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Thursday, August 6, 2009

Here Comes Reality


I just got back from Phuket. I'm having a mix of emotion here. A part of me still misses phuket a lot. the beaches, the islands, the cloud, the sunset, the food, and most of all the "friendship"... i miss u guys in phuket... :) n yes, another part of me is dying to be home.......... it's obvious isnt it? i was so sick thinking of zara back at home. almost evry nite i nangis teringatkn zara... tym tu la terpk.. we shud have brought her along... haiyaa... sedeyy... tp tym siang kurang sket la sbb boleh call umah n tanye2 keadaan zara.. n mama pn will call us if zara dh bangun n tgh borak2 making those cute soundsss... tak sangke plak sgt menyeksakn... mesti ada yg bace ni akn ckp, "i told u so!"... hehehe... sibaik ade huby... he was d one comforting me smbil2 comfort kn diri sendiri jugak... nti zara besar sket kite pg phuket same2 k sayang... :) rindu kt zara smpai i terpakse (terpakse k!) amek cuti lg satu hari bile smpai mesia just to be with zara n lepaskn rinduuu... surprisingly, zara bergayut at my b**bs all dayyyy long tanpa henti last tuesday. mayb die sgt2 merindui favourite die ni... tp mmg best, terase d bonding between a mom n a child yg sgt kuat di situ. mmg she refused to let go even for a sec. sambil2 i pn boleh rehatkn badan doin nothing! and i promise myself... i'll never leave her again. so for the next vacation, mmg niat nk bwk zara skali. kene buat passport cepat2...


okey.. nk cite psl phuket.. terlampau pnjg. i will, but later! haha. teringat bali vacation pn i tak cite habis kt sini.. kuang3... nti nk upload piccas skali.... tungguu!!!!!


ni upload gmbr cuti2 jakarta dulu, photo by my darling zati :)

and oh yes, ade gmbr phuket sket di sini and di sini

toodles!

1 comments:

z a t i said...

ha ha..tau je..saje taknak tanye2 kau...especially tat night yg pakai kebaya tu,.,.gile jelas kt muke kau tk senang hati. :P

tkpe..dh balik dh pun! :D

but wht i can say be glad tat u can feel the sadness..the hurt of missing her.
i miss my sadness as much as i miss my feeling of "love".

i miss to "feel" again..
.i mean..extreme feeling...u know...
feels nothing is emptiness.
n it suckkkss..

maaflah masih tk faham perasaan kau smpai sekarang,. in fact i almost forgot the feeling of having someone really special to me now.

numb habis.

seriously.