relax2... doc advised us to admit since dh ade dialation and baby kurg gerak.. hm. hm. nk tanak mestila ikut ape yg gynae kite advise kn... wpn dlm hati.. oh im so not ready for this. dh la maba baru je pergiiiiiiii.. waaa... tp ku tabahkn hati, n eventhou i noe huby himself was very nervous too, still he put himself together juz to comfort me.

so at around 3pm, dr. kham pecahkn my waterbag... uhh. lepas air ketuban pecah mmg contraction akn makin frequent and lebih intense lagi... tym ni la breathing technique yg dipelajari sgt berguna.. heee.. utk first baby, salunye amek mase up to 24hrs utk bersalin after pecah air ketuban.. so huby decided to blk solat gedebak gedebuk, amek my hospital bag n bantal sume.. fuhh.. sibaik dh prepare okie...

huu.. i was hoping huby cpat2 je dtg blk.. cuz i hv no one to pinch tym intense contraction ntiii... tp tym ni okey lg, bcuz boleh lg sms2 org.. tried to call maba, but obviously tak dpt bcuz dorg stil atas flight.. soi texted my bestfren, zati. just to tell yg i dh admit.. habeh satu kampung die ajak visit i.. haha kidding. but she did tell my closest friends. n dia kate nk dtg. i pn okey la. bidan masuk check, dh 5cm bukaannye.

after being monitored until around 6pm, i was sent to the labor room.. tym ni contraction sgt kuat.. dh smpai once evry 4-5mins... kat labor room sorg je boleh teman evry single tym... so when zati n mizah came.. dorg bergilir la dgn huby... heee... both of them smpt la tgk i breathing tym contraction.. haha. malunyer.. bt thnks galss, kehadiran korg sgt bermakne. baby zara shud noe that.. tym xde contraction boleh la borak2 sket ngn dorg. bile nk kt smpai contraction tu.. habesla tgn dorg ku pegang erat.. at one point smpai dh takleh thn i suh zati pggl megat..

tym tu contraction 3 mins sekali.. n more intense... dh nk nanges sgt... sakittt mmg Tuhan je yg tauu.. doc dtg check bwh.. dh 7cm... blum lagi.. tp i dah terase mcm nk terkeluar dh..... sgt2... then kayana n my big bro dtg.. anta honey suh minum kasik energy.. hueuhue.. ape pn tak smpat minum kot. termasuk la air rumput fatimah pemberian zana. zana ckp start minum 2 weeks b4 delivery date. hah, kn br je nk rendam semalaman. sorry guys but thnks a bunch for being so caring.

okey nw, sakit yg teramat sgt.. genggam tgn huby kuat2.. nasibaik huby dpt thn, he kept saying dat i'm strong... tym ni muke huby dh btul2 serius, n die tadek buat lawak lagi mcm tym light contraction... kalau buat lwk mmg nk kene pelempang sulung.. haha.. selawat byk2 bg i tenang... perut dh terase lapar since tak lunch.. perut kosong.. tp gagahkn jugala, thn saket, n nk cepat2 je baby kuar... huby suap secebis kurma,.. tp tak bleh thn, dh masuk angin, habis i termuntah mcD smbil tahan contraction... huhu.. syian huby.. kene baju die sket... sorry...

well ade sikit sakit hati dgn si bidan name apentah.. tym i betul2 rase kepale baby mcm dh nk kluar... die boleh suruh i kepit kaki,.. i tau sgt die suruh tu bcuz doc tak smpai lagi... geram btul.. then die ckp "jgn teran, jgn teran, tarik nafas".. for godsake i tak teran langsung okey, d baby yg push herself to kluar... sempat jugak la i menjwb sket smbil tahan sakit.. geram k dgn bidan tu... gile ke nk tarik nafas smbil kepit kaki tym baby tu cm push herself out? lantak la, i kangkang je, takleh thn... n tym doc smpai.. haa. kelam kabut sume prepare2 sume.. dr kham siap sound the bidan.. "takyah ajar2 sgt, she knew it already.. siapkn ni cepat" smbil suh ie prepare drain sume2 tu. dr kham tau i attended d antenatal class sume.. kang dorg ajar lain, buat confuse jer... tym nk terberanak tu, dh tak pk ape dah, kamera sume,, huby pn dh terlupe, layan my tahan sakit. sibaik dr. kham ingtkn, ayahnye kalau nk amek video ke boleh la.. dr tepi.. bcuz an-nur mmg jage la kite punye aurat sume. heh.. huby pn dgn sblh tgn holding my hand, the other hand mencapai vid cam, smpt la amek video baby zara lahir. just in about trice pushing, keluar la my lil baby girl making her very entry. Alhamdulillah. Baby dibersihkn, n given to us, trus i try to breastfeed, mmg takde susu.., but the colostrum mayb ade. so try je kasik... daddy recited d azan n iqamat at both baby's ears. then suap d taste of kurma. what we call dat eh? tak ingt, but to kuatkn d baby's rahang utk BF. so dat's it. lahirlah puteri sulungku....... gmbr spt di bwh baby zara (a few minutes old):

Puteri Zara Adeena bt Megat Yusrizal

9th May 2009

7:42pm

52cm

2.85kgs


Perasaan??

