babysitting

lil hannan husna... fooling around~

i'm used to babysitting... i've been babysitting my two nieces for the past couple of years... so, i admit, it's never easy... but before this, i hv had to do babysitting w cfah, n joy... so dat wasnt such a burden... yah, we can take turn during the night.. 2hours each... huhu... last weekend, i had to babysit dat lil hannan ALONE... oh my goodness... sepatutnye it wasnt me alone, cuz nuha was around... tp hampehnye die tak bangun langsung when hannan cried.... so, apparently, it was me, alone! uwaaa!! seriously, i felt like crying, too. she wudnt stop... panic taw!!! n she kept calling 'mama... mama...', waaa.... i didnt noe wat to do.. bt i stayed calm... okey2,.. hv been 'selawat' bt it didnt work.. then i read the 'ayat kursi'.... wahhh, amazingly.... she stopped crying... masyaÁllah... besarnye kuase Allah.. and i was soo relieved... but normal la, evry 2 hours nannan terjage.. merengek rengek sket.. tukar nappy,.. pg buat susu... then i tepuk2, n die tdo balik... wahh.. i was soo exhausted, monday pg keje, rase nk tertido tido, soo sleepy, n tak sedap bdn... smething is wrong sumwer... huhu, smpai i hafta mc on Tuesday,.. penangan hannan for aunty amal.. huhu.. well., well, it was quite an experience for me...

i wonder, how does it feel like, having my very own baby...?? wow! going thru the tiring, so so challenging moment each and evry night......... hm?! but.. my mama and all the moms in the world coped with it pretty well! we, as their children, shud be very grateful... and dont ever think of 'derhaka'-ing them... as they've done so much for us... we cud never pay their sacrifices back.. thanx ma.. thanx ba... i guess i miss u both! this whole experience has taught me a lot!!