SHR MZB

Salam Aidilfitri all!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

Ramadhan kareem

Hye all! Just to wish u guys selamat berpuasa, dan beramal di bulan yg mulia ini... Marilah sama2 cari pahala k :)

Dh lame tak update, now I still have one child... Hehe... Belum tambah ye! Now hanya Ada zara saje! In case u r wondering! :) oh, btw... Congrats to all mommies of 2009 babies yg bakal menimang cahaya mata ke-2 this year / next year! Alhamdulillah rezeki... As for me, I'll just follow my husband's decision... Hiks! Ameen :)

Zara just turned 15months 4 days ago! She's a big gal now, hayhhh!

She loves to sing a lot... Her top fav is ee-i-ee-i-ohhh.. Repeat 80 Kali.. Hehe exaggerate!

She can say "mummy", "daddy", "nak", "kit" = sakit when she bit my nips while bf-ing huhu... she says "bubbye baby" instead of "bubbye" all the time... She says "nah" when she gives smethg, she says "dah" when she finishes doing smethng... She says "cat meoww" when she sees a cat... She will say her friend's name "mia" whenever she sees mia's photo... Hikssss! And I guess thr's many more words but I still cannot get it!! Zara is one very vocal young lady now.... I cudnt be happier! Hehe... Love u sayang!

She will dance kelamkabutly showing her bodyparts when I sing head shoulder knees n toes! Hehe.. Ntah mane2 je tunjuk.. Yg betul head n ears je! Hihihi...

She loves jumping tp belum master lg.. When I said 1-2-3-jump... She will henjut herself n satu kaki je terangkat then gelak excited!!! Haiya this girl! Heee... So funny...

Nw sgt clingy with her daddy! So very the daddy's lil girl... Nk Mandi ke jln2 ke mkn kt dining table ke... She'll say "nak daddy"... Heee... Sombong ngn mummy!! Nak susu je dtg kt mummy... Hehhehe

Kt shopping mall plak... She loves to walk freely! Tamau duk in her babybjorn or stroller anymore... When dh bg jln bebas... Jalannye bukan straight tp asek patah balik patah balik... Huhu so penat melayan baby besar mummy ni! Hehehe

Sleeping routine plak, semenjak world cup itu hari... Sgt Susah die nk tido awal... Huwaaaa... Dah elok2 baring kat cot... Tetibe bgn, n u'll hear her singing ee-i-ee-i-ohh out loud... Huhu... Pastu lagu lain pn ade gak but I tak dpt tangkap.. She jut created it I think... Hehe...

Oh and last but not least, she loves loves loves kissing so much! She kisses all her animal plush toys especially her puchwee bear! Yg Susah sket zara nk kiss is her parents... Sombong gituw! Kiss ikut mood je... Huhu... :)

Okey that's all for now... Sket2 psl zara ku syg :) n here's a photo of us... Latest one, b4 berbuka ptg td... (kt fb pn Ada.. Hihi)

okey then u guys! Hv a blessed Ramadhan! Semoga dpt buat terawih n bertadarus n buat amalan2 lain dgn jayanya! Ameennn (utk diri sendiri skali ni!)

Love n peace
XOXO

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photos :)

ini adalah kesinambungan previous entry... the pictures :)

BABIES VISIT

visiting baby shakeel afiy hadif.... w one proud mama huda yg sudah kurus dgn pantas :)

baby shakeel yg hidung mancung... hehe

visiting baby akif... w his proud mama mizah yg jelita wpn ade tempek2 watsoever di dahi... hehe

handsome boy baby akif.... bile nk jmpe lagiiii?

GARFIELD PUTRA'S FIRST BIRTHDAY PARTY

zara yang ingin merampas bantal lucky draw dr baby adzryl... target tu!

mommy's special pokerface :P

the whole bunch... :) without a few yg d h blk awal.. hiks

w d pizza man... mommies maintain pndg camre... babies suke pizza man!!

the cheeky cheeky bambam bday boyyy!

Cahaya Mata

Lame tak update... Sgt berhabuk heart and soul saya....

Hari ni nak share kegembiraan dengan semua... Since i baru visit 2 of my closest friends newborn baby boy... Im so in the mood to blog... Tahun ni akan mencatatkan more than 10 newborn babies in my list :) Syukur...