Pastilah sukar digambarkn dgn kate2.... the moment dgr baby yg baru kluar dr perut kite nangis, n nmpk die depan mate.. mmg speechless.. kesakitan tym bersalin tu hilang serta merta... alhamdulillah, semuanya selamat. its a new journey for me n huby. things wil be diferent after this. my dear child, mommy & daddy wil alwiz pray for ur health, be a good girl, solehah, secantik namamu.. semoge selamat dunia akhirat.

wish me luck ppl!

I Love Watching You Sleeping

as usual, i only slept for 3 hours lastnite.. at 1 br dpt tido, n 3.30 dh terjage... huwaaa!!! kacau2 huby jap, kot2 die terbgn, kate nk tgk man u match? hm.. tapi cubaan gagal.. huby gerak2 dan terlena blk... takpe la, asalkn man u menang, kn? :) well for me, biase la termenung, kuar masuk toilet, berangan, jln2 keliling bilik, n ckp2 ngn baby.. sempat la ajar baby zikir munajat.. hope u can remember suara merdu mummy ni.. hihiks.. n since i dun noe wat else to do, i did re-check my hospital bag kot2 ade pe pe lagi yg tertinggal. setakat ni evrythng seems fine. sume dh ade dlm bag. nursing bras, breast pads, maternity pads, disposable undies, going home outfit for me, n for d baby =), socks, bathrobe, receiving blanket, breastfeeding pillow dh ready.. baby carrier pn dh ready dlm kete... n hubby wil be incharged of the camera n vidcam sume. hm.. ape lagi eyy? tu je kot.. kn? hmm...

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Baby's room Prep Part II

Finally, the baby's corner is ready for our little one's arrival... alhamdulillah, thanx to daddy yg bertungkus lumus membuat semuanye from painting, to drilling to sweeping and all. this clarifies why hubby tak larat bgn mlm td to watch the match. syian die letih... && thanx to mummy for the very2 brilliant idea.. haha. up diri sendiri sket.. kasik can la nk dekat due ni... haih~ mksdnye pot-pet-pot-pet while hubby completes all the tasks! good job huby, good job! muahsx!! u deserve all the credits in the world...

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and now presenting... hubby's new hair cut... ;)

ni sempena menanti kehadiran our new family member... sabar ye huby, sket je lg ni.. insyaAllah :) nti baby lahir hubby nazar nk botak kn rambut kn??? hiks~

hubby dear, the reason i asked u out is bcuz.. i really want to buy that 'thing', like really really really want it so badly, n i want it now.. just consider this as my 'mengidam' as i never ever mintak pepe yg pelik lg kn b4 this... hehehe... n seriously, for now, i'd rather be walking than duduk diam mcm kt office ni.. walking (especially while shoppink.. ;P) makes me relax n helps me to forget about d senak perut... baby sempit dlm pewut ni b... huu... so jom la, kite pg klcc ptg ni k?? (operasi mengajak huby melalui blog bcuz buat2 merajuk tamau balas YM! huhu)

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p/s: thank God finally berjaya to change comments moderation setting since thr's a psychopath imitating all my frenz' comments. annoying, bukan? stewpid u! shuh.. shuh.. go away! Only pleasant visitors are welcomed here.

okey, that's all folks!

it's 2am in the morning

and i am not even close to sleeping. blegh~ how am i supposed to handle this? i juz slept around 11pm, n the baby woke me up.. i thought it was already 4 ke.. rupenye br 2am??? omg.. will it be like this until my labor? huwarggg.. i noe, i noe, it's a practice so that kite boleh cope tym baby lahir nti.. need to bangun tgh2 mlm n all.... but,.. i'm just not used to it yet!
our little baby sayang... its not dat im merungut about u k, dun get me wrong n jgn merajuk lagi like the other day when i asked daddy to make u stop treating my tummy as a dancing mat... mommy n daddy were so worried, u din even move a little... rupenye u are on ur way to the next level of ur development stage.. sibaik u did move when daddy started pujuk2 talking to you... amboi2, anak mommy n daddy ni dlm perut lagi dh pndai create attention. lately this lil baby sgt gemar stretching, n stay stretching at the same position without moving for quite a long period of tym... memule risau, but then setelah bertanye-tanye, n bace2.. rupenye its jus normal ujung2 pregnancy ni.. huwoh! takpe la baby syg, u do whatever u want, as long as u r healthy.. i dun mind the 'senak perut'.. huhu..

okey la, mommy needs to get some sleep. esok kerja! huwarghh!! eventhou yeh, i dun noe how, since thr's no such thing as comfortable sleeping position anymor, and yes, nothing works now.. td kul11 pn i need to like zikir byk2 kali smpai tertido sendiri... n now cfah ckp istighfar pulak smpai juta2 kali smpai tertido... i'll do it.. insyaAllah ;) oh btw, daddy cut his hair short, nti i'll upload his photo, hehe, kalau die kasik la, hee, kalau tak kasik pn upload je senyap2! and some updates on last weekend activities, later!

nite2 huby (sorry if the cahaya laptop wakes u up), nite2 baby, tido k! esok bgn same2 ngn mommy skali! nite everyone! :)