Astaghfirullah al-'azim....
mengucap panjang i pagi tadi.....
this is what happened...
at 4am i woke up to BF zara.... dah quite some time zara tak bangun awal pg camni... these past 2 weeks she woke up at 6pm plus2 for her breakfast... best sgt bila die tido lena.. kite pn lena... tp malam tadi tak... i BF sambil baring... n then die terlena... i put her hampir ke tengah katil jugak... n then i terlena balik... (huby mmg lena la dr awal :p)...huby n I mmg tido half of the bed je last nite...
suddenly...........
"gedebuk..........." we heard.....
and zara went "uwekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..."
"abg... zara jatuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i shouted.
I terus terlompat... panic... ya Allah.... terus angkat zara from the side of the katil... I cant even remember what was her position time jatuh bcuz it happened very fast... panic panic and panic...
she cried.. and after pujuk2... n breastfed her.. she stopped crying... i put her down... tgk her head, her tulang sume, gerak2 kn her tgn n kaki... (well actually i din noe wat to do)... then she smiled n giggled.... aikk?? pastu die tido balik... but b4 that die membebel bebel sorg2... pastu terlena....
aiyark!!! huby terus tgk kt internet what to do.... bcuz zara seems fine.. cume takut long term effect je... kate omputih dulu2 (myth)... tak elok terus tdokn baby once they had a serious fall.. takut coma... but sbnanye elok juga tdokn to calm her down n sooth her... what we did was... we tried to kejut2 her while she was sleeping.. if die respond, mksdnye she's okey.... n babycenter suggests to monitor the baby for 2 nights... tgk whether die respond tak bile kite kejut dia.... i was thinking of taking her to the paed.. bt since she's doing good... n nothing changed after d fall, i think monitor je la dulu. n we'll be going for her injection on saturday.. so boleh la check skali nti...
im sooo disappointed with myself. it was totally my fault... this is what happen when u r too sleepy... huhu. and yes, zara dah besar, n dah boleh gerak jauh2.. smpai kuar landasan... u r a big baby gal now zara...
moral of the story: jangan malas to put zara back on her babycot after nursing.... I WILL. I WILL.
zara's latest photos from mommy's handphone.
goin to huby's boss OH
acting like a BIG BOSS
nak bangun je tauuuu....
2 comments:
yes babe...jgn malas.....or letak bantal banyak2 n tolak the bed sampai dinding...hehehhe..zara will be ok.shes a strong gal...lasak kan?penaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttt
tu laaa.. i was so shocked.. die gerak sgt jauh.. huhu my katil takde bahagian yg terus dinding... aiyo!! yeah, she's doin good so far. :) i noe i noe, cant imagine if i am taking care of zara at home like u... mmg best but mesti exhausted gila! bravo kasaraaa!
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