My big congratulations goes to:

1) lubey n mal- 3rd march (boy)
2) Natrah n huby- 23rd march (girl)
3) Carmen n huby- 23rd march (boy)
4) Maryam n huby- 24th march (boy)

5) Joyce n huby- 26th march (girl)
6) huda n fendy- 30th march (boy)
7) mizah n apai- 1st April (boy)

Okey so far dah 7... Coming soon ada lagi... I think more than 10 la.. Tp xpe, kite announce bila dh selamat dilahirkan nanti... Surprise!!! Hehe... I'm so happy for u guys... Tahniah again!!

Seeing those two little babies just now... Memang rase teringin sgt nk baby boyyy... Zara pn mcm excited je tgk baby boy... Tergelak gelak je die... Pendek kate, mood budak kicik itu tersgt lah ok hari ni... Hee... Petanda baik ni... ;) Okey la, itu kerja Tuhan... Kite berserah je :) sbnanye wpn I dh Ada pengalaman jaga baby sekecik newborn baby, I still rasa awkward nk pegang bayi2 tersebut... Mcm takut2 je.. I think if it happens again, mcm start over from zero jugak la kot...

And bile letak zara sebelah mereka.... Oh my gawddd... Zara u r such a big gal already... Dlm hati I.... Pejam celik pejam celik... Dh nk dekat setahun dah anak mommy!! Muahsxx syg die sgt2... :)

Ohh ok.. Talking about turning 1.. Nope I dun think a birthday party is necessary for us... We'll celebrate insyaAllah... But it's just a rough plan... Dun worry baby... Yeah, she knows nothing now, bt she'll be reading this one day.... We have a plan for you baby! Nothing luxury but a nice decent one, we promise... :)
InsyaAllah...

Ohh big thanks to mummy and daddy putra for inviting us to putra's 1st birthday party on Saturday!! We totally enjoyed ourselves... The bday boy grand entrance was awesome... Wee... Happy 1st birthday Putra Muhamad Firdaus! Be a good boy ya! Muahsx!

Next Saturday we'll b attending baby marea mysarah 1st birthday party... Thanks mommy Ezan for inviting us... See u guys! InsyaAllah...

Okey guys.. Time for me to sleep.. I'll upload d photos later... Nite2! Sweetdreams!

10 months sweet darling

2 months to go... n zara will turn 1 YEAR OLD!!! alhamdulillah... semalam zara genap 10months tapi mommy tak sempat post, too busy surveying perabot for our new office... tak sempat bukak email pon... aiyaaa... hari ni relax sket...

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well now, i'm working from 10am to 4pm everyday... tapi macam rasa susah nak focus plak becuz smpai office at 10... 12.30 dah lunchtime... n then makan solat pump susu pe sume.. dah kul2.. kul4 dah nk chow! hahahaha... so official working hour is only 4 and a half. tapi yang tak official pun ada gakk, takpe la... my boss ckp, as long as kerja siap, he's flexi with the working hour... hiks~

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okey berbalik to zara, skrg ni dah becok... influence dr mamadila kot.. haha.. mamadila tak becok, cume peramah je! ;) this is her 2nd week staying w mamadila, now kalau hantar pagi2... tak sabar2 nk kuar carseat suh mamadila dukung... dah pandai sua tangan, dah pandai lambai when we say byebye!, zara boleh merangkak tapi tak favor sangat... she only crawls when ada smething yg trigger her to crawl... like ada favorite toys nk kejar... n yg plg merangkak sekali is when mommy tinggalkn die pg kitchen kejap.. mmg tetibe je die dh smpai kitchen jugak... huhu... kalau takde pape, she will stay put at one place... tak berganjak2... hehe... now dah berdiri sendiri w support, dah meniti keliling sofa,... hmm.. manja terlebih.. nak mommy teman die spnjg masa, if duk main toys, mommy / daddy / mamadila mesti ada kat sebelah, kalau tak, merengek... wpn pandang tempat lain, kite bangun, she can sense that we are moving... aiyaaa... last friday, i lepak at mamadila's house... tym nangis zara dah confuse whether nak pg to me or mamadila.. hahhaa... lawak la u! the first song that gets her head banging is lagu "alif ba taa" i found on youtube... n lepas tu semua lagu pn head banging.. wpn lagu singkat setiap kali drama na-o-mei nk pg comercial break.. haha... n baru baru ni.. zara dah tak head banging, but she moves her head sideways pulak... kiri kanan.. hehe, sweet! ape lagi ek?? i jarang cerita milestone zara, tp dah 10 months ni tulih la sket.. kotnye esok besar zara bace my blog... "ape mommy ni, takde milestone zara pn kt blog mommy?" ape i nk jawab? haaaa.. at least ni ada la skali.... :p okey baby darling? :)

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so that's it la kot.. kalau ade pape lagi nti i update loerr!

byebye!

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happy 10months zara! *hug kuat kuat*

Life Goes On

CAMWHORE: dah lama tak!

It's Apparently a Success

So the day after, we went to mamadila's house again...

Alhamdulillah zara nmpk ngam je dgn mamadila... :)


See ya next week babe!!!! This time it's for real....
Plus... I have some goodnews... Will update later..

Byebye!

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What a day

heya people!

how are your holidays? mine is until tomorrow and its wonderful so far! yeay!!!
oh yes, as stated in my previous entry, i'll be leaving my current company...
I just sent my resignation letter last week, and it's a 2week notice...

alhamdulillah....
i'll be starting my new job, this 1st of March... with flexible hours, and better salary.
insyaAllah... please do pray for me ya ppl! i'm so excited :)

today, i brought zara to mamadila's house. oh yes, i guess i havent told u guys, the maid (nelly) is going back to indonesia, as she almost completed her 2-year contract... well, its bad news for me since zara is totally attached to her, and it's kinda hard to introduce zara to a new caregiver. insyaAllah she'll be back in 3-4 weeks time. well of course it depends on her immigration obligations watsoever... so, who knows... eventhough the maid convinced us, dat she really wants to come back and work with us... we'll see...

back to mamadila's story.....who is a close friend of mine, currently 4-months pregnant and a housewife.. she's my best option so far! so i told her everything, and thank goodness she agreed to look after zara while the bibik is on leave (for 3 weeks or so) starting end of this month.

we went to her house early this morning.... and I introduced zara to her... let zara mingled around and get used to the new environment... it wasnt that easy at first... but after awhile it gets better... i'd say, the mission is 65% accomplished. while her separation anxiety is at its peak, i personally think that towards the end the bonding session went pretty well. agree with me dila? hehehehe.... alrighty, better luck tomorrow! c ya!

let's hit the bed daddy sayang n baby darling! another big day tomorrow! :)

toodles! n sweetdreams!

This is basically it

Administrative Manager

Successful managers are very self-disciplined, intelligent, responsible and presentable people. You would need to be positive, enthusiastic, have good leadership skills, get on well with people, be firm but just and have the ability and perseverance to try and help the company achieve their goals. If you were able to motivate people and make them feel that they are an important cog in the business wheel, you would be a good example to them. Too many people in top positions do not trouble to become acquainted with their staff or understand their problems. No-one would expect you to solve all the problems but if the employees knew that management was trying their best to make life for everyone in the company as profitable, productive and enjoyable as possible, they would be much more likely to concentrate on doing their best. Every worker in a business is given a specific task or tasks to do by the manager who does the planning, co-ordinating and organising of activities to reach the required goals and you would be the one to give orders and exercise control over the entire process.

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As an Administrative Manager, your tasks would include the following:

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Responsibility for the overall work performance of a company.

Management of office environment.

Gathering, adapting, storing and distributing information within the company.

Using information systems.

Providing specialised support to other departments and managers.

Providing document and telecommunication management.

Planning, organising, providing leadership and controlling all administrative functions.

Managing quality and cost control.

Rendering a service to other functions within the organisation.

Providing training and development for your own staff.

Managing the many fields of work which the employees carry out.

Ensuring that human and material resources are correctly utilised.

Meeting with other members of management and planning for the future.

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p/s: bye! bye! Johnson Pump!

9 months old zara darling baby

happy 9 months old my darling puteri zara adeena!

Yes, it has been 9months since I received the gift on that faithful day....

Now watching each day as zara grows.... the changing of features from head to toe, the smiles and giggles that make her glow.... and the way she lets her spirit show.... I cudnt be happier sayang!

I'll make a promise to you again my dear baby, the promise i've been telling you from the very beginning... to raise you the best that I know...

You are my angel!

XOXO

is it about time for me?

buat mereka yang merindui zara and mommy... hhehehe...

Hye all. dah sebulan i tak update. im just plain busy i guess. how are u guys doing? im in the verge of entering a huge change in my life. to be honest, i believe that i have golden handcuffs, but im so stuck with my current job.... so here i found smething useful for me,.. or maybe you... who is also experiencing the same thing as me... it's from about.com.

i petik the whole article.... kindly read :)

article starts........

These are the top ten reason why you might want to quit your current job.... These are difficult, if not impossible, work problems to solve. You need to look out for your best interests. Your job consumes too many hours of too many days of your life for you to stay where you are if you're miserable. No excuses, now. If these problems exist in your current job, make a plan, and quit your job.

1) Your company is experiencing a downward spiral, losing customers, losing money, and rumors of possible closure, bankruptcy and failure prevail.

2) Your relationship with your manager is damaged beyond repair. You have sought help to mend the relationship but you know it is too damaged for recovery. (Perhaps you were untrustworthy, missed work on too many days, or the manager acts like an untrustworthy jerk.) Whatever the reason, the relationship is irrecoverably damaged.

3) Your life situation has changed. Perhaps you have married or had a baby, and the salary and benefits no longer support your life needs. You need to move on to better opportunities to support your family.

4) Your values are at odds with the corporate culture. Perhaps your company is egalitarian and you believe in assigned parking spots for salaried employees. Your company does annual employee satisfaction surveys and you think these are a waste of time. Your company is hierarchical and you want to influence every aspect of your job. No matter where the clash is occurring, a lack of congruence with the corporate culture will destroy your attitude at work.

5) You've stopped having fun and enjoying your job. No matter what changed, when you dread going to work in the morning, it's time to quit your job.

6) Your company is ethically challenged. Perhaps the managers lie to customers about the quality of the products or the day on which the product will ship. You become aware that the company is stealing information from competitors. Whatever the issue, don't stay in an organization where your ethics are out of sync.

7) For whatever reason, you have behaved in ways that are considered improper at work. You've missed too many days of work, slacked off on the job, failed to maintain needed skills, and / or just generally developed the reputation of a loser. That reputation, once earned, is unlikely to change; you might as well quit your job, while you have the opportunity.

8) You've burned your bridges with your coworkers. Your group is not getting along in an environment that requires people to work together well. Again, at some point, the reasons don't matter; start fresh in a new job and resolve to not let this situation happen again.

9) Your stress level is so high at work that it is affecting your physical or mental health and your relationships with your friends and family. Watch for the signs of burnout and if they can't be cured, move on.

10) And the top ten reason to quit your job? You are unchallenged, need more responsibility, and seek opportunities that just don't exist for you in your current organization. You've explored the current and potential options, and they are limited. It's time to quit your job.

....end of article!

see, it says,

"Your job consumes too many hours of too many days of your life for you to stay where you are if you're miserable"

yes, now im so MISERABLE! huhu.

and yeah, more than 3 of above reasons have somethg to do with me n my current job....

okey that was my first time reading through... after reading it again... there are more than 5...

hmmmmm....

it's about time, kan?

2010 Resolutions :)

Here comes 2010. ahaha. this is a bit late. Happy new year everyone! :) yeah like always, almost everybody will list down their new year's resolutions... no? some may want to lose more more morree weight... some may want to gain weight... some may want to get marry... some may want to have baby... some may want to double up their earnings/income... n so many other things... ehem, how about your last year's resolution??? are u sure dat u've completed it all??? :)

i still remember, this time last year, i was sooo pregnant :) and i dun think i have a new year resolution... i was having the time of my life.. no resolutions were needed... hehehe... :p acahh je... mesti la ada... but i believe that by keeping it safe to myself is the best way to accomplish my resolutions.... (cheh, sebnanye takut kalau tak tercapai malu... :p) so yah, the key is to keep it real and of course a burning desire to achieve them. so, good luck everyone!

no, no, im not gona list down my resolutions... its just that... i want to share my obsession with nude colour... love love love...

first, here's my cousin's wedding dress (kawen last two weeks.. congrats dear!).... victorion style in nude colour! classic looking yet very sexy! gotta love it babehh!

owh but actually i've worn a nude coloured kurung moden during my engagement. but of course not as pretty as my cousin's.. but still i love it.. hehe... bought the kain in jakarta at a very low price... me likeyyyy! gambar after the majlis, so very the berminyak... rrr

next, is my soon-to-be-purchased high heels. haha. this is definitely on top of my shopping list. belum beli lagi... tak jumpe yang btul2 berkenan kt shopping mall... obviously mine wont be christian louboutin as the picture below.... unless ade yg nak belanje... ehem2... boleh i nyanyi... im throwin on my louboutin... hikss~ btw, have u heard that song? it's kinda catchy! i loike~

anyway, i already have this one down here.... it was a gift from my ex-bf... tym student agaknye eh?? ngehehe... not bad jugak my ex-bf's taste kn? tp ye la name pn zaman U.. dah lame tu... it's so worn out... i definitely need a new one! ngee jgn salah anggap, my ex-bf is my husband la.. nw sudah husband la kn... :)

and last but not least... its my 2010 go-to look. i've been using mac honeylove lipstick in 2009. it's a nude lipcolour but i think it has this pinkish effect dat i juz realized i dont like... hehe... i want a nude as in nude without any pink-ish or peach-ish tone. its so hard to find. after hours of trying and trying.... tak jmpe jugak the perfect one.. yg brownie nude (like my pump shoe colour)..... but i didnt try other brands... tatau la kot ada... finally, i fell in love with mac satin peach-stock.. still it has that peach tone... but i think it suits me well... compared to the pinkish nude... mayb its becuz of my skintone... medium to dark skintone lagi sesuai wearing peachy based nude lipcolour... see pic below... this is my first day of work in 2010... hehe...

so dat's it! post ni sbnanye to wish my friends yang membaca my blog, HAPPY 2010! and dalam mase yang same merapu pasal my obsession. it's actually to warn u guys that u'll see me with more n moreee nude colours in twenty ten.... hehe.

HAPPY 2010 ALL!

I WISH U GUYS WELL

XOXO

first word

I seldom post an entry during night time.. but im so excited to tell that zara's first word is officially.....

ALLAH

ngeeee.... it started with an AAAAA.... and suddenly there was a loud and clear word... ALLAHH... witnessed by zara's tokba n tok aa... so this is official.. and im so glad... :)

zara's tokba kept wondering that zara's first word will be FACEBOOK.. or TWITTER... or BLOG......... hehe. so i guess this is so unexpected! hee. mommy happy terlebih k!

congratulations zara.. clap clap clap :)

(takde gigi pon boleh consider bercakap ke? hehehe. tak kire la kan, as long as i heard the word perfectly, clearly... hehe sukesuki i laaa)

Ready or Not

Yesterday morning, i received an SMS from hubby saying that one of his schoolmate meninggal dunia. innalillahi wainna ilaihi raji'un... semoga rohnya dicucurkan rahmat dan tergolong antara orang-orang yang beriman.. ameen..

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It was a shocking news for me. apetah lagi my hubby and all his schoolmates kan... Eventhou i tak bape kenal, but i bumped into her a few times during college, since dia pn utm juga (faculty electric) n was staying in kolej9 juga. and when megat came for lunch, terjumpa.. he did introduce me to her... a few weeks ago, she just added us on facebook.. and we juz viewed her profile and talked about how cute her daughter is... her daughter dah agak besar tak sure how old... mayb almost two kot or two plus.... and she was pregnant with her second baby... 7 months or so... yeah... hubby said that she had difficulties to breathe time tido.. i was thinking mayb she had asthma or smethng.. tp tatau la kan... dah ajal di usia muda.. yang i terpk tu, perasaan her husband and the daughter yg tak sempat btul2 knal her mother.... sebaknye rasa... since i pn ada family, i did put myself in her shoes... bayangkan.. leaving zara all alone... with hubby... watching them from high above... hmmm... :((( takleh bayang la sbnanye..... alamak bergenang airmata i... noooo! :( tapi semua tu ketentuan Ilahi... dia ada planning yang terbaik untuk kita semua... bila dah sampai masanya... semua orang akan meninggalkan dunia yang fana ini...

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the night before we received the news... baru cakap2 pasal nak tukar waris insurans la ape la.. since my insurance ni start frm college tym dulu... i put my parents name as penama.. now kene ada allocation untuk zara la kan... and malam tu, huby pasang yassin e-quran kat laptop cfah plak.... aleh2 the next day ada berita kematian... sape2 yang terbaca post ini, marilah sama2 kita sedekahkan al-fatihah dan bacaan yassin untuk arwah Suhieda Sukiman...

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Peringatan untuk kita yang masih hidup: ibadah dah cukup ke?? pastinye tidak untuk saya... dosa yang menggunung tinggi ada... sudah bersediakah kita untuk bertemu dengan-Nya? sesungguhnya bersedia ataupn tidak.... masa kita akan tiba juga.... ajal memang tak mengenal usia....

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